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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

i will also probably take a break for a bit in general. things haven't felt comfy here in months, and i need to stop trying to force it to feel like the home it used to be.

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

i'm not going to do a YM watch-along this week, & i will probably drop them all together. i do them because i want to talk about the characters & story but there hasn't been much engagement, & the 2-3 hrs i put into them per episode just isn't sustainable.

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

nothing like being included as one of the hour blocks for the person shadowing your team to sit with to boost confidence that you're doing well in your still relatively new job (especially when the person who started shortly after you wasn't included at all) 🎉

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strawbaby jam @sbjam.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

no babe it’s not personal. it’s just that i think everyone secretly hates me & i felt ur vibe shift so it sent me into fight or flight

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🐈‍⬛🔮🌛shelby🌜👻🪄 @floraity.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

the house is so COZY 🍂

a corgi with a small pumpkin on its head

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Hourly Cosmos @hourlycosmos.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Christmas Titan - From Val Klavans (valklavans.bsky.social) - flic.kr/p/dEAtMH

Cassini's Imaging Science Subsystem (ISS) instrument captured Titan on December 25, 2012 in order to search for clouds on the Fensal-Aztlan region as part of its "Titan Monitoring Campaign." Titan's North Polar hood & South Polar Vortex are both visible in this composite. (North is up)

This RGB false color composite of Titan is in 3 different filters: infrared, methane band, and ultraviolet.

These images were taken on December 25, 2012 and received on Earth December 26, 2012. The camera was pointing toward TITAN at approximately 1,316,444 miles (2,118,612 kilometers) away, and the images were taken using the CL1, MT3, UV3 and CB3 filters.

Credit: NASA / JPL / SSI / composite by Val Klavans

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

it took me 3 hrs to get thru this one, guys 😅 but goddamn, another banger of an episode. there hasn't been a bad one yet. i love these characters so much, and i can't wait to keep learning more about them.

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Dean has good taste. i love a caramel macchiato 🤤

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Moth finding companionship and solidarity in the few people Dean can actually consider true friends because they know what he's going through, but also having that degree of separation from them because he understands that Dean is so much more than what he presents himself to be.

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

and what if Bright is also why Moth is the way he is? sibling abandonment can be just as damaging as parental abandonment, especially if parents aren't part of the equation at all. 🤔 idk just throwing down my thoughts to come back to later when we know more lol

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

early spec was that Bright will be Moth's ex or brother. most people were hoping for brother, and if that's the case, what if he's Dean's ex from a relationship that ended up irrevocably fucking him up? which would, of course, lead to some kind of issue(s) between Dean and Moth.

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

my thought was that Dean's issues linked back to family, but maybe not... i mean, it very well could still be familial expectations (among other things) were what led to him becoming who he is now, but that convo with Mint makes me think it might be someone/thing else. maybe a relationship gone bad?

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Dean really did still deserve Moth walking away, but Moth also made a hurtful and wrong assumption about Dean messing around with someone else's partner, which ultimately fueled his choice to leave alone Dean when he really needed him. and now they're both hurt.

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

okay well... i guess i should let more than 10 seconds pass between pausing to type shit out 😂

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

don't get me wrong, Dean deserved that. he knew for an entire week that Saturday evening was for Moth, but he still chose to put his "friend" that texted him about his birthday party last minute first. and that fucking sucks. but GODDAMN Moth was cold as ice 🥶

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

of course then he defaulted to horny, but good god... idk if it's natural or learned thru coaching or watching Est or what, but William's micro-expressions have left me speechless every ep so far. he put in so much work to learn Dean in and out, and it really shows in small moments like this one.

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

this small expression says so much about Dean. he knows how to be angry and he knows how to flirt, but being vulnerable? fuuuuck that. yet when Moth started to walk away, Dean grabbed on to him and used his eyes to say what he couldn't bring himself to vocalize. "please don't leave me."

William Jakrapatr as Dean in episode 4 of You Maniac

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

pretty sure the guy that flashed his wrist band to get into the club was the same extra who played the waiter that brought Moth's beer 😂

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

BEER AFTER WINE, MOTH?!?!? jfc, y'all. our boy is about to be FUCKED. UP. 🙈

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

just throwing this out there... are we getting the table scene this ep? since Moth showed up wine drunk at the clurb and they're most likely gonna argue (because ✨them✨), are they gonna end up back at Moth's and have hot angry, drunk sex on Moth's drafting table? BECAUSE IF SO I WILL NOT SURVIVE

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

hey, look at Ten talking to Pun. sure, it's anonymous, but our boy is actually having a coherent conversation with his crush. a win is a win!

