iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

If I can not love you Then why do I even exist

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Tell me you’re a hostile alien in a skin suit without telling me you’re a hostile alien in a skin suit bro

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

Oh dear..dear dear here,take this you need her more than I do now Nothing to be ashamed of.. we still love you (tossing pickle juice whilst making the sign of the holy jester)

Babuska cat
A dark brown cat with a white babuska scarf on its head

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

Sometimes it is just too overwhelming.. I just too overstimulated and melt downs aren’t always an option one controls Let me dance barefooted,my love, dreaming of free birds #audhd

Black and white photo
A stark room where a lone black cat is seen on a low wall outside the window …
A watcher watching a watcher

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

Oh so.. We are fucked huh? Okay okay okay.. so what you’re saying is we still have a chance right?

White and soft honey Chihuahua looking straight at you with a snide smile

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

4 — Wholly Pan. The Night Shift. cadence 7 · vigil 70 · lexicon 26 · polish 59 · drift 12 · chorus 15 Six lines read off all 8,839 of my posts. A percentile among 77 accounts, not an AI detector. b.mino.mobi/palm/?u=bigthinkingcap.…

A six-spoke radar chart of stylometric readings for @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social. Cadence (how metronomic you are) 7th percentile; Vigil (how little you sleep) 70th percentile; Lexicon (how narrow your words) 26th percentile; Polish (how immaculate you are) 59th percentile; Drift (how unchanging you are) 12th percentile; Chorus (how much you broadcast) 15th percentile. Composite 4 of 100, "Wholly Pan", archetype "The Night Shift" — Awake at every hour, and arriving like weather. (Vigil 70 over Cadence 7). The scale runs from Pan (least machine-like) to the Loom (most). These are percentiles among 77 real accounts, not a probability that anything was machine-written.

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

the only time I get scared is when I'm happy..she said as AmericanPie lifted off filling her mangled heart as sex white knuckled the summer curtains so don't make me happy,love for I can’t bear the inevitable sadness that finds it #brokenpoet

Black white photo

A dark haired woman smoking on the floor with a ashtray to the left her leg carelessly holding up a doorway leading into a messy bedroom as a forty five on an old record player plays she exhales

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

Those times when I need to feel your soul on the back of my teeth

Black white photo

A woman’s legs sprawl lazily across a bed with rumbled white sheets and a sheer nightgown to the left of her calves

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

The off switch of a heart.. Yes, I seem to be missing that #brokenpoet

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

Writing should be like masturbating In Yankee stadium while Billy Joel is playing You know no one's watching But you go and blow your load anyway

A dark haired woman wearing a bustier sits on the bathroom floor between a sink and tub smoking a cigarette as she soaks in a splash of sunlight from a small window above

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

A self portrait of me when Monday walks in the room

A portrait of Dorian Grey
A beastly self portrait of a man’s sins and deprivation mars a painting as he himself never ages

Me quite literally every Monday

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

I have walked this desolate lifetime as I have had in each I am weary beyond worldly and death no longer comforts me Will me to a peace of solitude that seeps along your wrist so I may sleep my love and play in fields were soldiers of all wars birthed daisies #brokenpoet

Black grey image
A field of small daises
A woman’s toe holding daisies between each as the honeysuckle aire says this is where peace lays come sing in heather tones

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

A breach born of eternal love does not merely crack the surface it permanently alters the landscape of your soul be it undying devotion is the driving force the surrender is an absolute stretching beyond all boundaries of time fear and mortality Hold me quickly love #brokenpoet

Greys in greys
A woman standing tiptoed upon a cliff during a rain storm in an act of defiance she lifts her arms her wet dark hair clings to her back as if an embrace of love eternal she but need only to spring into its arms

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

Cue the dramatic black and white selfie 🖤

Woman (me) looking straight at you
With dark hair wearing two necklaces and dark top

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

Hahaha umm yes lol 🫶🏻🤗💋

Olaf in the forest of life red leaves at his feet laughing at himself
The text reads “when I’m talking to myself and make myself laugh”

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

Apocalyptic World News Let's check in on "Weekend at Bernie's" McConnell and get his thoughts on recent events * McConnell * There you have it. Back to you ,Tad.

