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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I’ve brought it up to some friends individually. The whole reason we had the larger group chat is because I brought it up this time last year to the group. I only feel like I can bring it up so many times before I just feel like a burden and not a friend

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Not many/any of them have bsky, and I don’t think any have my alt

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I’m so fucking sick of feeling this way dude

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

So I finally got access to *another* group chat and I was suggesting a spooky activity and what do you know, the event that *i* introduced everyone to last year, apparently there were already plans in motion to do this year… like, glad I know before seeing it had happened without me I guess

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

It’s stupid of me and with all the groceries and decorations I spent over $300 and I won’t be doing it again anytime soon

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Like just a “this is so beautiful you did such a good job-do you want any pics of you with all this?” Or “oh you don’t have to take a selfie here, let me” Would have been nice

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

The only pics I have of myself at the party 🤳

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I didn’t feel comfortable stopping someone from their enjoyment of the party and asking them to help film me and maybe that’s partially my problem, like I need to be more assertive, but especially for the folks I told about my content needs, I wish they would have offered to help at least take pics

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

The thing that prompted me to plan it was wanting to make fantasy content outside of ren faire, and I didn’t get anything of myself. I have videos of the set up, how beautiful. I tried to take a few selfies. I even told two of my friends that’s why I was doing it.

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I put a lot of effort into planning this beautiful picnic and it turned out just like I imagined, and my friends helped with set up and take down which was so important because taking it all down by myself in the dark would have sucked majorly. BUT

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Found out there was in fact a group chat I wasn’t a part of cool cool cool cool

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Trying not to be bummed out that something I was looking forward to and kinda making plans around isn’t happening probably… like I keep trusting people at their word and they keep being shit at keeping their word. Only listening to actions from now on

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

got some used dance shoes today because the heels I was using are literally falling apart (and don’t have the right ankle support) I lowballed BOTH sellers and they accepted wheeee

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Why won’t they let me pay for parking it’s definitely Saturday not Sunday !! No it’s Sunday

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

lol I’m on a vampire kick right now so I was rewatching true blood and I forgot how cheesy it is haha

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Wow I went 5 months without getting my hair done, I didn’t realize it had been so long!! Nice that means I can wait til like Feb to get it done again

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

I don’t understand how some people are struggling to pay for groceries and other people are doing multiple international trips in a year it’s like we literally live on different planets

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Had to kick the massive spider that I was letting live on my porch off because she let two other tiny spiders set up shop next to her Like I thought she was supposed to keep her territory free of other spiders. I told her she needed to eat her kids. And yet I see a massive egg sack?? Girl

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Desperate for “the love hypothesis” even though I fear it will be bad A world like this needs more rom coms or I shall not survive

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

The ozempic-skinny plus blush blindness is giving consumption chic yall I was not ready to be fully back in the 1800s

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I’ve been like squinting at the screen and cleaning my glasses like ?? Huh??

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Not me thinking my eyes were breaking because the text on OF on desktop looks slightly blurry???

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Seeing a post about another fun event with the ENTIRE friend group but I didn’t know it was happening at all coolcoolcoolcool

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Man I didn’t realize the trial for the asshole who wrecked my car is so soon. Subpoenas only pay you $10?! I deserve more for doing my civic duty, like idk, $100 at least

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Like, I literally fought a dumpster fire and prevented your apartment from burning down but asking you to clean up after yourself is MEAN

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

I waited last time and eventually just picked up what I could lift and put it in there myself, but cmon Also I don’t know why I feel bad about leaving a note when they’re the ones leaving the mess but it makes me feel like a mean person!!

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

New neighbors left even more cardboard on the street and again I waited for them to clean it up once the dumpster was empty but they did NOT so I wrote a passive aggressive note on one of the cardboard boxes and they picked it up that day lollll

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Soooo many kdramas this year have a lot of AI BS in them :(((

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Trying to move closer to the place where the people I value also value me I feel like I’m missing the mark sometimes. Putting too much value on the opinions of folks who don’t care much for me, not enough on the folks who love and support me

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

God when they retconned captain marvel punching that dude or whatever I was so mad

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

I always get these cravings for coffee at like 9pm Don’t suggest decaf it’s not a great suggestion for me to have more coffee-like beverages

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

I know it’s fan service as hell dude but that moment in Endgame when all the super ladies line up still gets me

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Watch it again, it’s directly after her statement about being sterilized. It’s 100% referring to the inability to conceive

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Still fucking hate the line that black widow thinks not being able to have children makes her monstrous like?? Who wrote that???

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Sometimes it sucks having a search tool for messages cause I can see exactly the shit I said last time and know I’m repeating myself lollll like at a certain point I need to just let it lie and release expectations but it’s so hard for me to feel like I was close with someone and then not be anymore

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Like I know that people can do things without me but it was our “thing” even when she met the cool lesbians at the beach and stopped including me in other stuff, I felt like at least we had this but now we don’t anymore I guess 🙃 And I was gonna keep it to myself but I didn’t and now I feel worse

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Saw my friend at the gym today who used to be like gym buddies multiple times per week and it was a not-fun surprise to be like “oh yeah so you’ve been going without me” Looked back at our chats and this is the third time at least that this has been an issue and it feels icky

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

I’ve been rewatching some marvel movies and it’s funny how every issue with Tony stark is his only idea of how to protect people/maintain peace is through weaponry/policing Imagine Tony stark sitting down with a mamdani figure to gently be like… have you considered feeding the hungry

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

Saw a creator say “oh no I don’t think you should start on OF when you’re 18-19-20, I was 23 when I started” And I’m over here like… yea soooo much older and more mature than 20???

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

Rewatching spiderman far from home and it’s so icky how quickly everyone trusts mysterio, but it really makes me question like- is this how they did it with all these former “heroes”? See them do something cool, don’t background check at all, give them access to state secrets and super weapons?

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

I have every AI recommendation setting off and Pinterest is still just entirely AI

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

They ended up arriving just super late (to me, I guess ish is flexible?)

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

Was told beach at 5ish Got to beach at 5 It’s now 5:45 and no one else has showed to the beach

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

And the worst president to deal with any kind of climate emergency is this fucking orange dickwad, he’s only making it WORSE

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

Bro this super El Niño shiz is freaking me out I feel very much like in order to exist in NOT a constant state of panic I have to bury my head in the sand and I don’t know what to do. What can any of us do about a crisis like that? A better AC unit can only do so much

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

Yeah I know there’s a way I’m just lazy and scroll past lol

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

I hate that they’re literally forcing people to use it??? That sucks

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

So many people looked up to him, and are being disillusioned. Myself included. I know I don’t have nearly as many responsibilities as he probably does but I’ve never touched chatgpt or any other LLM, not once. I do need to figure out how to get the Google AI results gone tho. Or stop using Google

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Bluejay but weirder @bluejayirl.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

Mannnn the hank green news is really sad He has so many resources. So many intelligent people around him. I feel like an over reliance on AI is such an isolating behavior. It feels like it can come sometimes from a place of depression/not wanting to ask for help from a person

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