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azinae.bsky.social

@azinae.bsky.social
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Disabled refugee with CPTSD. Neurodivergent. Person of Faith. Anarchist. On BlueSky because Tyrotcm asked me too, still new here, summer 2025.

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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 16/10/2026
Chocolate is the only candy/snack I eat. It helps with my blood sugar issues & the kind of POTS I have. Depending on white/milk/dark it has iron & necessary fats, among other things. In worst case scenarios it stops neuroglycopenia from starvation. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neurogl...
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Neuroglycopenia - Wikipedia
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Black Ghost 👻 @zillaw.bsky.social · 11/10/2026
Nigella Lawson said something subtle but nice on GBBO. She pushed back on calling foods ‘naughty’ & said there are no bad foods. ‘We have to take our pleasures where we find them.’ It’s hardly the forefront of fat activism, but it was in the moment saying NO! Fuck this guilt around food. ‘Cheating’😒
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 16/10/2026
Honestly? That may be a big reason this industry suddenly got big, to repurpose PFAS. Happened in the petroleum industry too.
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 16/10/2026
Weird can be a good thing
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
oehha.ca.gov/sites/defaul... pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/36031897/ www.catf.us/2022/01/dies... www.uclahealth.org/news/release...
oehha.ca.gov
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
"Diesel exhaust individual substances contained in it (arsenic benzene formaldehyde nickel) Diesel exhaust have the potential to contribute to cancer. Long-term exposure to diesel increases the risk of exhaust particles poses the highest cancer risk of any toxic air contaminant evaluated by OEHHA"
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Diesel pollution is a deadly problem in the United States
New data visualization tool, Deaths by Dirty Diesel, highlights the price communities pay in negative health impacts from diesel pollution.
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
What should not be forgotten in this is that diesel is highly toxic. Its aneurotoxin that causes depression & inflames every system of the body, especially the blood vessels Attacks on the oil industry will lead to ecocide & rampant disease & death Meanwhile these dictators make billions with ^
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Sheldrick Wildlife Trust @sheldricktrust.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
Kaikai exudes joy! She is the happiest little elephant, who starts every morning 'dancing' into the new day! Her best friend Bungalu is just as content, but a little more subdued about it! Rescued as a newborn orphan, she will grow up in our care until she's ready for the wild.
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
A news show said that in NL, from a poll among young people in secondary school, only half of girls & 22% of boys are okay with gay people and gay relationships A really sad poll on Paarse Vrijdag Purple Friday day of solidarity for LGBTQ+ people Looks like Purple Friday is celebrated in Canada too
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Macmillan Library @macmillanlib.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
What should you read next — Banned Books Week edition? 📚 Great stories connect us, make us feel seen, and spark curiosity. We’re celebrating Banned Books Week by pairing up books you won't be able to put down.
Graphic with two book covers: Only Mostly Devastated and Cool for the Summer with brief summaries.Image with book covers: 'A Song Below Water' and 'Lobizona', with accompanying descriptions.Graphic with book covers 'When the Moon Was Ours' and 'Each of Us a Desert' and descriptions.Two book covers with text about ghostly and paranormal thrillers.
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
Fever & got a second big dental abcess Dentistry very complex with my disabilities & no money for that not even money for food & water I just wish I could die but I seem to be immortal Dental abcesses are dangerous for heart & blood vessel health Got this from severe allergies & stress & mold & lack
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SamWitch @silkunderground.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
here come the mushrooms #MushroomMonday #FungiFriends
orange and white shelf like mushrooms forming at the end of a cut log on a forest floor.
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AnneA @annenc.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
Happy #MushroomMonday 🍄📷
A group of white mushrooms, some open and some not, growing from a moss covered fallen tree.
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Cytomegalo Virus and Bartonellosis are also linked to cancer. Many people sickened by tick bites also got "bart" next to lyme.
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
So glad your father finally acknowledges your name Big hugs
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Which cruise company? The once I have experience with are rather ableist. I did 2 transatlantic crossings. I totally understand and relate though, I totally would do this if I had funding The ocean is magnificently beautiful
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Empathy: your kindness, compassion, understanding of individual humans & human psychology Fierce: strong, steadfast, powerful Steadfast kindness, powerful understanding Holding people accountable but believing they can do & become better Not giving up hope & remaining committed to human rights
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Ferocious empathy is a beautiful concept in general and yes I second that.
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Loving compassionate wise very knowledgeable 1 of the smartest people I know Every characteristic I seek in a life partner Not elaborating for privacy & character limit Burdened by more fear than I am, more cautious Fierce for your principles & defending Humanity Majestic like from a fairytale book
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
How loving & compassionate you are. How when we first met, you validated, understood, supported me while acknowledging my pain & behavior that came from that. I already knew those things in my head but you affirming it did a LOT for my anger issues & suicidality. You melted away a good chunk of that
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
I second all of these, for sure.
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temporarygoodbye.bsky.social @temporarygoodbye.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
It doesn't mean that's what your friends think of when they think of you. Smart, funny, well read, always sharing interesting music.
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
I acknowledge and see that. I still regret what happened between us in 2021. Still, so am I so at least we share those negative traits together. It isnt just you. Love <3
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Yes true, that word is seen as as profane/hurtful as swears/slurs using cancer.
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louhi🌱 @louhi.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
Happy Sunday from these yellow mushrooms with cute frilly parasols #fungifriends
5 yellow mushrooms sprout on a mossy forest floor9 yellow mushrooms sprouting in moss, all bending in a similar direction
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Heartache Kits @hsticka.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
#FungiFriends! I need an identification for these CUTIES!
