iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

hi friends it’s been a while! I attempted and am just now getting out of the hospital. (i permanently messed up my insides) so uh yeah! hope you’ve all been well. or as well as possible yk

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

so i might be moving out eeeeeven earlier ahhhhh. i changed my college entry term to summer cuz i want to leave asap

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 25/02/2026

i’m gonna dye the tips of my hair n bangs i think! idk what color yet. probably blue or green

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 25/02/2026

hi homies i got my meds!!! forgot how nice it is being fully medicated lololol

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 24/02/2026

missing my sweet boy n his little mohawk :( (hes still alive i just can’t see him bc he lives with my abusers n i don’t have the means to take him with me)

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 23/02/2026

on saturday i’m driving 2 hours to take a college tour at the school that accepted me. i’m scared to go alone but honestly it’s better that I do cuz i can just blend in.

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 23/02/2026

meds are getting refilled tmr AHHHHHHH. no more splitting pills!!! although ive been managing on half my usual dose so maybe i don’t need the full one

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

time for my yearly anne with an e rewatch

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

i love taking care of children that aren’t mine for extended periods of time without any pay or thanks :)

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 19/02/2026

lol i weigh myself holding my phone with headphones on fully dressed after chugging water cuz it makes me feel better that my real weight is sllllightly lower

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 19/02/2026

i feel like everyone hates me and they just tolerate me because they have to 🙂

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 19/02/2026

a ring that was too tight for my pointer finger now fits i’m excited to weigh in later today (nvr thought i’d say that)

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 19/02/2026

oh i did laundry so i have shirts again

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 19/02/2026

up at 4am studying for my chem exam today

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 18/02/2026

i need to do laundry so bad i legit had to wear a dress tucked into my pants as a shirt today

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 18/02/2026

this sounds bad but the more weight i lose the more feminine i feel. i think cuz it’s been engraved in my mind that women r supposed to be petite n small and my 5’10 ass is anything but

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 18/02/2026

plssss i’m sick to my stomach i find out another college decision in like two weeks 🫠 this one is low-key a reach so i’m already expecting they won’t accept my appeal but it worked for one school so let’s see!

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 18/02/2026

erm my youtube isn’t loading am i insane 😭 PLSSSSS IM TRYING TO STUDYYYY

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 17/02/2026

morning skinny has been progressing into all day skinny 😛

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 17/02/2026

said no to chips and salsa. i’m practically going to blow away in the wind

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 16/02/2026

so i got a vaccine a couple days ago and i feel like SHITTTT like muscle aches amd everything

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 15/02/2026

i have been in bed aaaaaall day to do: shower - shave hair - wash + condition - detangle - chunky twists (beads??) laundry -bedsheets + blanket too chem assignment english assignment declutter - go through clothes - get rid of random wires + paper break down boxes

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

today has been terrible! keep being reminded how chronically single i am. but in a way it’s good cuz its keeping me from binging

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🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

Happy All Hearts Day! -`♡´- I hope your feeling loved today <3 Because you are loved! ╱|、♡ (` - 7 |、⁻〵じしˍ,)ノ #caterpillarsky #edbsky

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 12/02/2026

decluttered a lot of stuff! my goal is to have everything I own fit in my car n whatever doesnt fit i’m donating or maybe selling?

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 12/02/2026

had a heart attack moment 😭 thought my car wouldn’t start oh em gee. almost shit my pants

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 12/02/2026

ok officially locking in. no more binges!! starting back going for walks again

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 11/02/2026

decluttering my whole life rn off a red bull and a handful of swedish fish

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 11/02/2026

guys why am i the most awkward person to exist. was on facetime with a friend and i was just quiet 😭 IM SO BAD AT MAKING CONVERSATION AHHHHHHH

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 11/02/2026

guys my appeal worked i got accepted into a four year college omgomgomg. no freaking way 😭

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 11/02/2026

i should be asleep but i can’t cuz my mind is racing with nothing in particular.

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 10/02/2026

took my car to the drs (mechanic) everybody clap!! i’m so nervous in the lobby doing hw

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 10/02/2026

hello lovelies hope you’re all managing things! I rlly do worry and care about all of you can you tell i took a full dose of my meds (my brains doesnt feel fried and i feel hopeful for the future)

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 08/02/2026

i have decided to become a v3getarian. the more i think about where meat comes from the more i feel disgusted with myself. in a way it was easy to detatch myself from the idea that i was eating a living thing. next is v3ganism but i like baking and stuff and yk it’s just not the same.

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 08/02/2026

hi guys i’ve been rlly sick from sertraline withdrawal. can’t get my meds refilled until feb 23rd so i’m trying to make the pills i do have stretch until then

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 06/02/2026

i don’t feel good i really don’t feel good. my brain feels fuzzy and i can feel it behind my eyes.

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 05/02/2026

so i’m able to appeal some of my uni rejections but idk if i could mentally handle getting rejected another time. plus i gotta write more essays and get a letter of recommendation 🫠

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 04/02/2026

finally getting the rest of my stuff sent from my bio parents house from years ago when i got kicked out lol excited for the haul! and for my sewing machine. missed her

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 04/02/2026

exam today. had a nightmare last night. feels like a bad omen

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 03/02/2026

tell me why my classmates are talking about losing weight and how much they’ve lost 🧍🏾‍♀️ and how much they don’t eat FUCK

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 03/02/2026

i’m locking in guys my birthday is in a month. i wanna feel at least a little bit cute

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 02/02/2026

happy. i am happy and calm and everything is fine and will work out and i have nothing to worry about. 🙂🙂🙂

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 02/02/2026

MY ROOMMATES ARE FAT FUCKING LIARS THEY DID EAT MY FOOD BRUH

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 02/02/2026

caved and broke no contact and she left me on read fuck

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bee ʕ •ᴥ•ʔ @beybladee.bsky.social · 31/01/2026

i think one of my roommates is currently cooking my food 🫠 i swear if they are i’m going to actually set the whole house on fire

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