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Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜

@awkward.gay

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Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 2h

snuggles

Selfie of me laying againt a wedge cushion bed, with Kitkat, a brown tabby cat, laying on my chest, his head tucked under my chin

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 5h

For the kiddies!

Charlie Brown looking at a book rack labelled "For the Kiddies", filled with copies of Aftertaste. He's saying "what a beautiful gory layout!"

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 15h

Add a photo you took of something good

A purple Soul Source vaginal dilator, held in a pink wooden artists reference manikin hand

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 21h

We need yearning powered teleporters!

NGL anonymous message:
The amount of yearning in the community could power a city for a very long while.
Oh I was supposed to ask a question. dammit!

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 22h

What do y'all think of my new dress?

Selfie of me wearing a bodycon cami dress printed with many overlapping faces of Garfield doing different expressions

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 22h

Uh, I dunno, I haven't been outside in a while

NGL anonymous message:
how's the weather in Britainland?

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 23h

plblplblwhyplpbplarepbplpbllpbyouplblplbpplbtryplvlplbingplbppbtolplbpbldrownlbplbplblpmepbppbp

NGL anonymous message:
*Holds your head underwater
Sorry eh, couldn't think of anything to say or ask

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 23h

Eleventyone

NGL anonymous message:
How many bubbles are there? (Dont need exact #, order of magnitude is fine)

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 15/10/2026

HOLDING HANDS? 😱 so lewd 🫣

Collin's Amazing FREAK Test

Score: 3.14159265359

Aspiring freak

Holding hands is a big step, sport. You'll get there.

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 15/10/2026

Thank you 😊💜 But there's no such thing as 'too cute', I'm just the right level of cute

NGL anonymous message:
You are too cute.

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 15/10/2026

How about 3 protagonists?

Poster for Ed, Edd n Eddy, edited to say Eg, Egg n Eggy. They're crossing the frame in a shopping trolley. Attached to the trolley on a branch is a trans pride flag

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 15/10/2026

*siiiiiiiiiiiigh* 🙄

What is BitBard?

BitBard is a troupe of AI Shakespearean characters that write and reply on Bluesky.

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 15/10/2026

sleepy toe beans

Closeup on the face of Kitkat, a brown tabby cat, sleeping on the arm of a sofa. His head is resting on one of his front legs, with one of his back paws in front of his mouth, the toe beans facing the camera

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 15/10/2026

If Emoria keeps posting banger selfies with kitties, I'm obligated to make them into album cover art

Edit of the quoted image showing Emoria's face, her left half covered by the head of a black cat. Both are staring directly forward at the camera.
Top stylised text says "BLACK WHITE".

White spiky bottom text for the band name is "The Pussy Bitches".

There's a parental advisory explicit content warning label in the bottom left corner

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 14/10/2026

Fuck the BBC! Protect the dolls!

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 14/10/2026

You wouldn't download a car meme, saying "you wouldn't snozzle a donglobber"

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 13/10/2026

Seriously, look at the Pokémon scrunchy! If I used scrunchies I would get one. And the other fabrics she can make them or pet bandanas with

3 scrunchies, 2 with a skeleton & flowers print, one with a Pokémon charms xer and bulbasaur print

The same scrunchies, but the other side of the Pokémon one showing Pikachu and squirtle

4 sheets of fabric on a table with different printed designs:
Pokémon featuring pikachu, squirtle, charmander and bulbasaur.
Simple graphic dinosaurs.
Santa and dinosaurs.
Foxes and foliage.

4 sheets of printed fabric:
Pink fabric with blue and pink pumpkins, witch and cat mermaids and bone anchors.
2 of the same design but on pink and black fabric, featuring decorated skulls and flowers

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 12/10/2026

The glowup is real

The saddest man alive to most beautiful woman you've ever met comic meme, edited to be photos of me in 2017 and me in 2026

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 12/10/2026

Hmm, there might be some evidence for that

Homer Simpson wearing a wedding dress

Marge Simpson looking masc in a white tshirt and blue trousers, kneeling and firing a gun

Grandpa Simpson with long hair and boobs, acting shy as he's being presented flowers by an old man

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 12/10/2026

This is the face of a sudden gender realisation

Crop of the quoted skeet image showing Lisa's face.
The quoted image is of Lisa and Bart Simpson wearing each other's clothes

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 12/10/2026

A spoonful of sugar helps the Ellie Dawn go down

The tape measure from Mary Poppins edited to say:
Ellie Dawn
Practically Perfect in every gay

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 11/10/2026

Show me a picture on your phone that has your energy that isn’t a selfie

Poster for Die Hard edited to say "Cheese Hard", with Bruce Willis' face replaced with Wallace from Wallace & Gromit looking concerned, and the name changed to "Bruce Wallace"

