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Autodidactic Artist, deathworker, ritualist, MCAS fuckery, stage 4 NSCLC she/her

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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 19h
I am Jane Doe. We all are Jane Doe until no
one is.
Because women are still being asked what they drank, what they wore, why they went there, why they trusted him, why thev didn't leave sooner, why they didn't report immediately, why their story changed under trauma.
Meanwhile, the question that should matter most keeps getting buried.
Why are we still looking for ways to blame women for what was done to them? A woman does not have to be sober enough, modest enough, cautious enough, quiet enough, believable enough, or "perfect" enough to deserve bodily autonomy.
I support Jane Doe. And I support every woman who has ever been picked apart instead of protected.
Until "Jane Doe' is no one.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
Good news! My quarterly test results are very good! The MRI of my brain showed lots of improvement over the one completed in April. My thoracic CT with contrast also looks very good, no spread of disease, no worsening of disease, everything is stable. I had the radiation on my primary tumor back…
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Good news!
My quarterly test results are very good! The MRI of my brain showed lots of improvement over the one completed in April. My thoracic CT with contrast also looks very good, no spread of disease, no worsening of disease, everything is stable. I had the radiation on my primary tumor back in July. As far as we can tell that was very successful.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
Follow up brain MRI (done about every 3 months) MRI of my brain shows no new lesions! All the radiated bits are still slowly healing. The 5 radiation sessions on the tumor in my lung has had big side effects and I needed a stable scan to stop the rabbit hole of think thoughts. The fatigue from the…
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Follow up brain MRI (done about every 3 months)
MRI of my brain shows no new lesions! All the radiated bits are still slowly healing. The 5 radiation sessions on the tumor in my lung has had big side effects and I needed a stable scan to stop the rabbit hole of think thoughts. The fatigue from the radiation takes quite the toll on the mind. It's weird this level of all systems fatigue from a treatment you can't feel. All should clear up in time, weeks to months. 路 CT and bone scan on September 8th.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 04/08/2026
The most ableist billboard in Pittsburgh: It reads "You can't control traffic. You can control your health." As if.
Billboard done in blues and whites. Reads "You can't control traffic. You can control your health." The it advertises health insurance.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 28/07/2026
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
Radiation sessions are done! My five radiation sessions are done. The fatigue is a little numbing in its extreme, but I'm pretty sure it's going to improve much more quickly than last summer when so many other things were going on at the same time. Monday when we were getting ready to go for that…
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Radiation sessions are done!
My five radiation sessions are done. The fatigue is a little numbing in its extreme, but I'm pretty sure it's going to improve much more quickly than last summer when so many other things were going on at the same time. Monday when we were getting ready to go for that session I looked out the window and saw two wee spotted fawns having lunch in the yard.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 17/07/2026
Health update 7/16/2026 I was supposed to have my follow up MRI of the brain yesterday, but I received a phone call the scanner was down. It's rescheduled at a different place for August 5th. I was lucky there was a cancelation. I haven't been having symptoms. I saw Dr Malhotra today. Things look…
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Health update 7/16/2026
I was supposed to have my follow up MRI of the brain yesterday, but I received a phone call the scanner was down. It's rescheduled at a different place for August 5th. I was lucky there was a cancelation. I haven't been having symptoms. I saw Dr Malhotra today. Things look good. She seems to expect the radiation to kill this tumor.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 13/07/2026
"Verify your age" Produces a rotary phone attached to a party line.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 30/06/2026
New appointment, radiation oncology I had my consult with the radiation oncologist today. They will call in a few days to schedule the scan for the mapping to do the radiation on the primary tumor in my upper right lobe. 90% of the time the radiation eliminates the tumor completely and leaves just…
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New appointment, radiation oncology
I had my consult with the radiation oncologist today. They will call in a few days to schedule the scan for the mapping to do the radiation on the primary tumor in my upper right lobe. 90% of the time the radiation eliminates the tumor completely and leaves just a little bit of scar tissue. This is awesome. But it also doesn't mean that the cancer is gone.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 25/06/2026
Two of my favorite chants (favourites number near 50 or so) Let's say two of my favorite chance today. LOL Two links for you that go to Dropbox.