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

oh no no no no you don't chug the red wine, Moth 😬

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

not Moth going all out to set the mood by picking the right outfit, moisturizing with that not conspicuous at all Eucerin ad, spritzing cologne, lighting candles, and breaking out the wine and with 22 minutes left, i don't foresee this going well 🙈

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

the right answer to that second message is "sorry, i have plans. can i make it up to you later?," Dean. not fucking "okay" 😩

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

have they really not traded numbers or LINE contacts yet???

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

okay, so clearly they *both* have RSD. Moth getting upset (hurt) when he doesn't hear from Dean on Wednesday after Dean spent Monday and Tuesday blowing up his phone is so real.

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

SO PUPPPPYYYYYYYY I JUST WANNA SQUISH HIS CHEEKS 🤏🏻🤏🏻

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

that bird was MUCH deserved because HOW DARE YOU try to insinuate Moth is a enough of a slut for your cock that he'd take it behind a bush in a semi-public place. because he DEFINITELY would, but he has a fucking image to maintain, Dean! don't worry, tho. he's gonna be thinking about it ALL DAY.

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Dean may not be aware he has a praise kink yet, but he'll find out sooner rather than later if Moth has his way 🤭

Est Supha as Moth in episode 4 of You Maniac

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

i wouldn't be surprised if Dean also has RSD on top of everything else. as someone with an "anxious-avoidant" attachment style and RSD, i can reliably state that they absolutely fucking suck and make navigating relationships a nightmare as long as you're unaware/unwilling to put in the work.

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

i have a STRONG feeling that Dean's "anxious" & Moth's "avoidant" attachment styles are going to cause some delicious conflict down the line i can easily see Dean lashing out because he feels like Moth isn't making time for him &/or Moth shutting down when things start getting more serious

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

oh no @ Dean being confused about "and after that?" it breaks my heart, and also makes me want to smack him upside the head he means "and what happens after we fuck?," you dingus!

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Golden Girls: Shaking Furious Scene

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

not me secretly hoping William got so used to wearing that orbital conch cuff during filming that he goes and actually gets it done (when he has the free time for it, of course 😵‍💫 boy's schedule is *insane*)

William Jakaraptr as Dean in episode 4 of You Maniac

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

and this is why Dean and Ten are best friends. they may be different breeds, but they're both puppies.

Wiliam Jakrapatr and Est Supha as Dean and Moth in episode 4 of You Maniac

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Moth really took a moment to weigh making money/paying bills against getting that D and i can respect that 😂

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

okay, bsky. that one was a sweet moment. it's not "adult content" just because it's 2 men not wearing shirts 🙄

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

GENTLE SHOULDER KISSES?!!?!?!!? SOS SOMEOEN CLAL 911 I AM NOT OKAY 😭😭

William Jakrapatr and Est Supha as Dean and Moth in episode 4 of You Maniac

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

THAT ONE GOT FLAGGED TOO A;LDKNASDO;IGAU'SPDJAKMDS

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

ABSOLUTELY NOT GO TO JAIL DO NOT PASS GO DO NOT COLLECT $200 GO STRAIGHT TO FUCKING JIAL

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

THAT PREVIOUS POST GOT FLAGGED AS ADULT CONTENT OHMYGOD

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

A;SOFIASDHAN'GAJSDKFL I WAS NOT PREPARED TO SEE THEM MAKEOUT ON A BED LOLOLOLOLOLOL SEND HELP

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Soul Winnie Falling

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

oh, this man's dick is HUGE, i just know it

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

i ADORE that they drew that parallel to ThamePo. i mean, it's been pretty clear from the start how opposite Dean and Moth are to Thame and Po, but a box of condoms v a box of lemon candy really just puts the nail in the coffin

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

i don't think there's lemon candy in that bag 🫣

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Dean, you just wasted a perfect opportunity to press a line of soft kisses along Moth's neck 😩

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👻 chole โคล 🎃🖤 @blwildflower.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

like, it's cute and all, for sure. Ten is a puppy in love and is shy and nervous, but there's just something so fucking attractive about a person clearly and bluntly stating their feelings and intentions🥴 (s̶p̶e̶a̶k̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶f̶r̶o̶m̶ ̶r̶e̶c̶e̶n̶t̶ ̶p̶e̶r̶s̶o̶n̶a̶l̶ ̶e̶x̶p̶e̶r̶i̶e̶n̶c̶e̶ ̶l̶o̶l̶)

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