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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I got a cold right before getting hired (ya girl got a job!) and now I am miserable

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

No cheating post your lock screen

My lock screen, parts of mjolnir and a Thunderbolt are seen in the background, the time+ how much time it will be to get to work the song I'm listening to which is goodbye by Bo Burnham as well as the fact that I'm wearing dark glasses so my screen can't be unlocked.

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

One of five jobs has declined me, jokes on them, they were at the bottom of my list

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Interviews are exhausting, but it's always nice to catch up with a friend during one. <3 I have another. they demanded I show up in professional dress. I am currently wearing scarlet witch joggers. The urge to go like this is rising. but I won't.

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

OMG THIS IS A THING THAT HAPPENS TO MORE THAN JUST ME?!

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

MY EYE HURTS AND I'M STRESSED OUT

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I feel like if people knew the amount of effort it took for neurodivergent people to exist in a neurotypical world. They would pay us at least $25 an hour just to exist... The effort is too much

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I have three interviews and a dentist appointment today. I am feeling pre-burned out.

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

This is an excellent piece of art, I recommend picking it up if you have money/means. Own it! Or if you have the ways and means, by it on PC through steam instead of through Sony.

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

You know what's awesome AF? When I quit my FT job, oh like 11 years ago, I said: "I'll be back, with a degree" now that company doesn't exist in Utah anymore (as far as I know) but here I am 11 years later, and I got that degree. I did it. Good job me.

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

You know what, back in the day I said "man I wish I could just pay for the channels I wanted" with cable. I watched like 4 channels. (HGTV, TLC, History, Cartoon network, that was really it.) and then came streaming and I waslike "Ok this is it" and now ...

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Me: I should dress like a grown up. It's important. also me: I would like that Resident Evil Jill Sandwedge shirt please...

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Riddle me this, Batman... Why (if I'm renting a venue for a reception) do I have to pay EXTRA for a ceremony? Why is it extra? I'M JUST USING THE SPACE FOR TWO THINGS. I don't get it.

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Guys, I might get a job. I feel like changing tactics has helped none of them are my dream job but they will bring in cash and help me feel more stable while I search and wait for the market to recover.

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

it's raining like mad here. like insane. which we're glad for the rain, but the cats, they do not love the thunder. makes me wanna curl up with a good book. Not hot cocoa though. that'll kill me. and I like having feet.

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Hi, my name is Blah, and I have depression. I'm not currently in a depressive episode, but I do have days when I wake up and I feel kind of awful. Just generically. I feel weird. yesterday I took a personality test that asked (and I don't love this) if I was a "down in the dumps" person.

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

my heart goes out to people who have been searching for jobs much longer than me. I know people who have been looking 1-2 years for something. I don't know h ow they're surviving. I don't know how we keep moving forward, but I want you to know, you're amazing. Illegitimi non carborundum <3

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Today's reason to bitch about applying places: Customer service is not sales. I de-escalate angry people. I help people with complaints, I make the customers think you're a good company. I can do those things: I do not make sales. No thankee.

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Cash App Loan place withdrew their offer for an interview (because I didn't respond, that's ok, I'm not hurt, I"m sure they're ok too) I applied to another job with them, and they declined to even interview me. Soooo, yeah. I'm off looking at jobs again. It's a hard time of year to get hired.

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

I would take a "Tell me about a time you..." interview over "Code in front of me while I judge you silently" interview, anyday. I'm good at what I do, but I don't perform well under scrutiny. Recently I had an interview where I flopped. like flopped hard, it was painful ...

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I've eaten all is right with the world... Well my very small world that mostly just involves food. That part of the world is minuscule as it is.... is right. Let's be honest. Lots of stuff is wrong. So much stuff. But the food in my belly is good

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I'm at home now doing the test I'm meant to be doing + now we get to wonder if my movie will be over before my test is done... I guess we'll find out! I mean I could literally map it out but also, I like the idea that I'm racing a movie...

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

It's been roughly 40 minutes since I got here. 30 ish of that has been waiting... So yeah. Fun.

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Also omfg this test. I just want to know what is wrong with my guts.

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I'm at the Drs office, it's like three offices all together. Two family practices and one obgyn. I have been in all these offices (lol) and I watched a mom, dad and toddler stroll past and I'm sure they are so exhausted (I remember being soo exhausted) but I hope they can drink in how

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

I have applied to 36 jobs this month. I have gotten two responses. one decline one interview offer. the interview offer was for a cash app loan customer service line. So that's a no from me dawg.