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 11/10/2026

But what if women

The "we're just normal men" meme.
Top text: we're just normal women.
Bottom text: were just innocent women

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 10/10/2026

Last night on a discord date with @jste.au as fae watched The Princess Bride for the first time and this line comes up 😂

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 10/10/2026

Teleportation has been invented

A pink haired woman behind a black haired woman, holding her throat and whispering in her ear.
Top text says "post the four words every girl wants whispered in her ear"

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 10/10/2026

Sound up for Katsu's squeaky snores

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 10/10/2026

A Hallmark Christmas movie with the guy in green and the girl in red

A 10 by 8 grid of Hallmark movie posters that all look the same featuring a guy wearing green and a woman wearing red

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 09/10/2026

Watching The Librarians: The Next Chapter, and... women in armour 🥺👉👈

Jessica Green as Charlie Cornwall in The Librarians The Next Chapter. She's a white woman in her early 30s with long black hair, wearing combat trousers and a black t-shirt with a metal chest plate, shoulder pads and arm guards, holding a shield and a sword. She's on a bridge with knights fighting in the background and smoke in the air

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 08/10/2026

Buy Aftertaste you fucks!

Emoria doing the no/yes Drake Meme

Emoria no: if you're trans you have to live

Emoria yes: IF YOU'RE TRANS YOU HAVE TO BUY AFTERTASTE AND GUSH TO EMORIA ABOUT HOW IT MADE YOU FEEL

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 08/10/2026

You're invited to the Bluesky Halloween party. Show off your costume.

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 08/10/2026

Do they have any sentient ooze I can merge with?

Blue people hugging emoji but they're melting

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 08/10/2026

Today I'm pastel girl

Selfie of me in a bus stop, wearing lilac and white tie-dye jeans, a pastel blue purple and pink tie-dye hoodie and a green cap with pride pins

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 08/10/2026

I didn't transition, I trannyvolved

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 07/10/2026

I've been on the girl juice for 5 years

A counter widget on my phone saying "Girl Juice 5 years"

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 07/10/2026

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 06/10/2026

doin' a rolled mlem

Selfie of me sat up in bed. I'm wearing a white button up pj top covered in pink sharks, and light up pink cat ear headphones. I'm rolling my tongue with it sticking out my mouth a little

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 06/10/2026

shoiks

Selfie of me sat up in bed. I'm wearing a white button up pj top covered in pink sharks, and light up pink cat ear headphones

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 06/10/2026

Garfield After Dark

Edited image of the quoted skeet:
A still from Garfield & Friends of a blank canvas on a easel I'm front of a blue door.
Photoshopped onto the canvas is "hardcore lasagne show 2nite" then has a graphic of a lasagne. Bottom small text says "2 bowl minimum"

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 05/10/2026

Emoria doing the no/yes Drake Meme

Emoria no: writing one novel

Emoria yes: WRITING MULTIPLE EMOTIONALLY DEVASTATING NOVELS SIMULTANEOUSLY

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 05/10/2026

🍔🍔

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 05/10/2026

UwU hands pleading eyes emoji

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 05/10/2026

Kissing emoji with 4 hearts

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 05/10/2026

A slur for proponents of the egg prime directive just dropped

A box with a hole to display the content of an egg shaped jar of some sort.
Bottom text on the box labels it as "Egg coddler"

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 04/10/2026

@emoria.bsky.social

Screen from Garfield and Friends of the animals on the farm sitting in a field as the pig walks towards them carrying a copy of Aftertaste

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 04/10/2026

evil cheese, mouse?

Purple cheese emoji with the purple demon emoji's face

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 04/10/2026

An extremely grainy image of a cat's head looking over a ledge. The cat's eyes are pure black, and it's creepy as hell

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 04/10/2026

4 panel comic with Winnie The Pooh and Piglet.
First panel: Pooh sitting with Piglet, both looking happy. Pooh is eating honey and saying "I love honey!".
Second panel: zoom in close on Pooh's face, as they both have a neutral expression. Pooh is saying "you know what I don't love?".
Third panel: Closer in on just Pooh's face, looking displeased, saying "people who choose not to alt text".
Fourth panel: Pooh staring angrily right at the person reading.

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 04/10/2026

A Quiet Place Day One

Poster for A Quiet Place Day One, featuring Lupita Nyong'o and Joseph Quinn I'm New York, looking up at the sky as fireballs rain down

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 04/10/2026

Screenshot of The Click, a handsome Swedish YouTuber, holding a large sword and looking at the camera menacingly. Red stylised text says "Use alt text. This isn't a request"

Ellieween Dawn 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️🥺😏💜 @awkward.gay · 03/10/2026

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