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Two of my favorite chants (favourites number near 50 or so)
Let's say two of my favorite chance today. LOL Two links for you that go to Dropbox.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 14/06/2026
How I’m doing Headed home from Hatteras tomorrow. It was a different style of family vacation than usual. Many bright spots. An online friend I had met in person about 20 years ago visited for a few days before family arrived. It was lovely! I learned I can't be in the shade on a bright day…
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How I’m doing
Headed home from Hatteras tomorrow. It was a different style of family vacation than usual. Many bright spots. An online friend I had met in person about 20 years ago visited for a few days before family arrived. It was lovely! I learned I can't be in the shade on a bright day without the reflection off of wood granting me a sunburn.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 02/06/2026
Look where we are! Our car is getting battered by sand. And right as I was praising the dunes for keeping the ocean on the other side Dave cracked up because here came a whole bunch of sea foam over the dune and on to the road. LOL
Views of ocean and sound From the bridge to Hatteras Island North Carolina. In the mid ground Is an old life-saving station that has been decommissioned and yet preserved. Views of ocean and sound From the bridge to Hatteras Island North Carolina. Views of ocean and sound From the bridge to Hatteras Island North Carolina.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 14/05/2026
How it’s going at almost 1 year since diagnosis Welp, I'm not dead yet. My lung/thoracic/pelvic CT results came in quickly and basically no changes since the one in January/February. Recent MRI of my brain shows no new lesions, post radiation changes only, any new symptoms call them right away. My…
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How it’s going at almost 1 year since diagnosis
Welp, I'm not dead yet. My lung/thoracic/pelvic CT results came in quickly and basically no changes since the one in January/February. Recent MRI of my brain shows no new lesions, post radiation changes only, any new symptoms call them right away. My radiation oncology doc retired so I have a new one. She wants the next MRI in July. All great news because no progression that fits in with my doctor's goal of life extension.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 07/05/2026
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 07/05/2026
❤️💙
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 07/05/2026
How I follow the "protein first" eating plan for cancer peeps. Breakfast: yogurt and blueberries 2nd breakfast: hard boiled egg 3rd breakfast: chocolate cupcake with fudge icing Lunch: skip, too full Lol Damn
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 27/04/2026
www.outerbanks.com/vacation-ren... If you're looking for a reasonably priced house to spend a week at the beach on Hatteras Island, NC this is one little gem. 4 bedroom, 2.5 bath, no pets, hot tub, and beach access with steps over the dune right across the street!
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All is Whelk - OuterBanks.com
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 24/04/2026
Swiped from @stetstudio.bsky.social science.nasa.gov/specials/you...
Boneweaver written in landsat photos.

B is light brown and black
O is black and white
N is beige and green
E is teal swirled on green and blue
W is green on tan
E is blue on navy to black
A is white on multi
V is dark brown on green
E is dark gray on light gray, rimmed in red, teal, and white
R is green on green and white with black spots
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 24/04/2026
This, jeer and boo
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 16/04/2026
I am SO tired, y'all. A week off chemo and still feel like shit and the poison runs again today. Ugh ugh.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 16/04/2026
Phoebe
A gray, black, brown, and white striped cat sitting at attention on a couch that is off white.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 03/04/2026
How it’s going 4/2/2026 Thursdays with few exceptions are my chemo + days for 3 out of 4 Thursdays. It's relentless and though the chemo kills cancer cells it also kills my white blood cells who are key to fighting infections. It specifically wipes out my ABS neutrophils that are key immune cells.…
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How it’s going 4/2/2026
Thursdays with few exceptions are my chemo + days for 3 out of 4 Thursdays. It's relentless and though the chemo kills cancer cells it also kills my white blood cells who are key to fighting infections. It specifically wipes out my ABS neutrophils that are key immune cells. It's a dance, for sure, and fatigue is high when my white cells drop.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 19/03/2026
Health update 3/19/26 Received the immunotherapy med today. First infusion of each cycle I will get it. It lasts a out 6 weeks. 80% dose today to watch for adverse reactions. So far none. I was given IV benadryl first because stupid mast cells (yes, I asked) and promptly fell asleep. Slept a half…
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Health update 3/19/26
Received the immunotherapy med today. First infusion of each cycle I will get it. It lasts a out 6 weeks. 80% dose today to watch for adverse reactions. So far none. I was given IV benadryl first because stupid mast cells (yes, I asked) and promptly fell asleep. Slept a half hour, I think. I've been woozy ever since. After that the Abraxane.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 14/03/2026
2nd car tour I made it out of the house for the 2nd daytime car tour. Lunch outside in Nags Head where Amber fed a corvid. A stop at an oceanside beach with great wave splashes, birds, and I gathered sand for a friend. Third stop at a wee crescent beach at Oregon Inlet. Back home for shared dinner…
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2nd car tour
I made it out of the house for the 2nd daytime car tour. Lunch outside in Nags Head where Amber fed a corvid. A stop at an oceanside beach with great wave splashes, birds, and I gathered sand for a friend. Third stop at a wee crescent beach at Oregon Inlet. Back home for shared dinner courtesy of the hubster and visiting into the late evening.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 08/03/2026
We made it. I am a useless lump today. Luckily I don't need to be a useful one.
