joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 06/03/2026had pizza last night now I’m up 2 pounds AND I have 5am clinical todaymedia.tenor.comtwo cats are sitting next to each other in a bedroom looking at the cameraALT: two cats are sitting next to each other in a bedroom looking at the camera 010
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 04/03/2026gm bloomfies 😁 in a much better mood today. back at clinic and the doctor complimented my exam 😛 050
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 03/03/2026had absolutely no appetite today after my procedure which made restricting easier, but I snapped at my mom when she told me I need to eat something :/ not even an ed thing I was just feeling so so shitty all day and didn’t want to move my body 030
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 02/03/2026endoscopy tomorrow morning. sooo excited for propofol and to sleep all day aftermedia.tenor.coma white cat is laying on a couch with its legs crossedALT: a white cat is laying on a couch with its legs crossed 040
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 02/03/2026updated stats for march ☘️ hw: 169 lw: 104 cw: 158 march gw: 145 gw by september: 115 040
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 02/03/2026first day of march brought me back to life. walked outside. 70 degrees. birds chirping. calorie deficit. 020
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 28/02/2026I need to get so real in March. Only 7 lbs down for the whole year so far and I need to lose 45 more by September 😠 040
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 27/02/2026Why is wearing scrubs so triggering. I am busting out of my scrubs on a daily basis. How are they baggy and tight at the same time 140
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 26/02/2026got bribed with $30 to pick up a closing shift tonight and I’m getting up at 5 tomorrow for my clinical and my bf bought me a big ass lunch 030
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 26/02/2026all I have tomorrow is my morning lecture, no work no clinical. planning on catching up on sleep all day and hopefully not eating everything in my apartment 030
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 25/02/2026bm finally after 2 days the scale better drop at least a pound tomorrow 020
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 25/02/2026Trying to be active again after a year 😗 new hw that I’m too embarrassed to share atm 050
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 08/04/2025Waiting for my program to start in June and they r saying I might have to start paying my student loans early bc I’m technically not enrolled atm 😐 what if I kms 030
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 04/04/2025Bad bad binge day. I’m just doomed to be fat forever. I’m so close to being back at my hw and I still can’t seem to actually starve. It used to be so easy why am I so bad at it now 040
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 02/04/2025Describe your music taste in six artists 1. Pierce the veil 2. My chemical romance 3. Megan thee stallion 4. Korn 5. Deftones 6. Slipknot 040
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 02/04/2025scale dropped 2 lbs overnight. they were right about drinking water 😞 060
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 01/04/2025Happy april bloomfies 😁 new accountability thread going up I am locking in this month ‼️ 050
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 21/03/2025Parmesan or raspberry vinaigrette for my salad today hmmmmedia.tenor.coma cat in a pink shirt is sitting in a green basket of salad .ALT: a cat in a pink shirt is sitting in a green basket of salad . 290
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 21/03/2025They’re cutting the trees outside my apartment and it’s so damn loud I’m gonna pull my hair out 030
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 21/03/2025gonna cut up all my fruit and freeze it to make smoothies this week to quell my sweet treat addiction 050
Reposted by joyhaley 🦢edsky @mysticf.bsky.social · 17/03/2025I’m here to undo the binge curse that has fell on edsky. You are now cleansedmedia.tenor.coma person is holding a piece of white sage with smoke coming out of it .ALT: a person is holding a piece of white sage with smoke coming out of it . 810947
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 14/03/2025ok I am dog sitting for my aunt this weekend and staying at her house so I think I’m going to attempt a 3 day liquid diet since I won’t be around my bf. I’ve never done a liquid diet before but it’s only 3 days, and I’ve been binging bad so hopefully it will help me get back on track 040
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 14/03/2025sry I’ve been so inactive I ate like shit the past two days and I’m embarrassed to update my accountability thread lmao 160
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 12/03/2025Going shopping w bf and my sister and then having dinner at my moms house tonight yippee 160
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 11/03/2025can’t wait to start my clinicals so I can finally quit this fuck ass job. I’ve been waking up at 7am every saturday for the past year. it’s so hard to make plans I should be at the club 😩 070
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 09/03/2025gm bloomfies, morning bloat is not as bad as expected after last nights sins. I know everyone is tired today but I am tired in particular. Opening againmedia.tenor.coma monkey is sitting on a rock next to a cat in the woods .ALT: a monkey is sitting on a rock next to a cat in the woods . 070
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 09/03/2025I want to cry I’m such a fatty why do I keep eating when I know how it makes me feel 020
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 08/03/2025gn bloomfies, working a clopen so I need to go to bed asap 😞 was successfully skinny today tho and I’ll bring that energy into the weekend 💪 060
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 07/03/2025gm bloomfs, closing at work today so it should be much easier for me to omad at the end of the day and not think about food. but I have a couple errands to run on top of that and I’m behind on my assignments 😞 stressed out 060
Reposted by joykyra 🎀 @lowcals.bsky.social · 07/03/2025important late night reminder to myself that bingeing is self harm 0173
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 07/03/2025overate AGAIN today and my gi tract is facing the consequences. starving resumes tomorrow I don’t deserve food 091
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 06/03/2025grocery shopping w bf and he bought me quest chips and buldak noodles 🤍🤍 050
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 06/03/2025failed metab day turned binge 😞 but it’s ok I’m not letting this make me spiral, I will get back on track tomorrow and all of the spaghetti I had tonight will carry me through the week 070
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 05/03/2025gm bloomfies 😁 finally have a day off & I think I’m going to deep clean the apartment today to get my steps inmedia.tenor.coma cat is playing with a piece of paper in a room with boxes and bagsALT: a cat is playing with a piece of paper in a room with boxes and bags 080
joy @be11aswan.bsky.social · 04/03/2025feeling extra fat and obese today but I still did my workout. why is weightloss so slow ☹️ 040
