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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

My Bluesky accounts are being kind of weird today, access issues

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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

I miss you like you would not believe.

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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

He is rizzen I’ll see my self out 😂

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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

You really Came through, mr Jesus, you really Came thru.

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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Gotta get caught up on sermon this week because it’s a cool way to stay centered on the most important part of connections or güatever

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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

22 My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me? why art thou so far from helping me, and from the words of my roaring? 2 O my God, I cry in the day time, but thou hearest not; and in the night season, and am not silent. 3 But thou art holy, O thou that inhabitest the praises of Israel

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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

This is just an unlikely lil idea of mine, but I would love to create the first translation of the Bible into Yucatec Maya glyph writing. That would mean a lot to me. K’uhul Ajaw (king of kings) was the first term in the Bible that I already know the Yucatec Maya translation of

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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Why Have You Forsaken Me? To the choirmaster: according to The Doe of the Dawn. A Psalm of David. [side note: “Doe of the Dawn” sounds *so* cool?? ]

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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

I am beginning this again today with intention. I am asking the Lord to work inside us and outside us; I think I need him to walk with me as we navigate the melancholy / ache. Please help our hearts (mine, his, Messiah’s ) feel less alone and more woven together. You Love us, we love You. Amen

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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

My God, my god, why have you forsaken me? Why are you so far from saving me, from the words of my groaning? O my God, I cry by day, but you do not answer, and by night, but I find no rest. Yet you are holy, enthroned on the praises of Israel.

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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Trying to stay consistent with this daily. Some of these will be repeats but it’s intentional: spaced repetition helps a lot with internalizing. They also help me gauge how much my luteal is affecting me; I react to the same content / same thoughts slightly differently depending on where I am

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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Mannn the other funniest thing about disentangling is that you have an entire life time of like, DRILLED INTO YOUR BONES little lifestyle rules, and you suddenly have to face the fact that you’re pretty much starting over, and that this period is going to require active critical thinking to navigate

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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Love that is enforced with fear is called coercion. When you teach a child about the Creations of God and overfocus on the concept of “burning in hell”, you are robbing that kid of the chance to *choose to love God* even if no carrot or stick other than God himself is involved, and solely from

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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

I said this account would index on scripture; my last entry needs to either be ported elsewhere or tied to scripture. This is a note for myself for later.

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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

This is something that I wish secular men understood: if you’re not part of the controlled religious space, you won’t know what she went through growing up. She will never in a million years join you in sloot-shaming other women. Unmarried women know full well how often the entire problem of lust

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Rebeca Carrillo Dzib (Bala’am K’an Ak’Bal Ts’ib ) @rebecacarrillojj.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Dear diary, Currently half-watching the FLDS documentary. I kinda wanna define a disentangler’s playlist of books and media that helped me (like “counting the cost”, which helped in ways I never expected it to)

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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

One of the things I really appreciate about my dude is that he’s very much like “you are an adult and I respect you and I am not going to claim to be better than you or responsible for your decisions”. girls coming from strict religious-separatist world tend to have a lot of baggage around it.

This is from the four-part FLDS series on Netflix. I’m so interested in the FLDS and the high-control groups associated with Joseph Smith, who may have just been a well intentioned man in unchallenged religious psychosis.

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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Today I read from Mark, and I happened to read a little bit of John on accident. I was already sentimental about the term “Hold fast” (because it’s an @alecnightfall.bsky.social book reference ) and now I’m even more sentimental. Incredibly sappy. Don’t tell anyone.

A little bit of John because it caught my eye for some reason. I find proclamations of faith beautiful. I like to participate when I can

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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I wanna talk about Proverbs 31, but before I do so, I wanna give context. Let’s talk about disentangling and deconstructing: first one is when you still believe in God, just not your original religious control group, and deconstructing is when you don’t believe God is real at all. A lot of de-con

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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I’m contemplating a Christmas celebration that is my first time celebrating the Messiah’s birthday, and a New Year’s celebration as my first anniversary in pledging my faith to Him. I just don’t know where I’ll be living then (trying to get back to Chicago ASAP), but I wanna do something, I think

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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Y’all it’s been such a good couple days I’m like super content

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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Today I opened at random and got to revisit these pages from Genesis. Genesis is extremely special to me Like. Very sentimental. These notes would have been from months and months ago but they popped back up in front of my eyeballs today.

It looks like my nail is dirty but it’s just nail polish I need to redo

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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

*white surfer guy voice*: RIGHTEOUSSSS random verse tanks, Lordt.

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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Please excuse the random loose pen parts: this fountain pen has a mistake in the plastic that makes it impossible to put an ink cartridge in, and I want to fix it with my own hands when it’s time to focus on something easy / when I’m trying to be more restful.

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Beca and the Bible @beca-and-the-bible.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Already posted this one but I’ve been loving it again today. “Heart of stone” is a concept that interests me creatively. I also think that it’s a privilege to maintain a non-stone heart. I’m not truly myself if I start acting like I have one It is waxy/ weird, but it’s mine, and it’s true.

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