Tiny brown mushrooms nestled in greenery
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Liℤℤy Kodpuak née Acid Lich (can’t spell sheaves without she) @acidlich.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
MONTHS past due: Microwave, no way to cook here PC & Electric fixed Room going moldy Madeleine to go to NL so she can get a job Former caregiver to move so I can have quiet instead of seizured into blindness & paralysis + deadly ME-CFS PEM New Caregiver Daily meds & proper food instead of potato ETC
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Emily Schnall @emilyschnall.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
Here's Soup
The cutest black cat in all the land
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Emily Schnall @emilyschnall.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
Me holding Soup: *To the tune of Du Hast "Do. Do hug. Do hug cat"
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
Animal lives also at stake Madeleine doesnt have life threatening disabilities like me So I wouldnt equate the 2 It is important to make that distinction as I have multple life threatening things If life also means livelihood, functioning, existing out in the world, being housed then yes absolutely.
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
I would urge people to vote in ways that protect minorities, even if your own minority is actively being harmed by these politicians Buuuut at the same time this is so TRUE Human rights for everyone or it is just manipulation for political gain.
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Michael Warburton @michaelwarburton.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
“Do you think HUMAN CREATIVITY matters? Most people don't spend a lot of time thinking about poetry until their father dies, you go to a funeral, you lose a child, somebody breaks your heart & that's when Art’s not a luxury it's sustenance.” — ETHAN HAWKE
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
Past due :( So many needs stacking up it is impossible to describe them in the character limit.
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
web.facebook.com/CBSNews/post... www.cbsnews.com/projects/202...
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
Ive always realized even during it how my hurt in school was political 4-11y Afghan girls being closed off from the world is political How me being denied healthcare was political, 12y Defunding to death is political Realized later how cutting off education is political too Marginalization stacks!
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
The hurt of my body was & is the freedom of my mind loss of my health so much more impactful than loss of school Yet 1 evil doesnt justify another Schools shouldnt be hurtful to gifted & neurodiv children Schools shouldnt kick physically disabled children out World shouldnt cut people off like that
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
Reading Afghan girls smuggled out letters, I can relate I used to say I didnt mind being barred from standard education due to getting lyme I had been hurt in school SO much 4 that it was nothing but liberating to not have to go anymore Though that meant being stuck in my house with untreated lyme
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
There is a lot wrong with forced institutionalization When parents care for their kids at home neighbors complain & threaten A Syrian family was assaulted A family who built a home for their daughter; municipalty told them to pay all neighbors 40k because home value decrease They could not afford it
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
On Dutch tv today I saw how disabled people are often not wanted. When a new institute is set up, neighbors sell their houses, complain, but dont want to talk to the press. Or institutes get clustered into poor neighborhoods, mixed in such a way none of it guarantees specialist care.
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Brett "Solidarity 2026" Banditelli @banditelli.org · 15/03/2026
HERE IT IS: Earlier this month, without any planning, I drove 6 hrs to the desert to capture the last full lunar eclipse until December 2028 Over 3 hours I shot over 3000 stills, but not the stars Last Tuesday I drove 4 hrs to capture the stars After 30+ hrs figuring out editing, this is DONE 🧵
15 phases of the moon captures between March 2nd at 12:37 and March 3rd at 4:36AM; the moon goes full full to crescent, then red and back towards crescent. the foreground is of a joshua tree and rocks with light pollution; the light pollution is from the original foreground. no milky way due to it being on the other side of the sky
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
"A crowd collapse occurs when a crowd is so dense that each is touching others all around & is supported by those around. whether the crowd is moving or not If a person falls the support to those around is lost while the pressure from those further out remains causing people to fall into the void"
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
"Leave me to the beasts and bears, I'd rather that the feast was theirs They can't reserve neighbouring plots or request to be buried on top" - Paris Paloma Haunting song about the experience of marginalized women, also accurate when dealing with environmental illness genius.com/Paris-paloma...
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Paris Paloma – last woman on earth
Paloma’s “last woman on earth” centers around sexualization of women, especially women in the entertainment industry. An example being Playboy founder Hugh Hefner’s arrangement to
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
"Under these conditions, the crowd may undergo a progressive collapse where the pressure pushes people off their feet, resulting in people being trampled or crushed by the weight of other people falling on top of them"
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
Reading on wiki : Crowd Crushes Metaphorically it fits with fundraising: so many humans & animals are left to die With global inflation & infrastructure collapse more people cant spare any anymore "Such incidents are the product of organizational failures" Yes if only gov cared about humans
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
Madeleine's income int going to be sufficient to take care of her & my needs Inflation in NL is even worse than USA I still need my own income via donations Being allowed to live even a tiny bit independently Still need that microwave ive been asking for 5 months Need new caregiver & pc :/ etc etc
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
Dutch tv shared they want separate schools for refugee kids & disabled kids & want to diminish Holocaust education. Dutch tv especially zoned in on the latter. Perhaps to minimize that many schools for disabled & neurodiv kids were closed in 2014 & that thousands are at home with nothing, like I was
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
Pharmacy refuses to give what I depend on too much debt. I anaphylaxis immediately without & I was assaulted by fireworks again which is my WORST allergen, multiple organs shutting down while I was already paralyzed & couldnt turn head Many kinds of full body nerve pain I appreciate your boosting
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
Current situation 2-3 sept 2026:
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azinae.bsky.social @azinae.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
madeleinwedemeijer@gmail.com paypal Im not safe shouldve been moved away months ago I am dying alone unable to speak or type for social support but have to type here despite being paralyzed choking In & out of consciousness I just wish to die so it can all stop Preferably with water & wound care
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