Slightly misty beach scene with a blue house on the left and a green house on the right and a sand dune in between going to the Atlantic Ocean in the background. A mostly clear sky. There is a deck railing in the foreground and the top of some trees.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 07/03/2026
I had to go back to Hillman today to get an immune boost injection. The side affect is bone pain. Antihistamines are supposed to lessen that. Cancer is a barrel of LOLs. #deathwork #terminalcancer4me
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 06/03/2026
At Hillman Cancer Center drinking a bottle of water while wearing my ice mittens and my ice booties. These are now required with my chemo so I do not get neuropathy. It's kind of amusing and awful because I get cold so easily.
A person wearing a gray sweatshirt with a white blanket on their lap and legs, black puffy mittens on their hands, and light blue booties on their feet. They are holding a bottle of water with their puffy mittens so they can have a drink. They are sitting in a chair with their feet up in the cubicle in a hospital infusion center.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 23/02/2026
Health update, I wasn’t accepted into the clinical trial There is a threshold that must be met via the light up medicine they injected in order to qualify for the clinical trial. My primary tumor lit up way more than they could've hoped, but the two small nodules did not. Because of the arbitrary…
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Health update, I wasn’t accepted into the clinical trial
There is a threshold that must be met via the light up medicine they injected in order to qualify for the clinical trial. My primary tumor lit up way more than they could've hoped, but the two small nodules did not. Because of the arbitrary parameters decided on at the beginning of the trial 1/2 of the lesions need to light up to the threshold to qualify for the trial.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 20/02/2026
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Phoenix Calida @phoenixcalida.latinsky.app · 06/02/2026
So if I'm understanding this correctly- High schoolers are walking out of class to protest ICE. Wine moms are running the coffee station at outdoor at anti ICE protests in sub zero temps White liberal men are outside with assault rifles guarding their neighborhoods from ICE
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 06/02/2026
It's been almost a dozen years since I wrote this. It is unfortunately still as pertinent now as it was then. leanintojoy.org/2014/04/14/p...
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Predators in our community – Monday blogging
There is so much to say and so little coherence in me right now. Recent dredging up of past events because of current ones is not a bad thing if used as an example for how to correctly have convers…
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 05/02/2026
Update about the clinical trial Here is the most recent update for the clinical trial. They've decided to close phase two. Phase two is the one where everyone gets the drug and it is the one I wanted to be included in, and because they had spoken to me already about it all I had to do was sign the…
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Update about the clinical trial
Here is the most recent update for the clinical trial. They've decided to close phase two. Phase two is the one where everyone gets the drug and it is the one I wanted to be included in, and because they had spoken to me already about it all I had to do was sign the paperwork so I could be slipped into the study.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 30/01/2026
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Bruce Springsteen - Streets Of Minneapolis (Official Audio)
YouTube video by Bruce Springsteen
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 30/01/2026
Terminalcancer4me update, Jan 30, 2026 I had the meeting with the clinical trial doctor yesterday. The study is in phase two non-randomized and that is far better than phase 3 randomized. If I qualify for the study it will last for 6 months. I will receive a radioisotope once a month during this…
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Terminalcancer4me update, Jan 30, 2026
I had the meeting with the clinical trial doctor yesterday. The study is in phase two non-randomized and that is far better than phase 3 randomized. If I qualify for the study it will last for 6 months. I will receive a radioisotope once a month during this time. I will also receive a different medicine as a chemotherapy infusion on a weekly basis during the 6 months.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 23/01/2026
Scan results & the next step Got my scan results back and reviewed them with Dr. Malhotra today. Brain fine, one area of enhancement is believed to be from the radiation treatment. She'll confirm that is the case with the radiation team, though they called me with my results saying the same thing.…
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Scan results & the next step
Got my scan results back and reviewed them with Dr. Malhotra today. Brain fine, one area of enhancement is believed to be from the radiation treatment. She'll confirm that is the case with the radiation team, though they called me with my results saying the same thing. Lung and pelvis scan had mixed results. No new lesions in lungs or thorax, no evidence of disease in soft tissue or bone.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 18/01/2026
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 06/01/2026
Protect our waterways! Let the EPA know you care and to not implement the rule! act.sierraclub.org/actions/Nati...
