Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 29/06/2026ykw ts bsky thing has been nothing but a page where i somehow i get more paranoid of everytime i posted something here 000
Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 28/06/2026Does anything even cheer me up anymore? I’ve become what I’ve hated. 100
Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 27/06/2026I hate the constant fear mongers day by day. I swear the fear left me blind and ridden with doubt. These terrors are mine, they live in me now. 000
Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 25/06/2026I’m a fuckin pessimist and I always win. I don’t trust everyone. Well I don’t even trust myself either. 000
Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 21/06/2026If I ever ask a stupid question, that usually means that I want you to know that I exist as I have more important questions to ask you later on 😤 don’t mind this I’m just frustrated at my teacher don’t we all sometimes 000
Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 19/06/2026Not sure how I during my trying times would feel when they found out that I still procrastinate and rolling in bed all day in pure comfort unlike them in misery and pain 000
Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 18/06/2026My room barely could connect to cellular I swear it feels like there is a signal jammer in the neighborhood because it works just fine before. I thought it’s because of my data plan is running out but I’m in school rn and cellular data works just fine what the fuck 000
Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 14/06/2026Not just impatient I am just paranoid of everything around me 000
Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 11/06/2026i apologize that my entire story of my life is just me being impatient as fuck 000
Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 10/06/2026It’s happening again. Sighhhh opsec level parents think the home internet is my responsibility like it’s my own house 000
Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 31/05/2026God I love this song so much. I wanna cry every time I listen to this. 000
Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 27/05/2026used my pc without any desk lamps or ceiling lamps for like 2 hours and i noticed WHY THE FUCK DO I FEEL SLEEPY AND DROWSY WHEN THE LIGHTS ARE ON 000
Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 26/05/2026felt so bored that i was like fuck it im just gonna edit more videos 000
Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 26/05/2026Me when I lie (I just can’t stay up at night anymore) 000
Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 24/05/2026i hope the sleeps that last like 10 minutes or so was worth it time to not sleep for a day and a half 000
Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 22/05/2026This is just the beginning. I guess I'll try to find a way around this. I need to make sure the future isn't as shit as the past. 000
Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 22/05/2026sometimes i wish i could keep promises. i always get sidetracked with the heat.. now thats gone i get sidetracked from million other things around me 000
Reposted by Bealyreadethereal demon @seppuku.surgery · 19/05/2026solve all your problems by simply creating more worse problems 1324
Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 16/05/2026"We can pick the game, Niko Bellic, but we cannot change the rules" 010
Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 14/05/2026because of this i can't use the AC almost whenever i need because they will be blaming me for using the ac too much blahblahblah Goy I got that AC a week ago and barely used it and it barely put a dent on the bills even. PAY THE OVERDUE BILLS GOD DAMN IT. 000