A photo of miserable pile of doggy doo

Mitch McConnell

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 26/06/2026

Show me a picture that captures your essence Me) Unreasonably exuberant

Unreasonably exuberant woman (me) behind the scenes waiting for the next question

Woman face in neutral . Resting chin upon hand. Wearing a black NYC-issued turtleneck
Her hair is causally pulled up in a loosely goosey bun
The background is a scenery wall of pastel abstract shapes in a studio.

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

I'm tired of politics Entertain me with stories of how they dissected you limb by limb how they placed your heart on a shelf attached to electrodes spooning your eyeballs into jars then made you watch it beat while your tongue hung on a meat hook How cruel and happy the sky today

A field where wise trees and peace beckon
A horse in the forefront and I just aboard for the ride

My 📸

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

Women and the men that try to rile them

Medieval image of a woman getting justice by spiking a spike through the skull of a guy who told her he wanted a natural woman that was until she allowed her natural body hair to grow out.

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

When he presents as women’s ally but is privately a misogynist arse

A Medieval painting depicting a half man half horse wearing a hat playing the lute whilst his horse butt has a face earnestly blowing on a horn

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

Look here’s proof Do you see this What else is the government hiding about our abilities that they have stripped from us to power the “sun” for fucksakes,Andrew

Medieval depiction of a crowded street with people fleeing as a man with a golden halo flys by and another man in a head wrap appears to crawl out from a building whilst another man is praying that the heat subsides

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

Twas an impetus mist One that didn’t care if it crept under a heart like thief or upon a soul,where intrepidity and quietude sparred each day A world was fucking mourning and in need of shoulders to cry on One shows up for such things Like weddings and funerals and each other,my love..one shows up

Raindrops clinging to a transparent young tender leaf
Black and white pic

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

As long as I still sin I know I’m not dead #brokenpoet

Black&grey photo
A woman sitting in a chair her head falls back exhaling a cigarette
There is hints of neglect in the room behind her as well as an aire of a disheveled appearance herself
Yet a sense of unwavering resilience, deep self-awareness, and quiet emotional control emanates from her.

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

Sometimes I found myself closing the door only because I needed to be hurt on my own terms #brokenpoet

B&W photo
A woman sitting on a rock by the sea she is wearing a straw hat tied in silk bow around the brim she wears a simple tee over a flowy cotton skirt her gaze is across the soft waves

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

I waited a life time for you And in doing so,love,I was devoid of one #brokenpoet

Black and white photo
A barren field a lone dying tree low flying clouds tangled in its windswept limbs

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

If you see this, post a pic of yourself wearing glasses

A woman’s (me) face. She is wearing dark framed glasses and a yellow turtleneck. She has long brown hair blowing away from her face her hand under her chin as if resting with a contemplative look asking the deep questions like where did that pop tart go

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 25/01/2026

You: 🫣 Me: “the truth is this not going to be gone in 2029 .. if anyone thinks so,they aren’t paying attention Many of us will have to be okay dying whilst fighting in the streets to reclaim America.” (1/13/26 ) *6/1/20 he had them clear a path to a church Did you not see the foreshadowing ?

Trump’s first term
Washington D.C. White House
Kremlin Annex

People gathering in the street to protest Trump

A man in blue jeans a blue shirt and light blazer is holding up a white sign that reads TRAITOR in bold black letters

my📸

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 25/01/2026

Lest we forget .. What shot three,killing two This is what a threat looks like Not Alex Pretti nor Renee Good nor you..