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Protect Our Waters: Stop the Polluted Water Rule
The Trump administration promised clean water, yet they’re giving us a dirty deal. The EPA has proposed a Polluted Water Rule, which hands corporate polluters a license to damage our country's streams...
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 30/12/2025
And, apparently still cannot be trusted not to take the Zofran because when I was refilling my Med containers there was an extra one and I was like oh hey in my mouth you go. Someday I may learn. Or not. Luckily I only take 1/3 of the dose per 24 hours on those 3 days. #deathwork #terminalcancer4me
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 30/12/2025
Exciting future cancer fighting news. www.ucsf.edu/news/2025/01...
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How Hungry Fat Cells Could Someday Starve Cancer to Death
Scientists used implanted fat cells to gobble up available nutrients around cancer tumors, starving the tumors to death.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 30/12/2025
Chemo today, December 29th As I finally learned to not take Zofran on chemo day and for 2 days after I've been dealing with nausea. Ugh. I broke down and asked for a script for Compazine this time. I took some about 20 to 30 minutes ago and we'll see if it works. The two side effects I'm concerned…
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Chemo today, December 29th
As I finally learned to not take Zofran on chemo day and for 2 days after I've been dealing with nausea. Ugh. I broke down and asked for a script for Compazine this time. I took some about 20 to 30 minutes ago and we'll see if it works. The two side effects I'm concerned about are dizziness and blurred vision.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 24/12/2025
Just wow at their talent. 🤯
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 24/12/2025
Day 24 #artAdventCalendar One of my favorite beach scenes, "Holy Waters", 2022. Chalk pastels on Strathmore 80 lb drawing paper. I gifted it to a friend.
An ocean scene at the water's edge. Light sandy beach with darker spots from feet and water.
Ocean is blue and green, the color of the Atlantic. A wave is breaking and about to crash the shore. The sea behind the wave looks wind tossed, but not stormy. The sky is very light blue and puffy clouds.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 24/12/2025
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 23/12/2025
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 23/12/2025
Day 22 and 23 oops #artAdventCalendar More death themed Tiny Art Show.
Mostly blue sky with faded grasses on a sand dune.
Text rwads:Tiny Art Show 2025
What Lies Beyond A mess of streaks and swirls in light to dark oranges with brown running through. Text rwads:
Tiny Art Show 2025
Wildfires from Above
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 21/12/2025
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 21/12/2025
Day 21 #artAdventCalendar The dunes in late afternoon near the the defunct life saving station on the spit of land at Oregon Inlet on Pea Island side. It has the sound on one side and ocean on the other. Oregon Inlet has been called the most dangerous East Coast inlet. North Carolina.
A run of sand dunes making hills and valleys, some with vegetation. Late afternoon light makes long shadows of short dune grasses on the left middle.

A bright blue sky with a streak of thin clouds at the horizon take up the upper half of the photo. The tiniest of glimpse of the ocean can be seen.
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 20/12/2025
Beautiful
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Boneweaver @boneweaver.bsky.social · 20/12/2025
Day 20 #artAdventCalendar The Daughter and I went to a festival of lights just over state lines and the Grinch arrived. This photo is where he raised his hand for a high five and as soon as she raised hers to do it he quickly turned away and acted as if he was saluting out the window. 😂
Center is the Grinch wearing a Santa hat and long jacket, right hand up to forehead in a salute looking out the window. Right is a teen girl in blue jeans and a cream colored sweater with her left arm raised to give the Grinch a high five. A gray puffer jacket pocket with a hand in the pocket is bottom right.

The floor is square light brown tile. The Grinch is standing in front of a gold and brown upholstered chair. Dark brown wood walls with painted white trim.
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