🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 1hId like to start binging anime again but I do not have a subscription and all the old sights used are gone (˃̣̣̥ᯅ˂̣̣̥) 140
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 3hWhy dose my stomach hurt when I eat now??? I'm just a week in to eating 600, feels a bit early for it to be a side effect from that :/ 000
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 7hTook a walk to the stores further away. 🍇Grocery haul🥬 Not picktured are 4 smaller energy drinks 030
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 04/10/2026I just can't with Her. I wasn't even going to interact with Her today, but She over heard me speaking to father and later came to my apartment. The energy She brings ruined my day, even after She left I got NOTHING done. 020
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 04/10/2026Finaly got my hands on a scale for a few min :D Only 1kg away from my first goal >u< 020
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 04/10/2026GOSH I AM A HORRIBLE Pebble and I cuddle and spend hours with eachother, he says how happy he is, I see how happy he is I hear his heart beat and he is so at peace. But I keep returning to thoughts of SH and ending it all. He thinks of me and I think of my death. Can I be any more self centered?! 011
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 03/10/2026Good morning world! What is on your todo list? Mine: - dishes - buy hair dye + alcohol - meet up with my pebble <3 ( cant call him boyfriend yet) 140
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 02/10/2026I'm kind of annoyed with my thought process when it comes to protein. I'll look at what I have/want to buy and just want a plate of fruit and veg. But nooo the little bug in my head screams, add a some salmon, chicken or tofu. BUG SHUT IT, I just want a pile of fruit. Still I listen to bug :/static.klipy.comBeetle SpinALT: Beetle Spin 020
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 01/10/2026He is coming over to watch a movie and have popcorn tomorrow, idk how I will deal with the popcorn It's going to be cozy <3 010
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 01/10/2026So tired from work Was the guy making the place look clean and doing all the disshes today, gota have been like 4-6k pf untracked steps sens we cant even have our phones in our pockets 💀 020
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 01/10/2026Still me, still blue, now a october variant Cold autumn wind, leaf piles and pumpkin goods. It is the season and I shall thrive 030
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 28/09/2026Its a lovely window, its just a lovely window, I'm not that far up, its a lovely window, cant open the window, should top open the window if I open the window I'll do something dumb I should not even think about it, why cant I stop thinking about it? dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb dumb 030
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 26/09/2026All dressed up, caIs counted and drinking predecided but suddenly I'm not much in the mood do go out and hate how I look :( 030
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 26/09/2026Saving a meals worth of caIs for later because a friend is pulling me out of my tower to go to the club 030
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 26/09/2026I got out on a jog, finaly! after having to wait because I got sick last weekend. It was so nice to get that type of tired again :] 040
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 23/09/2026I think its time I update my pfp and banner for the season 010
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 22/09/2026I'm late to this ✶ name: Real one? na ✶ height: 5’2” (157cm) ✶ star sign: Scorpio ✶ nicknames: Berry, BB, Blue ✶ siblings: 3 ✶ relationship: Hopefully soon taken ✶ crushing on: Rock guy ⬆️ ✶ fav season: autumn ✶ pets: non ✶ fav colour: Black & Red ✶ live: Northern europe 010
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 22/09/2026Ok so the date started at about 5pm and just about a hour ago ended (like 11pm) so to put it short, it whent well. Apps are getting deleted and we both are focusing on makeing this something (♡ˊ͈ ꒳ ˋ͈) 010
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 22/09/20267 hours untill the date and its all I can think of, but I still need to prep for it! and I cant even get around to that because i am thinking of the date😵💫 What a mess in my head 020
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 21/09/2026There is no fruit on sale but I know how to make fluffy low cal pancakes and that might still work with espresso martinis? so I'll be makeing that, hopefully they dont turn out ugly when I make them tomorow (* °ヮ° *) 030
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 20/09/2026OK I need to chill, the panic of finding & making a new caI safe dessert for the date actualy made my chest hurt a bit I'm going to try to sleep and panic about it tomorrow? 110
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 20/09/2026Kind of faling apart internaly rn Released I baked the brownies 6 hours befor I fell ill, so I CANT serv it to other people AND THE DATE GOT REPLANED TO THRUSDAY so I have like 42 hours to figure out something safe to get stuff for, make and then serv HELP Σ(°△°ꪱꪱꪱ) 120
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 19/09/2026I keep wrighting and rewrighting the same words for my digital diary but just in my head, all day. Maybe I will actualy wright it tomorrow 011
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 18/09/2026I think this stomach bug or whatever is messing with my head My coconut water smels like vodka to me????? 030
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 18/09/2026This all kind of messes with my safe deflclt, I was goingto eat 1500 for another 5 days befor just going down 100 but yesterday I couldnt get shit down at all so only got 400 Spirits please dont let this mess with my wl, I do not want to blnge 010
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 18/09/2026after idk how much sleeping probubly almost the full 24 hours I can walk around without risking fainting! I need a tablet for this headache tho 010
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 17/09/2026Something is wrong, just had dinner come up and out not by choise I need to figure out if I should call in sick or not 😵💫🤢 030
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 16/09/2026Getting my last 2k steps paceing back and forth in apartment 🤪 010
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 16/09/2026Todays shift was at the fryer, just working in that air makes me fear that I may gained weight from just that >n< 020
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 16/09/2026I have made the zucchini brownies for the friday date 130
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 15/09/2026I just got a shipping edit from a friend of two swedish politicians Yuri ship for the win I guess???? 030
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 15/09/2026I should make my pfp a camp fire next time, so the digital friend group can sit around a fire and drink tea/coffee together 5160
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 15/09/2026I think I'm back to being caffine dependent :/ I should do a 3 day caffine reset again... but not this week :P 030
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 15/09/2026Ah I'm over planing the date but its just 2 hours after my shift so I need to have things preped I'll be bakeing zuccini brownies tomorrow (I think they taste better after a day or two in the fridge) and makeing a blueberrie simplesyrup to serv the brownies with! IDK how I will plate it tho (ᵕ•_•) 010
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 15/09/20263 days untill friday 3 days untill the date at my place >^< 020
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 14/09/20262,5 months sens I last jogged. Im out of shape but not that much, give me a month and a half and I will be back at what took me 3 months to build up >:) 120
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 14/09/2026( didn't feel like retyping this or cuting it up) 120
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 13/09/2026I think it was Friday morning I left cup of tea untuched just because it was a new tea brand. Its not like it even has c@Is and I'm not even really doing any real ress just normal dleting But I was afraid of tuching the tea. Took untill the night after for me to empty it, like what???? 010
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 13/09/2026Voteing done Showering done Still need to tidy the apartment and structure up the coming week 000
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 12/09/2026Welp time to pack for gig 2 of the day I get to be on my phone at this gig UvU 140
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 12/09/2026First learning shift done! I’m getting the hang of it and my coworker/instructor said I was doing really well for my first day :) 020
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 11/09/2026Oh and my package arived today! I can take my messurements!!!!!!!!! :D I still dont have a scale tho :[ 040
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 11/09/20261500 untill I can actualy stay at that consistently for a while then I can alow my self to lower it its a defecit just not going to get me to my goal within a time I like :/ Better this then gaining tho 030
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 11/09/2026Got a few introduction work shift schedualed :D after I got those all done next week I can start geting schedualed for work and get paid!!! 030
🫐BlueBerryBoy🫐 @fuzzyheart.bsky.social · 10/09/2026Fat fuck Berry made a mess of the apartment and now we got fruit flys :/ Not as fat berry should clean it up.... tomorrow 120