joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 06/03/2026had pizza last night now I’m up 2 pounds AND I have 5am clinical todaymedia.tenor.comtwo cats are sitting next to each other in a bedroom looking at the cameraALT: two cats are sitting next to each other in a bedroom looking at the camera 010
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 04/03/2026gm bloomfies 😁 in a much better mood today. back at clinic and the doctor complimented my exam 😛 050
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 03/03/2026had absolutely no appetite today after my procedure which made restricting easier, but I snapped at my mom when she told me I need to eat something :/ not even an ed thing I was just feeling so so shitty all day and didn’t want to move my body 030
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 02/03/2026endoscopy tomorrow morning. sooo excited for propofol and to sleep all day aftermedia.tenor.coma white cat is laying on a couch with its legs crossedALT: a white cat is laying on a couch with its legs crossed 040
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 02/03/2026updated stats for march ☘️ hw: 169 lw: 104 cw: 158 march gw: 145 gw by september: 115 040
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 02/03/2026first day of march brought me back to life. walked outside. 70 degrees. birds chirping. calorie deficit. 020
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 28/02/2026I need to get so real in March. Only 7 lbs down for the whole year so far and I need to lose 45 more by September 😠 040
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 27/02/2026Why is wearing scrubs so triggering. I am busting out of my scrubs on a daily basis. How are they baggy and tight at the same time 140
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 26/02/2026got bribed with $30 to pick up a closing shift tonight and I’m getting up at 5 tomorrow for my clinical and my bf bought me a big ass lunch 030
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 26/02/2026all I have tomorrow is my morning lecture, no work no clinical. planning on catching up on sleep all day and hopefully not eating everything in my apartment 030
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 25/02/2026bm finally after 2 days the scale better drop at least a pound tomorrow 020
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 25/02/2026Trying to be active again after a year 😗 new hw that I’m too embarrassed to share atm 050
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 08/04/2025Waiting for my program to start in June and they r saying I might have to start paying my student loans early bc I’m technically not enrolled atm 😐 what if I kms 030
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 04/04/2025Bad bad binge day. I’m just doomed to be fat forever. I’m so close to being back at my hw and I still can’t seem to actually starve. It used to be so easy why am I so bad at it now 040
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 03/04/2025April 2 weigh in: 133.8 lbs total: 2440 😐 no pics. was doing good for most of the day and then had pizza 000
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 02/04/2025Describe your music taste in six artists 1. Pierce the veil 2. My chemical romance 3. Megan thee stallion 4. Korn 5. Deftones 6. Slipknot 040
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 02/04/20251) any low calorie ice cream pint (halo top, nicks etc) 2) any veggie but esp cucumbers 3) zero sugar chobani yogurts 4) soup 5) the individual bags of baked lays, only 140 cals and satisfies my chip cravings 010
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 02/04/2025scale dropped 2 lbs overnight. they were right about drinking water 😞 060
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 02/04/2025April 1 weigh in: 135.6 lbs total: 1315. went a little over but still in a decent deficit for today so I’m counting that as a win 130
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 01/04/2025Rules/goals: - twomad + one snack under 200 cals - close all rings - 10k steps every day - cal max of 1200 - take pics of everything eaten 120
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 01/04/2025Stats sw: 135.6 lbs gw: 120.0 lbs I’m seeing ptv in may and I really don’t want to be fat, but I’m being more lenient with my food rules this month bc that’s what I think made me binge so bad in march 120
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 01/04/2025Happy april bloomfies 😁 new accountability thread going up I am locking in this month ‼️ 050
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 21/03/2025Parmesan or raspberry vinaigrette for my salad today hmmmmedia.tenor.coma cat in a pink shirt is sitting in a green basket of salad .ALT: a cat in a pink shirt is sitting in a green basket of salad . 290
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 21/03/2025They’re cutting the trees outside my apartment and it’s so damn loud I’m gonna pull my hair out 030
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 21/03/2025gonna cut up all my fruit and freeze it to make smoothies this week to quell my sweet treat addiction 050
Reposted by joyhaley 🦢edsky @mysticf.bsky.social · 17/03/2025I’m here to undo the binge curse that has fell on edsky. You are now cleansedmedia.tenor.coma person is holding a piece of white sage with smoke coming out of it .ALT: a person is holding a piece of white sage with smoke coming out of it . 810947
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 14/03/2025ok I am dog sitting for my aunt this weekend and staying at her house so I think I’m going to attempt a 3 day liquid diet since I won’t be around my bf. I’ve never done a liquid diet before but it’s only 3 days, and I’ve been binging bad so hopefully it will help me get back on track 040
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 14/03/2025sry I’ve been so inactive I ate like shit the past two days and I’m embarrassed to update my accountability thread lmao 160
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 12/03/2025Going shopping w bf and my sister and then having dinner at my moms house tonight yippee 160
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 12/03/2025March 11 weigh in: 131.4 lbs intake: 1325 didn’t omad BUT still in a deficit today, counting that as a w 040
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 11/03/2025omg literally memedia.tenor.coma close up of a woman 's face with dark hairALT: a close up of a woman 's face with dark hair 020
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 11/03/2025omg I just listened to this album all the way through the other day while cleaning, such a good album to do activities to 020
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 11/03/2025I love the rosa and the strawberry dreams, but both are very sweet 010
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 11/03/2025can’t wait to start my clinicals so I can finally quit this fuck ass job. I’ve been waking up at 7am every saturday for the past year. it’s so hard to make plans I should be at the club 😩 070
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 11/03/2025March 10 weigh in: didn’t weigh intake: 1858 not pictured: taco bell around noon. almost triggered another binge but I rationalized w a metabolism day, only overate a little. ready to get back on track tomorrow 130
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 11/03/2025March 9 weigh in: 133.4 lbs intake: binge and fatassery two days in a row 😀 130
