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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧

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✧ 𝐻𝑒𝒾𝒹𝒾 𝐸.𝒫. 𝐵𝑜𝓉𝓈𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓋𝓋𝒶 ✧ 𝔸𝕓𝕤𝕥𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕥 𝔼𝕩𝕡𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕤𝕚𝕠𝕟𝕚𝕤𝕥

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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 10/04/2025
#art #ballpointpen
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 23/03/2025
@dlturnbo.bsky.social Gurl, wurr have you BEAN!?
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 23/03/2025
Your girl was just kissed by a bee again. 🥹 It’s going to be a good year. 🐝✨
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 23/03/2025
Sweet dreams beautiful people 🦋✨
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 22/03/2025
Woke up to kitty cuddles & loving friends text messages. Counting my blessings every day. 🤍 Especially when Popi has good health.
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 22/03/2025
Watching movies with my adoptive Dad, painting for the first time in forever, while the head of Social Security is talking of closing down half of our income & the Orange to be juiced is proclaiming joining King Charles - I don’t know how to have a nervous system anymore. It’s already been hard -
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 22/03/2025
Fish dish tonight! #dinner Butter seared ALDIs salmon filets chopped small & coated in paprika, dill, garlic onion powder, salt & pepper. Mixed with a can of French cut green beans on a bed of oven baked hash browns. Cocktail tomatoes for fresh flavor. No fresh basil tonight but maybe by summer.
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 22/03/2025
Gratitude.
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 21/03/2025
Forgive your loved ones a bunch right now. Especially those who are absolutely not Trumpists or hard right wingers. Good people right now are stressed as hell. Love them well, love & forgive yourself deeply. 🤍 We will get through this. Together.
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 21/03/2025
Every time I talk about myself online, I feel icky & anxious now. 2025 days hit really different.
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 21/03/2025
Closeup #art #oilpaint #mixedmedia #goldleaf
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 21/03/2025
Some pictures to the work in progress. #art #oilpainting #fineartist #expressionism #traditionalart #botscharovva
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 21/03/2025
I started painting and I had to stop because my heart feels like it’s going to bust out of my chest. 🥹 I haven’t felt this happy is so long. Recovering my soul from the drama with my last painting in October means a lot.
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 21/03/2025
I think about Chevalier (2022) a lot. #josephbologne
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 19/03/2025
Despite being flooded in responsibility to the point it’s hard to breathe waking up in the morning, I might just try to finish a couple of paintings & try to un-break my heart after being screwed over in October. It feels like it’s high time to try again. The world is falling apart anyways.
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 17/03/2025
Happy St. Patrick’s day! 🧚🏻☘️✨
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 01/03/2025
Oh my heavens, I can breathe, my face hurts significantly less, & my mental health just skyrocketed. Haven’t thrown up in 24 hours now, and happily kept food down.
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 01/03/2025
I am deeply Russian, Bulgarian, Ukrainian American. ✨💙🌻 ! Slava Ukraini ! 🌻💙✨
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 26/02/2025
Coming back now I can think more clearly. Literally couldn’t make art my head was so off. Here’s some beautiful lighting.
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 26/02/2025
Thank Gods, it’s not the tumor, but G. damn I was scared. Turns out, it’s been shrinking, but my Christmas infection is still in my face and it’s not gone yet. Big scare. So sorry. Seeing an ENT pronto, thank you those who sent me kindness. 🙏🏼 Also good news, my pituitary tumor is shrinking.
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 09/01/2025
Sending my heart out for all the people in California because of this fire sweeping across the Palisades. Regardless of the hate that has been pouring out, regardless if you are rich or poor, celebrity or sales floor worker, may you be safe. 🤍 This chat is a safe place if you need to feel heard. 🤲🏼
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 07/01/2025
A hell of a lunar cycle, a case of bronchitis & a Blizzard later: Yay I’m alive! 🤍✨
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 01/01/2025
🪩✨ I don’t care if you’re rich or poor, if you don’t electro swing on New Year’s Day; who the hell do you think you are? ⚡️💃
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 31/12/2024
Being sick during Christmas isn’t fun, but at least it’s a good thing marathoning movies with fam is a tradition. 🤍✨ Happy New Years everyone! May you all have the greatest year ever, & crazy good things turn the car around in every country this 2025. May we all have the courage so 2025 be kind.
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 28/12/2024
☆Just finished watching the movie my mother named me after. It’s crazy how much foreshadowing comes from the themes of intuition which waves from birthing a child, no matter how devoid a lady can be of it. Rewatching this beloved favorite of my Grandmother, my Swan Mother, I can only be nostalgic.
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 28/12/2024
✫ Auld Lang Syne is a song my ‘Swan Mother’ & I used to sing every New Years when I was a babe. Every year there would be ‘It’s a Wonder Life’ playing on the tv, & this Christmas I went back to that ritual. This year has been so bearing on my heart & soul, but a visit from George Bailey helps. 🤍
James Stewart stars as George Bailey, the man in center with his wife, played by Donna Reed; Mary Hatch Bailey to the left. George Bailey holds his little girl Zuzu on the right, played by the adorable Karolyn Grimes. 

