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Bealyread

@bealyread.neocities.org
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BD 06/15. Schizoposting. I recommend turning off notifications if you ever follow as I daily post (sometimes) about my current status i guess. Basically, I treat this page as a journal but i make it public sort of (sometimes i keep stuff vague).

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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 11/07/2026
getting bored of all of this shit
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 29/06/2026
ykw ts bsky thing has been nothing but a page where i somehow i get more paranoid of everytime i posted something here
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 28/06/2026
Í'm a boyfailure
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 28/06/2026
I fucking hate sleeping
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 28/06/2026
Does anything even cheer me up anymore? I’ve become what I’ve hated.
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 27/06/2026
To be fair I'm just Stuck in the Suburbs
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 27/06/2026
I hate the constant fear mongers day by day. I swear the fear left me blind and ridden with doubt. These terrors are mine, they live in me now.
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 27/06/2026
life will feel like ur expired after 21
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 25/06/2026
I’m a fuckin pessimist and I always win. I don’t trust everyone. Well I don’t even trust myself either.
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 21/06/2026
If I ever ask a stupid question, that usually means that I want you to know that I exist as I have more important questions to ask you later on 😤 don’t mind this I’m just frustrated at my teacher don’t we all sometimes
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 20/06/2026
uh what
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 19/06/2026
Not sure how I during my trying times would feel when they found out that I still procrastinate and rolling in bed all day in pure comfort unlike them in misery and pain
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 18/06/2026
My room barely could connect to cellular I swear it feels like there is a signal jammer in the neighborhood because it works just fine before. I thought it’s because of my data plan is running out but I’m in school rn and cellular data works just fine what the fuck
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 17/06/2026
Feels like October Forever again
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 14/06/2026
BIRTHDAY TODAYYYY
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 14/06/2026
Not just impatient I am just paranoid of everything around me
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 14/06/2026
God, I Hate Everyone.
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 13/06/2026
THE SKY SEEMS CLOSER NOW
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 12/06/2026
NIGHTS GET COLDER
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 12/06/2026
DAYS GROW OLDER
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 11/06/2026
i apologize that my entire story of my life is just me being impatient as fuck
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 10/06/2026
It’s happening again. Sighhhh opsec level parents think the home internet is my responsibility like it’s my own house
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 07/06/2026
grrrr
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 05/06/2026
Haha invalid handle
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 05/06/2026
Yesterday was my huge reality check
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 01/06/2026
Apple plz sign iOS 18 again plzzzzzz
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 31/05/2026
God I love this song so much. I wanna cry every time I listen to this.
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 28/05/2026
Kinda scared becoming mainstream
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 27/05/2026
used my pc without any desk lamps or ceiling lamps for like 2 hours and i noticed WHY THE FUCK DO I FEEL SLEEPY AND DROWSY WHEN THE LIGHTS ARE ON
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 27/05/2026
drowsy
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 27/05/2026
drive ways
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 26/05/2026
So rude
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 26/05/2026
felt so bored that i was like fuck it im just gonna edit more videos
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 26/05/2026
Me when I lie (I just can’t stay up at night anymore)
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 24/05/2026
i hope the sleeps that last like 10 minutes or so was worth it time to not sleep for a day and a half
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 24/05/2026
mrrrp
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 23/05/2026
sleep more work less regret more
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 23/05/2026
damage control
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 22/05/2026
This is just the beginning. I guess I'll try to find a way around this. I need to make sure the future isn't as shit as the past.
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 22/05/2026
sometimes i wish i could keep promises. i always get sidetracked with the heat.. now thats gone i get sidetracked from million other things around me
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 22/05/2026
Cghfgjfnnghhgjfvgdhj
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 21/05/2026
this house is a mess
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 21/05/2026
why every shower i took i get lazy and tired wtf
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 19/05/2026
guy could've emoted to look cool or smth idk
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 19/05/2026
minimum wage isnt exciting btw
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ethereal demon @seppuku.surgery · 19/05/2026
solve all your problems by simply creating more worse problems
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 17/05/2026
I'M ALIVE AND I'M SENTIENT
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 17/05/2026
Science is fun
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 16/05/2026
"We can pick the game, Niko Bellic, but we cannot change the rules"
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Bealyread @bealyread.neocities.org · 14/05/2026
because of this i can't use the AC almost whenever i need because they will be blaming me for using the ac too much blahblahblah Goy I got that AC a week ago and barely used it and it barely put a dent on the bills even. PAY THE OVERDUE BILLS GOD DAMN IT.
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