iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 29/05/2026

chat i signed a lease agreement today. i have an apartment. after exactly three years and eleven months of being homeless. still feels kind of surreal and tbh idk when i'll start believing it.

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

also, we were informed that going forward we will not be paid for missing work, should there any future drone or other threats. so idk, guess it's a decision between your own safety and keeping a job then 🙃 and in this economy, who the fuck can afford to lose their job.

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

sooo. woke up to airforce hornets flying around at like 5 am. apparently they've detected military drones somewhere pretty damn close by since we're being told to seek shelter and stay inside. swear to god i'm so fucking done.

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 31/03/2026

also not like /getting/ getting like as gifts or anything, getting as in they're falling from the sky, loaded with explosives and all

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 31/03/2026

also, been staying in this small village within a sight from a semi-significant port and i've noticed that i can always tell when a cargo ship is arriving bc the phone reception always goes haywire, which i can only imagine has something to do with russian gps jamming. which is also very fun.

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 31/03/2026

so.. apart from my personal life falling apart, we're now getting stray ukrainian military drones, which is fun and exciting and all

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 20/03/2026

also a bunch of really nice comments on some of the (unfinished) older stuff from like a couple years ago too bad my nuclear waste of a laptop decided that it was her time so now i have no laptop and i'm not going to write full fics on my phone so

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 20/03/2026

now a week later, kinda in the same vein... just checked my stats and i've gained literally like 3k hits since re9 release, which is like... 3 weeks ago? ppl really must be thirsty for old man leon bc none of my work is new lol

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 13/03/2026

haven't checked ao3 in forever (for obvious reasons lol) and when i tell you i straight up started bawling my eyes out when i saw that someone had left a long comment that started with them telling that my fic was the reason they made an acc bc they wanted to leave a comment so bad and

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 07/02/2026

don't know if it's just the midnight blues or what but suddenly feels like i'm all alone in the world. i know i'm not, i have friends who love and care for me on levels much deeper than i'd ever imagined. but at the same time, it's really starting to sink in that i'm really going to spend the rest

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 02/02/2026

but hey at least my fucked up lungs are loving the humid air so 🤷‍♀️

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 02/02/2026

having spent the last three weeks in a nearly 100-year-old wooden house by the shore (like. i can hear the waves when the sea is restless. inside the house.) all i'm saying is that i think i'm starting to get why they built hospitals by the seaside before. being this close to the sea really feels

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 28/01/2026

was also hit with a whirlwind of childhood stuff and so much regret, even though i know i did the best i could when i was younger.

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 28/01/2026

had to empty out my mother's apartment recently and found a lot of my old stuff, including old school photos. was funny realizing all over again that i was the only one on my class who wasn't blonde. and i remember my teacher making damn sure to point it out every chance she

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 22/01/2026

found this with the hockey stuff, a drawing an old friend gave me a decade ago. still feels odd being perceived but damn not often have i felt so seen. she even explained that each flower she'd picked bc they represented something she felt fit me, can't remember them anymore though lol

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 22/01/2026

also does it count as a face reveal if it's art

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 22/01/2026

found my ancient hockey stuff today while going through some old stuff, felt quite sentimental about it.

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 14/01/2026

also feels pretty wild bc i knew that i had great friends before, but idk if it ever really registered before just how far they'd be willing to go for me. not many people ever have in my life before, certainly not my parents.

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 14/01/2026

feel like i can't stress it enough how lucky i am to have the friends i do, but then again calling myself lucky feels wrong too bc i don't want to attribute to luck something that is my friends very intentionally extending grace and going out of their way to keep me afloat.

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 04/01/2026

also, apologies to everyone i've ignored for the last month or two, i swear i appreciate you reaching out but i just don't have the bandwidth to socialize individually rn, surviving this shit is taking everything i have out of me.

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 04/01/2026

all i can say atp is that idk how i'd do this without my friends, it's only thanks to them that i'm not on the damn streets literally. no idea what i've ever done to deserve such angels in my life but i'm so grateful for them.

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 04/01/2026

so.. my abusive dad threw me out on new year's day bc i told him that i didn't want to discuss my mental health problems with him and some random man who he'd found while he was out partying and was claiming to be a forensic psychiatrist. chat i wish i was joking.