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

Can we all agree that when a job listing says "Fast Paced" that just a 🚩red flag 🚩What it really means is: "We plan on overworking you to the point you've got no value to us anymore. And then when you're not performing the way you used to, we'll put you out to pasture."

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

In completely different news: I hate food. Well. I hate digesting food. I realize I need it to sustain myself and all, but I really have decided food is too complicated and I would just rather not.

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

I've decided that I'm not imbibing in "boo I hate this" media anymore. As much as I can. The world sucks, inflation is out of control, the president is... a lot of words I don't feel comfortable saying, but let's suffice to say "not good". ...

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

I would love to talk to ADHD people in general about tension in their body. I find that I am often clenching muscles and I am unsure why. I assume it's part of my anxiety/adhd (they're fantastically comorbid) but again it could be something else. I mean I will be sitting here, surfing online...

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

I am trying the "plan for the worst, and be surprised" sort of mentality with this job interview today. I don't expect anyone to like me. not because I'm awful, or anything. I am really capable, but I don't think my capabilities match up with what this company is looking for, so I'm kind of like..

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Ok, plans for September: Big plans: -keep applying for jobs -Replay control, Alan Wake etc before control 2 -Support my mental health Medium supporting goals: -Apply to 3 jobs every day (if possible) -find and follow a guide for control -fix two things that bug me everyday

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

I bought the final volume of Lore Olympus. and it's autographed. I'm treating myself. and some ACOTAR pops. because fuck yeaaaaaaaaaaah

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

WHo reapplied for a job she got declined for but they reposted it 24 hours ago? THIS GIRL. because eff those guys for not hiring me. I'm amazing.

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Guys: I used to work at a company where no one could get their MOTHER EFFIN' PROJECTS DONE ON TIME. I got my second major project done on time. alone. and I feel like celebrating.

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Hot Damn Red Forman

ALT: Hot Damn Red Forman

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Paul Taylor @pablowapsi.com · 30/08/2026

We're 90% of the way there! Less than $500 to go to reach the goal! I just want to say thanks to everyone who has helped so far, financially and or by sharing! You all rock so hard! Thank you!!

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

After separating out the games that I can play by myself because I'm not playing them with a child of mine... I have decided on silent Hill 2 remake. Even though it's scary af.

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

In other news, I still don't know what I want to play.

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

Things I never thought I'd see: I worked at GameStop in the early 2000s. I worked there for 7 years. One day we "pennied out" IE turned into trash a specific NES cartridge. My coworkers and I broke the back room door smashing them for fun. I was just looking at a store with pictures online...

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

I want to play video games today but I'm trying to decide which one... Something on the PS5 that I haven't finished... Maybe it's time to do more silent Hill 2 remake?

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Dani Donovan 👩🏻‍🎨 ADHD Comics @danidonovan.com · 28/08/2026

the problem is, i give a fuck about pretty much everything

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Tell me why women are so often in charge of the mechanics in the home (today's issue, getting my daughter her ID) I'm fine with being in charge of things, but guess what? 0% of the stuff is in my name. I need to have two documents showing where I live (like bills) but it's all addressed to my hubby

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

I love reading Pina's comics because they make me feel less alone. It's the same feeling I get from watching @catieosaurus.bsky.social and @howtoadhd.bsky.social talk about their struggles with neurodivergency. <3

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Hi! I'm having a really crummy day. I forgot to communicate something to Yoshi which messed up some plans for the day, and I just feel off kilter. I want to lay down and just cry. I slept like shit. I took most of yesterday off, so I don't feel like I can take today off at all.

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

I'm sure my day isn't terribly interesting. I am doing all this sans medication. So... It's a little peek into my struggles I guess.

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

I finally picked up some laundry and started soaking some laundry in vinegar to help with the smell.

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Laundry is folded and despite knowing the next step... I am frozen

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Trying to clean today. We'll see how it goes.

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

So I didn't tell you guys BUT I FINISHED RE2! Like I did the A and B scenarios! I feel pretty good about that! I could discount how I didn't have to worry about ammo (because I paid for the unlimited ammo items) and that I was playing on the easiest mode and all that jazz but...

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Blah @blahdidah.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

The world is on fire, and things are stupid BUT LOOK HOW EFFING CUTE THIS IS, YOU GUYYYYYYYYYYYS

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