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@blushcomplex.bsky.social
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
made a mistake at work that was crucial but i dont even care because 1) i've been averaging 5-6 hours of sleep for about two weeks now so you can imagine how i physically feel; 2) i'm helping my cat recover from a stomach flare up again.. spoonfeeding duty 🙄
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sojamelk @iamsojamelk.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
need to talk
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
still not enough to write about it tho but probably because no one really talks about what it means to be the one leaving something behind. andd that's fair because how do you write about how much a specific disappointment hurts
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
nvm, i'm actually sad now. grief has its own timeline 👍🏽
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
once i buy a digicam it's over
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sojamelk @iamsojamelk.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
missing parts
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
i hate the term larping for inexplicable reasons
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
they have kbeauty brands that are not in southeast asian beauty stores so yes i will take the opportunity
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
buying a korean hand cream that smells rly good (hinoki and fresh forest-scented) from a cosmed in taiwan
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sojamelk @iamsojamelk.bsky.social · 17/07/2026
🍎
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 15/07/2026
i've already gone to seoul but there's so much more i wanna do there... not sure what i would actually do in japan lmao so probably seoul and india
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 15/07/2026
ok i licherally need to get my shit together.... after taiwan trip this month i need to plan for seoul OR japan next year and india
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sojamelk @iamsojamelk.bsky.social · 16/02/2026
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 11/07/2026
now i know though why some character povs would make me want to strangle them if they were real to me (j*shua hong)
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 11/07/2026
it's only fun to write about loss when you are sad about it but when you're NOT sad about it? no dramatics. even just thinking about where the other party failed to meet you where you needed them, is almost boring
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 07/07/2026
need to stop falling asleep when i'm in the dreamwidth drafts or i'll never finish a post 😭
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
my never-ending laundry i have to do.
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anything kpop and more ✔️ @allkpop.bsky.social · 03/07/2026
On This Day: 10 years ago SVT released "Aju Nice".
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 01/07/2026
six months ago i was crying and throwing up about potentially losing a friend but imo i think this version is much worse. thank god though, bc i now have no fucks to give :)
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 01/07/2026
the thing about having friends who are smarter and wiser than you is that they're always going to be eerily spot on when it comes to pointing out people you really should have kept at arms' length
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 01/07/2026
bloodwork done ✅ 👍🏽 i need to get addicted to the feeling of accomplishment
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 30/06/2026
i need to get a physical copy of slouching towards bethelem
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 30/06/2026
writing original work is really fascinating bc WORDS have come back and they will never truly run out. that also means i'm less inhibited about posting deeply personal stuff that should go in my journal too.
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 18/06/2026
finally cracked the code about why i fell into a very depressed state the year after moving here. it doesn't make me feel any better but it is enlightening
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 11/06/2026
but also i have never felt more free and angry and therefore alive
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 11/06/2026
my relationship with one of my sisters has been deteriorating over the past eight months. crazy what finally addressing many problems can do
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 11/06/2026
lately it's been mid music recs after mid music recs thanks to sp*tify's algo. just realized i make new playlists often because of this reason
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 07/06/2026
ok i need to get a nose piercing this year fr. and also get a health checkup
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羽斯YUS @yusmuy.bsky.social · 01/04/2025
sketch....
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羽斯YUS @yusmuy.bsky.social · 04/01/2026
~ - —— >>✨
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 14/05/2026
i have 5 hrs of screentime logged from tiktok alone just because i fell asleep while scrolling last night and forgot to lock my phone. IT BOTHERS MEEEEE
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 14/05/2026
i think it's ridiculous that apps like tiktok keep your phone screen on even when video content is paused.
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 14/05/2026
april was a crappy month, and nothing particularly great happened so far in may but it's better, even when i've hit another spiral (am recovering from it this week)
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 13/05/2026
storygraph has a private feature i think, where only friends who add you can see your reviews/ratings
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 04/05/2026
i think my psychologist is lowkey asking to see me LESS ie. monthly instead of biweekly when we were deciding on next therapy appt. does this mean i'm mostly Okay for now
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 24/04/2026
feeling evil today i wonder why [remembers i got 5 hours of sleep]
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 12/04/2026
i want to write to this.......
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 31/03/2026
U and W!
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 16/03/2026
the humming and choir background vocals in mitski's bug like an angel will never not be therapeutic
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 14/03/2026
*her. getting my pronouns mixed
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 14/03/2026
i just didn't like the idea of mail from friends getting lost bc in this case she went through the whole ordeal of sending it during their vacation!
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 14/03/2026
just found out oomf accidentally chose sea mail instead of air mail so that explains it
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 12/03/2026
i also need a croissant and coffee soon from a cafe that is one bus ride and one train ride away. it's so hard to find plain croissants i like here
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 12/03/2026
i want a wardrobe update
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 01/03/2026
my bank account today...
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 26/02/2026
learning how to do neck stretches. i can hear my neck crack out here 😭😭😭😭
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 19/02/2026
zara larsson has gotten to me open.spotify.com/track/2yASo8...
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Blue Moon
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 19/02/2026
also incorporating light exercise into my life daily. sometimes you reach a point where you do things willingly (in your thirties)
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 14/02/2026
drinking warm/hot water almost exclusively these days is really changing my life
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