It’s a Wonderful Life (1946) is a black & white  film directed by Frank Capra where a man is so devastated by life circumstances always setting him back he almost commits suicide & is saved by a divine intervention by God & the Angels on Christmas Day. It’s a beautiful classic & an annual tear jerker. It’s the movie that keeps me going & shaped my soul as a child growing up.

Not having had an easy beginning in life, but a bold heart, this film taught me to take daring chances when you have them, try to make it through the anxiety when it pools over, & remember that even if you were never born; life would have never been this way this good without soft souls who care here on Earth.
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 24/12/2024
Craving the beach today on Christmas Eve. 🌊🤍✨
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 24/12/2024
Pops is much better, he’s coming home today. 🤍
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 24/12/2024
Merry Christmas Eve! 🎄🎁✨
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 23/12/2024
✦ It’s going to drop just below freezing tonight. Hoping it’s going to crack my mediums like it did the last time. 💔
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 23/12/2024
✦ Day I : 12’ x 4’ (3.66 m x 1.22m)
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 23/12/2024
✫ Omg, do I go to bed & stare at a wall or do I pull out two massive canvases 6x5 feet each & talk in abstract how I watched my Dad have & recover from a minor stroke woven with everything in-between?
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 23/12/2024
✦ Today my best friend, my Dad, came back to us more consciously after being diagnosed with a small stroke (non-TIA). I’m deeply relieved he is okay & that we can finally solve long term problems with some simple medications. The neurologist considered him lucky, so he may get to come home soon. ⤵️
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 22/12/2024
Just made a Yuletide Christmas corner for my Pops in the ER of the hospital. 🥲 Praying we get answers in the next few days & that he gets a room tomorrow.
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 21/12/2024
✦ That moment when you look at words & they turn into soup because you’re questioning how to spell.
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 21/12/2024
✬ Sometimes I’m toxic back to bad drivers. Can you blame me? #stilllegal #merrychristmasbetch
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 21/12/2024
✶ Also; great news After waiting patiently for a month, my birthday present crystals made it to the house! 🎉🎂 Paintings will be finished finally!! #BelovedGhostIRememberYou #YoureSafe #TheHarmonyBetweenUs #Botscharovva #ArtUpdate
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 21/12/2024
✦ Despite everything & it being Yule for us, Pops did get to open his Yuletide present from me this morning. He was so sad About spending the dawning of our Christmas spirit (Yule Eve) in the hospital, that I brought some of it with me to him. 🤍💛🤎 ✶ Will post more if given permission.
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 21/12/2024
✦ Pops & I stayed in the hospital again on his behalf. They’re keeping him today in the least to do some testing before sending him back home. Keeping it classy, we’re hoping we find some answers as to what is happening everyday. 🤍
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 20/12/2024
✧ Thankful that things at home are getting better. Praying it all works out. Wish us luck on Pops healing journey, we’re back into the fray it seems once again.
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 20/12/2024
✧ Merry Christmas & Happy Yule! #art #artadventcalendar #ink #watercolor #faeries #witchsky #artsky
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 20/12/2024
✦ Secrets behind the scene from “Alchemy of Soul”
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 20/12/2024
✦ Gisèle Pelicot, thank you for going public. Thank you for standing up for yourself, thank you for doing everything right. May the people judge further where your judges failed, & may you find peace & justice as you grow older. Thank you beautiful. Great fortune always be with you. 🤍✨ #nomoreshame
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 20/12/2024
✦ Alchemy of Soul is the healing journey from rape & child abuse at an internal level. How the body carries both the wounded & the healed self as it alchemizes through time, & EMDR started to numb one part of me, another part of me started to thrive. ✧ #art #oilpainting #expressionism #nomoreshame
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 19/12/2024
✦ I had a dream about you again this morning. You wrote new songs I absolutely loved, but you were hiding them from people. We talked a while & you seemed awfully sad deep down inside, but grateful we were free to talk. I forgave you for something. Something heavy between us. Happy Holidays 🦋
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 18/12/2024
✦ If you are struggling through the Holidays, trying to get by & hold strong. Know I send you my love, unconditional. 🤍 Depression be it seasonal, traumatic, or otherwise is hard. It will get better, hold on beautiful. #art #fineart #watercolor #ink #expressionist #depression #artsky #botscharovva
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 18/12/2024
✧ One of the things I love & grovel about gold leafing & crystallizing my paintings is that it alters the color of a shot because of reflections hitting back at the camera. The fun thing is that you can only enjoy them truly in person, every capture is different, so it’s truly unique & ethereal.
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 18/12/2024
✧ Sitting With These Memories I — Closeups 🤍✨ #abstract #abstractart #art #artadventcalendar #oilpainting #goldleaf #gold #botscharovva
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 18/12/2024
✧ Sitting With These Memories II — Closeups 🤍✨ #abstract #abstractart #art #artadventcalendar #oilpainting #gold #Swarovski #swarovskicrystal #botscharovva
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✧ H.E. Botscharovva ✧ @botscharovva.com · 18/12/2024
Sitting With These Memories I & II ✧ A tribute to healing & the relief in enjoying life #abstract #abstractart #art #artadventcalendar #oilpainting #gold #Swarovski #swarovskicrystal #botscharovva
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