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The literal shit state of this world though "I don't support genocide and the killing of children." "Stop being antisemetic"

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But remember: if wishes were fishes, we could all have filets

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Listen. My full belief is everyone deserves food, shelter, saftety, internet, electricity. But I am one broke ass bitch. I wish you these beautiful things. But I struggle to keep myself fed.

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When I am on bluesky I have been on my nsfw account, which is mostly gorgeous art of men interacting with eachother. I still see a chunk of political stuff on my nsfw account because I still follow people I care deeply about. But it's nice to have a break from the world's dysfunction a fair bit.

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Betadex @betadex.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Is it sad I stepped away from my political account for a hot minute and feel way healthier mentally

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I accidentally sent an employer a meme. The meme was tame, thank god. But it's certainly not very professional of me.

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Betadex @betadex.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

"Do you have risks that make you susceptible to COVID?" "Yes, I am a mortal, not an immortal demigod immune to disease"

I used to ask right wingers if they wake up in the morning, look in the mirror, and tell themselves "I HATE justice" like fucking lex luther as a joke. With how things are going. I'm starting to think they actually DO and have just been lying out their teeth this whole time.

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I can still talk about my experiences of being nonbinary. Just if people still don't understand, don't bother trying to make them. A wise man said, "Do not cast pearls to swine." Knowledge is powerful and valuable. Why gift it to those who don't want it?

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Like my online bios will stay they/them. That's fine. Stupid people don't enjoy reading. But like when people misgender me just thinking of not correcting them. What's the fucking point when people are militantly ignorant.

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Gay Raccoons In ACFI @ozmaracc.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

Kind of low key thinking of going back in the closet about being nonbinary. Everyone who matters already knows and supports me. But most people don't. Cis people don't support me. Trans people don't support me. It's dysphoria either way. Would it be wrong to lie to people who don't believe truth?

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The thing about anti-vaxx, for me, is it always sounded like, "I would rather my child die of some horrific, Victorian disease than have them know everything about trains!" Like, they saw the ad for Lots and Lots of Trains and decided a better fate would be a child paralyzed by polio

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Betadex @betadex.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

Example of how much I don't like othering. I can not play or watch people play Horizons: Zero Dawn because how MUCH that poor lady gets othered at the beginning. Makes me writhe.

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Betadex @betadex.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

So sick of people acting like privilege is original sin. You aren't problematic for being white or male. You're problematic if you let white privilege or male privilege cloud your judgement on treating people well.

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Betadex @betadex.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

Maybe I shouldn't call anti-woke people "sleepers." Sounds arcane. I should call them "nappy boys." "No, mom. I don't want to awake to the injustices of society!!! I want to stay in bed and dream the American dream longer!!!"

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Betadex @betadex.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

I certainly intensely LIKE some things. But the second people start calling my interest in something a core part of me, it's dead to me.

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I'm of the opinion bigotry isn't natural. I believe that bigotry is a taught behavior passed down over hundreds of generations from a time when humans were jealous of eachother and killed eachother for their resources.

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And you think I am a fascist for not supporting genocide, and I do not fucking care which genocide you're mad at me for not supporting: literally fuck you and death cultist friends

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If you support Putin. You're a fascist. It you support Stalin, you're a fascist. Communism in the USSR died with Trotsky.

Stalin was actually an ally of Nazi Germany and they invaded Poland together. It was only when NAZI germany invaded them for oil did the USSR get involved with fighting NAZIs. So tired of people thinking the USSR are antifascist.

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Kaw! 🍉 @kawotter.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

Still laughing that tankies added me to a list of "fascists" for calling the holodrone immoral. Some folks are fascists involved, but it's not me.

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Literally no amount of shit kids might "accidentally" see is more harmful to them than an omnipresent fascist police state.

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Betadex @betadex.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

Christofascists: we need to institute the bible as law Me: cool, let's start by burning worshippers of Mammon as heretics Christofascists: nooooo

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Remember, it's only cola if it comes from the cola region of america, or pop if it comes from the pop region. Otherwise it's just sparkling sugar water.

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Betadex @betadex.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

I don't support the change, but I am probably gonna change ALL my accounts to Adult. I don't want children or Puritans interacting with me.

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Abilu Tangwa. @abilutangwa.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

The antidote to arrogance is not ignorance, but profound humility. It’s the understanding that a whale’s migration, a mycorrhizal network, and a mangrove’s root system represent a wisdom we are only beginning to decode. Our role is student, not master.

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Betadex @betadex.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

Trump doesn't want to admit he actually wants Canada to be the 52nd state because then he'd have to admit Israel is already the 51st, and most funded state.

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Betadex @betadex.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

I wish knowing the rules of the road was a requirement of driving :)

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Betadex @betadex.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

A big grievance with the left for me is people who weild justice as a weapon rather than a tool. And that would be ok if thet weilded it against the injust. But they just speak lip service against the injust to gain power to attack the just and only the just.

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aspen d. otter @otteraspen.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

this is what 99% of online furry drama reads like to me

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Betadex @betadex.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

I had a couple friends tell me tonight, "I feel bad for burdening you with my troubles." They're not burdening me. I care about them deeply. Helping people I care about deeply feels good. Don't feel bad for making feel good.

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Betadex @betadex.bsky.social · 03/05/2026

Said it before, will say it again. Presenting as masc is ok. People misgender me casually. Presenting as androgynous would be cool, but people would actively cross the street to start misgendering me. It would be absolute hell. Presenting as femme is just. . . not who I am!

Betadex @betadex.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

Be it Gender Dysphoria or Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria, Dysphoria hurts me worse than losing a loved one. Which is really awful. But like. . . not as bad as it sounds? I lost a lot of loved ones as a kid. To me when someone I love dies I just go "Ok they've moved somewhere I can't go. Unfortunate."

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Betadex @betadex.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

I'm not cool or well respected. But like. . . I certainly dodge creeps who can't leave me alone or troglodytes who hate me for my identity.

Betadex @betadex.bsky.social · 24/04/2026

I thought about my priorities on bluesky. Here they are. 1) Scream into the void. But please, myself, be mindful the void reads my screams and might feel bad about it. 2) Make friends. I mean, I've made a few. 3) Keep in contact with people I love. For sure For sure.

You know... the person who sold me on "using the term hypersexuality is ablist" also ended out being a zionist who tried to convince a brown lady she was a racist for not supporting the genocide of brown people. He also said my gender identity was ablist.

And there's always friends. Nothing wrong with an enby and another person just laughing and shooting the breeze.

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I'm all for trans ladies medically transitioning. I vibe better with trans ladies than cis ladies. Generally I court cis men and other trans folks. But I am sure if the stars aligned and she was a great person and wasn't shy from topping. I could fall for a cis lady too.

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So r/countingwithchicken lady introduced me to "death by 10,000 cuts" so let me tell you why transitioning to androgynous would make that WORSE not BETTER So as it stands, I get dysphoria from two places. Transphobia, and rejection sensitive dysphoria

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