A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 50mWAIT now it's fine?? can someone confirm. i am old, gandalf... 🧙♂️🧙♂️🧙♂️💀🗿 000
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 1hright, i've tried fixing that preview image three times now and have decided to move on. become a patroon if you want to see into the void i guess!!! ◼️◼️◼️ 100
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 1hupdated patreon with how i painted the last eight commissions, start to finish! also some stuff i've learned from offering comms for 10+ years 🧙♂️ www.patreon.com/blueludebar/...patreon.comcommissions - summer 2026 | A.C. EsguerraHello patroons. Here's where my September went: commissions! Nine pieces total (one is not pictured, because the client has requested I hold 110
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 29/09/2026Silk + Cassandra Cain details. thanks for liking this one. 🔏✌🏽 0196
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 28/09/2026biiiiig Silk + Cassandra Cain commission done! where they're hanging was artist's choice, so of course i put 'em in a record store with the client's fave albums. soooo freakin fun 🕸️🎸🦇 313732
Reposted by A.C. EsguerraCartoonists United @cartoonist.coop · 28/09/2026Are you and your webcomic affected by the impending Tapas shutdowns? In light of recent events, the CartUn journal has published a new guide on webcomic hosting and moving platforms. journal.cartoonist.coop/webcomic-hos... 1282237
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 28/09/2026that was a good read...you are all so smart 🙂↕️ thank you so much for releasing this for those who couldn't go the panel!! 110
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 28/09/2026GREAT read on how to self-publish the niche queer comic/writing anthology of your dreams. finding your people, editing and curating submissions, dealing with marketing and censorship, being real and kind. genuinely: this is the kind of attitude and work that will keep interesting art alive. 15927
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 28/09/2026aw, thanks so much! the character dynamic was described as an admiring-the-wrong-person kind of deal so i set up the elevator framing to feel both classy and a little claustrophobic. super fun 🖤 110
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 27/09/2026for this commission, i really wanted to draw an old-timey elevator. thank you to this client for letting me trap their characters in one. ✨ 14210
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 27/09/2026this last round of comms covered my basic living expenses for a few months (in LA). that's more than any comics industry job has paid me since 2022. it's rough out here...i am very grateful. 0100
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 27/09/2026i finished all of my commissions!!!! praise the i did it!!! 1190
Reposted by A.C. EsguerraCartoonists United @cartoonist.coop · 25/09/2026If you want to see what kind of incredible report & action that data can be turned into, see the UK Comics Creators Research Report 2026!! An incredible feat of collective action and labor by the wonderful Comics Cultural Impact Collective who helped us create our survey! ukcomicscreators.org.ukukcomicscreators.org.ukHome - UK Comics Creators SurveyUK Comics Creators Research Report 2026 The most comprehensive overview of comics creators in the UK Drawing on the responses from nearly 700 creators to the UK Comics Creator Survey in autumn 2025, t... 062
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 24/09/2026we can survive a pretty long time on these...just be careful with the spicy ones. i only put half the packet, these days. 000
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 24/09/2026oh that is a beautiful composition, i especially love the vignettes in the frame. happy you're getting more Howls to round out the collection! 110
Reposted by A.C. EsguerraJey Pawlik 🏳️⚧️ @jpawlik.com · 23/09/2026I was commissioned by @filthyfigments.bsky.social to draw up a BRAND NEW RSS COMIC! With all the Tapas news, I thought this would be the perfect time to post the full comic. This is an up-to-date comic with what I'm using, how I'm using it, and how you can too! #Comic #RSS #Webcomic #Art 414372
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 22/09/2026requiem of the rose king commission done. thank you for the extremely emo request 🖤🥀 1379
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 22/09/2026oh hell yeah. i found it in this (excellent) collection: bookshop.org/p/books/the-...bookshop.orgThe Greek Plays: Sixteen Plays by Aeschylus, Sophocles, and EuripidesA landmark anthology of the masterpieces of Greek drama, featuring all-new, highly accessible translations of some of the world’s most beloved plays, including Agamemnon, Prometheus Bound, Bacchae, El... 110
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 22/09/2026the language is very direct, beautiful, violent. helpful notes give context specific to Athens ~500 BC, but the play's commentary on political/religious/sexual freedom reads fresh, modern, bizarre, like a queer A24 horror. Dionysus is chaotic and a whole Gender. anyway read it and get back to me 170
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 22/09/2026i know the hot topic is Emily Wilson's ODYSSEY translation but has anyone else read her BACCHAE (Euripides)? because hooooolyyyyy shit it's good 🍇 180
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 20/09/2026hehe thank you jelly 🖤 i just like to think about them doing well out there... 010
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 18/09/2026over the years i've occasionally considered changing it to something more, i don't know, pithy, easy to spell, marketable, whatever. but i never do. i pass the test. i will diminish, and go into the West, and remain blueludebar. 010
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 18/09/2026can you believe i've just held on to the "blueludebar" handle ever since. 150
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 18/09/2026some variegated monstera leaves around the apartment. 11307
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 17/09/2026back in the aughts, i almost went to MCAD because they were one of very few schools with a strong, comics-focused program. teachers are asking for fair pay, a voice in decisions and protections against being replaced by AI. only takes a sec! sign if you can. 173
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 14/09/2026[arms with big biceps grasping hands dot jpeg] ALWAYS... 110
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 10/09/2026i strongly suspect commissioners are trying to get me to read these books... 040
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 10/09/2026finished inking another danmei commission ✒️ #tgcf #heavensofficialblessing 1313
Reposted by A.C. Esguerra🥖Kekeflipnote🥖 @kekeflipnote.bsky.social · 10/09/2026In this period of time filled with AI stupidity, let's celebrate those we are not celebrating enough: Art supporters, Art commissioners THANK YOU! Thanks to YOU, many artists can do what they do the best and keep being productive but most importantly Artists can LIVE! 45109153726
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 09/09/2026OHH these are rare zines indeed!!! thank you for always visiting with kind words. i'm truly touched to know you've been following the story since back then 😭 010
Reposted by A.C. EsguerraMrBatBird @mrbatbird.bsky.social · 09/09/2026I remember when you were posting about this story back on tumblr……I still even have some very old zines from back then! Congrats on the five year anniversary of the book, truly 141
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 09/09/2026oh my god you're right, i think i still had the self-published version at APE...and the little bookmark and buttons and things. yelling, weeping! thank you for loving and supporting my work and i for all this time, jelly 💙🧡 110
A.C. Esguerra @blueludebar.com · 08/09/2026when i think about all the time we spent (virtually) sharing our wip books and backstories in 2019-2021+ i wanna cry hahaha. truly, this story treasures you as well. 110