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 20/12/2025

he just called me up this afternoon randomly too 😂 then picked me up and we drove 180km to the arena to see the game lol hadn’t heard from him in like almost a year now anyway but damn i love the fact that almost all of my exes are literal golden retrievers also, really needed this rn

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Parrot @courtofparrots.bsky.social · 19/12/2025

Getting closer to 200 of u (WOWWW) so here’s a raffle <333

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 20/12/2025

guess who went to a hockey match today extempore, with an old ex bf from years back was fun, the game was mellow but alright (the leading team vs. the last team, not many possible outcomes), his friends were fun, helped him pick a gift for his mum and got to drove his very nice car back home after

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 19/12/2025

but hey, at least it wasn't alcohol. that's pretty much the only thing i don't want to risk again.

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 18/12/2025

also broke my over year and a half long sober streak bc fuck if i didn't need something to soothe this over

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 18/12/2025

woke up to a call from the social worker and the popo that they'd located my mom this morning. then drove 500 km to go pick up the clown and drive her back home. which is fucking ridiculous. i'm just so fucking done with her bullshit and so fucking done with every fucking incompetent idiot working

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 17/12/2025

both the social worker and the cop told me that i've done everything right & apologized that the healthcare system keeps dropping the ball. atp it's the healthcare that's the problem, so long as we don't have a doctor's word on it, no one can bypass her individual rights to deny help and disappear.

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 17/12/2025

teamed up with a social worker who managed to convince the popo to file her as a missing person. spent an hour talking with an officer this evening, he seemed decent enough to take me seriously and promised to get the ball rolling and call me tomorrow or if/when he has anything to tell me.

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 17/12/2025

and now my clown of a mother has gone missing. i literally called the emergency number last night, begging them to go get her and take her in bc i knew this was going to happen. and now nobody can do anything, i can't file a missing person bc it's not been long enough & she answered my call,

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Parrot @courtofparrots.bsky.social · 17/12/2025

Finally drawing again and to no one’s surprise. It’s my old man <3 #leonkennedy

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Milk 🌸 @milkydough.bsky.social · 14/12/2025

Good morning! Some good old Ghoap yuri

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spilt ♡ @spiltspit.bsky.social · 15/12/2025

Mistletoe ♥️🎄Happy holidays! ✨ ✧ #ghoap #ghostsoap #soapghost

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Maz 🔥MadPride🔥 @amazeingartist.bsky.social · 16/12/2025

#ghostsoap classic venom au from a tumblr ask

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BlackCrayons (Cathy 🎀) @blackcrayons.bsky.social · 16/12/2025

💀 "Keep an eye on the target and don't get spotted, Johnny. Blend in." 🧼 "Copy that L.t." #CodAdventCalendar Day 17: Undercover #johnsoapmactavish #soapcod

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meatgh0st 🥩💀🔞 @meatgh0st.bsky.social · 17/12/2025

to cutting heads off snakes 🐍🥂 early new years post!!! #priceghost #mw2 #simonriley #captainprice

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 15/12/2025

i can already see the uptick on my leon fic stats 😆 love it though

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CheSue @chesue00.bsky.social · 14/12/2025

Just had to draw them with this meme lol (pls don’t take the ‘grandpa’ thing seriously, he’s a fine 51-year-old man) #ResidentEvil #LeonKennedy #GraceAshcroft

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 13/12/2025

i promise i'll be so insufferable about my crusty old white man for the foreseeable future but life's shit rn and no one gets to shit on my blorbo and the joy he brings me protect your peace & mute me if you must idk

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 04/12/2025

called the social services again, basically they told me that they can do nothing bc legally a person doesn't have to accept any help if they don't want to 🙃

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 03/12/2025

deciding to be sober sucks so much on days like these, i know *exactly* what would make me feel better and deal with this

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oyster / b @bcantevenswim.bsky.social · 03/12/2025

not to get too dark on main chat but my schitzophrenic mother is getting evicted and i heard about it today and have no idea when (worst case tomorrow morning best case 14 days from now) and i'm completely lost what to do. i cannot and more importantly *will not* invite her over, but i can't let her

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