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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

< whispered. “We’ve got this.”

Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

< But I couldn’t think about what this meant… right now she was here… she’d doubtless felt the pain her brother was in too… and yet she was here. She came to me… Nothing else matters right now. Only Leah. She had all of me right now and for as long as she needed me. “Let go, Trouble,” I >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

< around us. But if I were going to get her out of her wet clothes, I would need her to let go. Because I wouldn’t take anything else from her… not after everything that had been ripped away from her. My head was spinning, my wolf was aching and joyous and wild in my chest. But I couldn’t think >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

< the jacket, my eyes settling on hers, the deep, bottomless brown that I had gotten lost in more times than I could count. “You can let go, Leah… I’m right here.” I wasn’t going to tell her everything was okay, not tonight… not here… not now… not with the world we’d created still in pieces all >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

< I set her on her feet, and I stood in front of her. Only now noticing the parcel in her hand was her coat… I assumed there was something wrapped up inside it hastily. I did a double take… Leah and haste weren’t two things that normally go together. I placed my hand on the top and bottom of >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

< If she wanted to talk till the sun came up… it wouldn’t be the first time… but maybe… just maybe she’d want to squeeze into the tiny single bed I had said a thousand times I’d replace and never did. Just like that night on her couch. But I wouldn’t push her beyond what she was comfortable with. >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

< behind us, so I didn’t disturb Mom… I could hear her breathing peacefully down the hall. I didn’t second-guess the decision once… If she needed me to sit on the floor next to her all night so she could sleep, it was exactly what I would do; I wouldn’t take my eyes off of her for a single second. >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

< shoulder and her knees… letting her protect whatever it was she had carefully shielded from the storm. She is tall, so I passed through the doorway sideways to avoid smacking her ankles on the frame of the front door and the same for my bedroom… I pushed the door closed gently with my foot >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

< Tired… she said she was tired… and fuck… I knew exactly how she felt. “I know… I know.” I buried my face into the crook of her neck, where her hair was plastered to her skin. The next words were a sob. “Me too… So tired.” In one swift, easy motion. I scooped her up and carried her, under her >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

< sob and a disbelieving laugh passed my lips. She was real. She was… Leah. My Leah. Before my hand could finish flattening against her cheek, I pulled her in, careful of the bundle she was cradling like precious cargo. “Trouble,” I whispered as I pulled her and wrapped my arms around her… >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

< the rain from my lips… and slowly, tentatively, I reached out to place my hand on her cheek. Fuck… was my hand shaking… it would pass through her… I told myself, even though I could feel the heat of her body radiating next to me. My fingers brushed her soaked cheek. And sound like a sigh, a >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

< front of her in less than a second. Her scent mixed with earth and rain… her boots and trousers were splattered with mud… her knees were caked like she had been kneeling in it. I tugged the earbuds roughly from my ears, my gaze locked on hers as I stepped into the rain. I lifted my hand, licking >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

< Played in my ears, and she was still there. “Leah…” Her name caught in my throat and I leapt the three paces from the chair to the steps in one sudden movement, afraid that a second's delay would reveal all of this as just another illusion, a dream that vanished with the sunrise. I was in >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

< My breath came faster… filled with her scent as I waited for her to vanish… “𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘐'𝘮 𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘐'𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘐'𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘳𝘺 𝘛𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘐 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳, 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺”

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

< the porch steps were soaked to the skin… steam rising from her, only to be smothered by the pouring rain. Grandmother was always unaffected by the elements, and her face was… “Leah…” It was Leah… holding a different bundle than my earlier vision. My heart stopped… then raced and stopped again. >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

< stop, to tell her I couldn’t… I wouldn’t break my promise to her any more than I had done every day since our lives exploded. The voice… I whipped my head up, some very choice, sordid words for my goddess gathering in my throat. She was tired!!! She…. But when I looked, the apparition at >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

< was on the air, and my heart began to race. The taunting of the spirits was too much tonight, and I felt tears drop against my palms, the true feeling of wetness on my skin breaking the illusion I had imagined or been influenced to feel. I was about to lift my head to beg Grandmother Moon to >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

< through her all-night vigil while even the skies mourned her losses and her pain. An unmistakable voice played in my ears… a song that wasn’t on the playlist I selected. The unmistakable female voice reminded me of how hard it had been for Leah to trust so much of herself to me. She >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

< climate there was much the same… but La Push, it had a spiritual connection to rain and the fog. Still I felt the phantom damp seeping into my clothes… almost a coldness… I could hardly remember what cold felt like. Were the Spirits pushing me to step into the deluge and go find her? Sit with >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

< felt my clothes grow heavy and cold against my skin… Knowing this, the spirits were trying to get my attention. The rain wasn’t touching me, but I could feel the heaviness it filled the air with. It was a feeling unique to this place… Even in Neah Bay, the rain never felt like this, and the >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Lightning cracked, but I still didn’t lift my head… I'm not sure how much more of Grandmother's vision I could take tonight. She could be standing there again, looking like the woman I wasn't sure I knew how to exist without anymore. Rain pelted, and even though I was sheltered under the porch, I >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

“Sparks in the dark when you laughed out loud,” music.youtube.com/watch?v=a8Tw...