Rittenhouse is an American man who gained national attention at age 17 for shooting three men in Kenosha, Wisconsin, two fatally, in August 2020, amid protests following the police shooting of Jacob Blake.
He had traveled to Kenosha from Illinois during the unrest and joined a group of armed people who said they were there to protect businesses.
He later pleaded self defense and was found not guilty

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 23/01/2026

close your eyes see yourself in a forest feel lithe snow feathers kiss your face now listen do you hear the fawns breathing can you hear your name.. #brokenpoet

An image of snowfall upon the streets of NYC
East 67th St
Trees are crowned in white as traffic comes to a stop at a distant crosswalk
A lone figure walks across to road for they know the beauty of the silence of white

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 23/01/2026

The world is ablaze we should be kissing

A dying Aster bloom
White petals crinkled
A pale yellow center

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 23/01/2026

Too much? Eight or more inches? Pfft Don’t threaten me with a good time. P.S. stay safe loves

A map displaying a powerful storm barreling down delivering a pounding as it were

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 20/01/2026

Remember when the whole world watched George Floyd and Eric Garner being murdered,slowly Remember the justification Yeah all the statements about justifying the killing of black and brown people and you believing them I present Renee Nichole Good But now you get it? And then.. Sadly we awake..

My photo
A flight
A plane window in the dark of night
A city below washed in twinkling lights
Sshh the sun will bring news
Sadly we awake

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 19/01/2026

“We must accept finite disappointment, but we must never lose infinite hope." Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.

Hank Willis Thomas “The Embrace” Sculpture
Memorial for Dr Martin Luther King and Coretta Scott King

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 12/01/2026

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 12/01/2026

A story in three acts .. Nuremberg trials would be too good for them

A single red rose resting on a wet slab of concrete in memory of Renee Nicole Good during peaceful protest

An Trump ICE agent wearing a knitted ski mask walks over and picks up the red rose then precedes to wear it tucked into his outerwear mockingly at the protesters

Said ICE officer then gives the single red rose to a blond female ICE agent who then disrespectfully parades the single rose worn on the neckline of coat, to the peaceful protesters and then laughs with her fellow Gestapo

RIP:Renee Nicole Good

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 06/01/2026

I am only what is skewed by others perception Of smoke and mirrors An illusion of smooth although ribbed in shattered The truth is that I can only breathe Like you but even in that most automatic of things our bodies do you still think in err That somehow I control how deeply #brokenpoet

A grey on light grey photo of a hand reaching up to break the silent surface from below in an aire-less place (underwater)

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 05/01/2026

Who knew you could just disregard a foreign sovereignty and international law and BOOP kidnap leaders,take resources and rob them blind until the civilians supposedly “vote” for a new “leader” Hmm So can one of you like you know grab trump and his minions and BOOP.. asking for a horrified nation

An orange tabby with white cheeks is sitting on a counter reaching for the phone in a humorous pose

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 04/01/2026

I feasted as if a subway rat on carcasses of past loves Staring down at a mocking drop of whiskey as if it were a gypsy's glass globe shaking fate The world was birthing third rails that night, my friend and I, tipsy with wet feet was just stupid enough to dance through tunnels

A puddle at the street crosswalk

Yellow stripes drowned

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 04/01/2026

Tell me every terrible thing you ever did, and let me love you anyway” - Edgar Allan Poe Me:

Bodega cat on green counter thinking of every terrible thing they did

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 13/12/2025

If you ever feel abandoned by me.. you’re a silly twit For I have fought death to be with you tell me love.. who else has done that Over and over and over

A solitary figure walking on a path nestled between lined trees on either side. A rite of passage from death to undeath in hues of varying greys

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 12/12/2025

Of course the economy is doing wonderful for the rich and they’ve no clue to the suffering that Americans are facing.. as this was purposely orchestrated to happen.. line their wealthy pockets while he’s in office,duh.. stone soup anyone?

Zip the chimp with a yellow shirt with zip written across it sitting on a sofa smoking with a look of wisdom and snark attitude

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Bigthinkingcap @bigthinkingcap.bsky.social · 10/12/2025

Of course,luv.. Wednesdays are for women warriors..

A photo that reveals the half faces of two women warriors
My daughter on the left and I on the right

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