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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
made a mistake at work that was crucial but i dont even care because 1) i've been averaging 5-6 hours of sleep for about two weeks now so you can imagine how i physically feel; 2) i'm helping my cat recover from a stomach flare up again.. spoonfeeding duty 🙄
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sojamelk @iamsojamelk.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
need to talk
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
nvm, i'm actually sad now. grief has its own timeline 👍🏽
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
once i buy a digicam it's over
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sojamelk @iamsojamelk.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
missing parts
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
i hate the term larping for inexplicable reasons
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
buying a korean hand cream that smells rly good (hinoki and fresh forest-scented) from a cosmed in taiwan
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sojamelk @iamsojamelk.bsky.social · 17/07/2026
🍎
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 15/07/2026
ok i licherally need to get my shit together.... after taiwan trip this month i need to plan for seoul OR japan next year and india
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sojamelk @iamsojamelk.bsky.social · 16/02/2026
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 11/07/2026
it's only fun to write about loss when you are sad about it but when you're NOT sad about it? no dramatics. even just thinking about where the other party failed to meet you where you needed them, is almost boring
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 07/07/2026
need to stop falling asleep when i'm in the dreamwidth drafts or i'll never finish a post 😭
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
my never-ending laundry i have to do.
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anything kpop and more ✔️ @allkpop.bsky.social · 03/07/2026
On This Day: 10 years ago SVT released "Aju Nice".
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 01/07/2026
the thing about having friends who are smarter and wiser than you is that they're always going to be eerily spot on when it comes to pointing out people you really should have kept at arms' length
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 30/06/2026
i need to get a physical copy of slouching towards bethelem
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 30/06/2026
writing original work is really fascinating bc WORDS have come back and they will never truly run out. that also means i'm less inhibited about posting deeply personal stuff that should go in my journal too.
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 18/06/2026
finally cracked the code about why i fell into a very depressed state the year after moving here. it doesn't make me feel any better but it is enlightening
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 11/06/2026
my relationship with one of my sisters has been deteriorating over the past eight months. crazy what finally addressing many problems can do
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 11/06/2026
lately it's been mid music recs after mid music recs thanks to sp*tify's algo. just realized i make new playlists often because of this reason
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 07/06/2026
ok i need to get a nose piercing this year fr. and also get a health checkup
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羽斯YUS @yusmuy.bsky.social · 01/04/2025
sketch....
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羽斯YUS @yusmuy.bsky.social · 04/01/2026
~ - —— >>✨
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 14/05/2026
i think it's ridiculous that apps like tiktok keep your phone screen on even when video content is paused.
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 14/05/2026
april was a crappy month, and nothing particularly great happened so far in may but it's better, even when i've hit another spiral (am recovering from it this week)
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 04/05/2026
i think my psychologist is lowkey asking to see me LESS ie. monthly instead of biweekly when we were deciding on next therapy appt. does this mean i'm mostly Okay for now
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 24/04/2026
feeling evil today i wonder why [remembers i got 5 hours of sleep]
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 12/04/2026
i want to write to this.......
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 16/03/2026
the humming and choir background vocals in mitski's bug like an angel will never not be therapeutic
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 14/03/2026
just found out oomf accidentally chose sea mail instead of air mail so that explains it
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 12/03/2026
i also need a croissant and coffee soon from a cafe that is one bus ride and one train ride away. it's so hard to find plain croissants i like here
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 12/03/2026
i want a wardrobe update
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 01/03/2026
my bank account today...
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 26/02/2026
learning how to do neck stretches. i can hear my neck crack out here 😭😭😭😭
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 19/02/2026
zara larsson has gotten to me open.spotify.com/track/2yASo8...
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Blue Moon
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 19/02/2026
also incorporating light exercise into my life daily. sometimes you reach a point where you do things willingly (in your thirties)
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 14/02/2026
drinking warm/hot water almost exclusively these days is really changing my life
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 14/02/2026
declined a freelance project bc this client had two weeks to seal the deal but only rushed to send me a contract on their deadline day 🙄 i feel rly powerful for saying no btw
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wint @dril.bsky.social · 09/02/2026
Fucker Bowl
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 08/02/2026
been on tcm side of tiktok to try to cure my cold and battle a fever
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 05/02/2026
you know what if i've permanently ruined a good relationship this time, i would like a definitive ending. unforch i know not many people deserve that, and maybe i am one of those people
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 05/02/2026
i honestly think it takes a million months for me to be able to receive a postcard/letter. sliiiightly concerned (unless oomf didn't end up sending me anything which can happen!!!)
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 03/02/2026
it is undeniably uncomfortable to see how entitled some people (non-poc) are to their own pain
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 28/01/2026
i didn't buy any more blush or liptints and instead bought two (2) makeup items i didn't previously have. good job me
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 28/01/2026
sometimes i think that talk therapy should stop soon bc i feel like i can handle myself. and then i get reminded of reasons why i am sad on a crushing random morning and be like 'oh thank god i have an appt next week'
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 24/01/2026
back at the area i used to go to uni to. nothing as weird as walking past the exact starbucks you were forced to sober up in after happy hours
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 22/01/2026
attempting to read qiu miaojin's notes of a crocodile the second time round bc i fell off the first time and i feel like i'm reading it in a new light. sometimes u rly just need to give up the first time and try again years later
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 20/01/2026
riding past lots of padi fields during the sunset really did make me feel okay again for a bit. the world is amazing
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dearly @blushcomplex.bsky.social · 18/01/2026
please, please, please let me get what i want by the smiths came on in this café......STOP THIS.
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