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You Were

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 29/04/2026

innocent and wild, affectionate and passionate. And obvious to everyone except them for a very long time! Their story is not without darkness, but you can’t hide light. music.youtube.com/watch?v=YS-b...

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Can't Hide Light

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 29/04/2026

This day six years ago, on the platform that shall not be named, two characters that were determined to remain untethered and unclaimed allowed themselves freedom to break away from their self-enforced solitude and follow the bond and chemistry that was intense, fiery… sarcastic, sweet, >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

< was so often in my reach, tired of feeling like half a person, tired of craving the heat, tired of never having those hypnotic eyes speak to me in ways words never could. Tired of leaving her alone against all of the same… Tired of letting her down, tired of breaking my promise every single >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

I leaned forward in the chair, it tipped on the rockers with the motion, my elbows on my knees, and my face buried in my hands as I whispered. “I’m so tired.” Tired of missing her, tired of the anger I couldn’t shake, tired of the talk, the whispers and the looks, tired of missing her when she >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

< night like he was expecting me and transforming the sketch into a permanent mark without any questions with a copper needle. > music.youtube.com/watch?v=5W_Y...

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Perfectly Broken

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

< beat as I tensed and released my fist. I remembered Nessie inking this on my arm with Sharpie when I explained the vision to her poorly… knowing what I shared would be only between us. But when I played the song… she knew… music was her favourite language. Old Quil was opening the door in the >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

< She claimed I’d broken down… but in reality, she’d had the courage to unlock the doors… and me… well, I dared to open the doors and step through, locking each one behind me so that neither of us could run. ‘What was chosen cannot be unchosen.’ Is this what grandmother meant? The heart seemed to >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

< I stretched out my arm… the song that inspired my new tattoo. “You are the voice that calms the storm inside me. Castle walls that stand around me All this time, my guardian was You.” I traced the castle walls perched on top of the inked heart… Leah… the castle that guarded my heart. The walls >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

< was enough… more than enough… shattering like a glass house in a storm. The sorrow of scrolling through a text message thread where we had shared so much, and all traces of it were erased. Twin souls… where had I heard that before? Not the legends?... but somewhere… And then…

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It's Always Been You

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

< rolled her eyes when I tried to distract her to prolong the time we had before I stepped outside our bubble. The betrayal of that night, the feeling of being sliced down the centre as I walked away from the greatest thing I had ever been part of in my life. The one place where everything I am >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

< with the honour of being granted access to be with her in her pain and sorrow… even though I couldn’t make it better. The contentment of her fingers beneath mine as I showed her how to make different chords on Nana’s guitar. The joy of watching her in the kitchen in the morning, the way she >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

I remembered that night… the flutter in my stomach when she snapped her teeth at me, the way it felt… the shift in me… how it felt to feel the weight of her sleeping form against my side. Sitting across the table from her… making our rules. I smiled. I laughed… I cried, I ached for her. I soared >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

< jealousy, isolation… anger and shame all mixed up together. This channel had opened between us for a reason. Did it go both ways? Could Leah feel it? The pack? I grabbed my phone and stuffed my earbuds back in, then selected a song. If he could feel this… I could show him what he destroyed. >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

< course, she would say these words that I had no way to decipher and vanish… abandoning me yet again. I slumped back into Mom’s chair, it tipped back, and I let it all in. Seth’s pain… tears escaped my cheeks, and the guilt, regret and sadness flowed and things I didn’t understand, rejection, >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

< mistake twice. This time, we chose those who could be parted by no earthly means. Like the turning wheels and the blowing winds… what was chosen cannot be unchosen, not anymore. Twin souls, cleaved apart - the flames will dwindle but never extinguish.’ Then she was gone… of course she was. Of >

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Embry Call @badboyembrycall.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

< chose Leah. Change is coming… whether there is unity or not. Those wheels cannot be unturned, and the winds cannot be redirected. Evolution, my boy. It is upon us. Only once before has Moon chosen a man to walk the earth for her and the Sun: a woman. It ended in tragedy… We do not make the same >

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