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Autistisk Skogsalv

@autisticwoodelf.bsky.social
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25 ▪︎ AuDHD ▪︎ Trans Woman (She/Her) ▪︎ Music Lover ▪︎ COVID Conscious NSFW Account: @sleepyhead-fritzy.bsky.social

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Ruby, pretty ape machine @anontranshoe.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
woohoo, we're at $186 now, over 10% of the way there, which is good cuz I gotta pay this beast in 9 more days! I wish I could just wave an "I was homeless, bitch" wand to make this debt disappear, but alas the electric co isn't that forgiving
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Can't drive, never had a job, never been to college, yet I still deserve to exist
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Ruby, pretty ape machine @anontranshoe.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
it’s trivially easy to resist this regime if you just take action vs. arguing about which capitalist party should be the one to send sternly worded letters
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Being a girlfailure quirk chungus who is simultaneously slobmaxxing and neetpilled is pretty wack ngl
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Why does life have to feel so devastating all the fucking time?
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
God I wish my body could tolerate THC so I could get stoned and have a good cry, because it feels like I can't even cry anymore
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
I wish that I wasn't so fucking developmentally delayed
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
My first meal of the day
A pot of noodles, broccoli florets, and sliced up tofu
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
I have a vocal stim thanks to vinny vinesauce where I say "speen" repeatedly
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Putting a pound (four-hundred and fifty-four grams) of tofu in my buldak tonight
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
I have Nutshell by Alice in Chains on repeat in my head
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
Listening to DSBM before my therapy phone call so I am emotionally prepared to vent about everything currently eating away at me
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heather @heatherfeather.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
respectfully you do actually need to to shut the fuck up about mask policies if you don't have a post-infectious chronic illness or an immune compromising condition
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
Weekly listens
HEALTH - Death Magic
Vision Video - Inked in Red
DEVILISH TRIO - The Collection
Amebix - No Sanctuary - The Spiderleg Recordings
Antisect - In Darkness There Is No Choice
Abigail - Intercourse & Lust
Tumultuous Ruin - Demo I
Tumultuous Ruin - Demo II
she's green - swallowtail
死夢VANITY - lovely reveries
Discharge - Hear Nothing See Nothing Say Nothing
Hüsker Dü - Zen Arcade
Senthil - Septisemesis
Big Black - Atomizer
Big Black - Songs About Fucking
Desinteresse - Onschuld
Sun of the Blind - Skullreader
Tumultuous Ruin - An Abscess on the Heart of the State
nabeel - نبيل - shams- شمس
Parannoul - Let’s walk on the path of a blue cat
Steve Roden - View
Couch Slut - Contempt
Leftöver Crack - Fuck World Trade
Paysage d'Hiver - Paysage d'Hiver
Violet Cold - Desperate Dreams
Spread The Disease - The Darkness. The Dread. The Suffering.
b e g o t t e n 自杀 - (life cycle) - 生命週期
Protomartyr - Hotel Usona
Couch Slut - My Life as a Woman
Street Sects - End Position
Dystopia - Human = Garbage
Difference Engine - Breadmaker
Shades of Extinction - Pallid Reflections of the Starlight’s Absence
vestige vapor - simplicity
21 Bricks - After the Coma
Windows96 - Enchanted Instrumentals and Whispers
Steve Roden - Forms Of Paper
DEVILISH TRIO - The Collection II
ColdWorld - Melancholie²
HABAK - LAGRIMAS // HABAK
Capital Cities - In a Tidal Wave of Mystery
Blank Banshee - Gaia
Shāhanshāh - !فریاد: برپاخیز! رستاخیز
Lingua Ignota - CALIGULA
The Secret - Solve Et Coagula
Alice in Chains - Jar of Flies
Edweena - Solar Days and Lunar Nights
Couch Slut - Take a Chance on Rock 'n' Roll
Couch Slut - You Could Do It Tonight
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Ruby, pretty ape machine @anontranshoe.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
you're struggling to buy food and pay rent, and you can't afford medical care so that these bozos can buy a 3rd yacht eat the rich
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J. Emory Parker 🏳️‍🌈 @jaspar.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
Meta muse saying why would I deceive you?
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Brooke @brooklynmarie.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
You know what's messed up is this is like the fourth time in twenty years I've read this exact headline
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
I need to get a pair of pliers so I can rip my facial hair out so that I don't have to shave as often because dysphoria is kicking my ass
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
I'm so fucking lonely, I wish that I didn't live in the buttfuck middle of nowhere surrounded by complete strangers...
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
OH FUCK RIGHT OFF INTO THE SUN
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Ev @nerditry.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
wsj.com
The Wealthy in Florence Today Are the Same Families as 600 Years Ago
New research from a pair of Italian economists documents an extraordinary fact: The wealthiest families in Florence today are descended from the wealthiest families of Florence nearly 600 years ago.
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Hazie @hazie.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
“A new brain imaging study led by scientists at the Centre for Addiction and Mental Health has uncovered what researchers describe as the strongest evidence so far that long COVID is associated with damage to dopamine-releasing neurons in the brain.” www.sciencedaily.com/releases/202...
sciencedaily.com
Brain scans reveal a possible cause of long COVID fatigue and brain fog
Researchers have found evidence that long COVID may damage dopamine releasing neurons in the brain, potentially explaining persistent fatigue, low motivation, slowed movement, and memory difficulties....
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Matthew Dow Smith @matthewdowsmith.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
PSA: If you have an older base level Mac DO NOT update to the new Mac OS. It's packed with AI stuff and it might very well just overload your storage. I've been wrestling with it for two days and am going to have to wind back to the previous OS just so I can use my computer.
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Rovy Wade
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
I don't want to die, I just want to cease existing for a while
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
When it gets really bad, all I want is to be held while I cry and told that I'm enough as I am...
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
If it weren't for my girlfriend, I'd have no social life at all, because I live in the middle of nowhere and I'm effectively stranded; I hate how alone I am, I hate that every day feels the same, I hate that my best efforts all amount to nothing and that if I were to die no one would know for days.
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Listening to Antisect and cuddling would fix me :3
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
Weekly listens
Domsta - Deleted Dreams
VAPERROR - Mana Pool
Red Vox - Afterthoughts
Spacehog - Resident Alien
Ghost Tail - A Haunting
Rory in early 20s - Denki no iryoku
Teen Daze - Four More Years
Prince Far I - Silver and Gold 1973-1979
100 gecs - 1000 gecs
猫 シ Corp. - OASYS
Senses Fail - Still Searching
SuBoi - No Nê
Low Roar - Low Roar
Elvis Depressedly - Holo Pleasures
死夢VANITY - lovely reveries
BLOODbath64 - AESTHETICADELICA
Eivør - Slør
40 Watt Sun - Perfect Light
Beach House - Bloom
Molchat Doma - этажи
Molchat Doma - Monument
The Doors - L.A. Woman
Abwärts - Amok Koma
Stereosity - Vast Lands
Deadchovsky - Decadence Revolution
Ladyhawke - Ladyhawke
구룡 - 그리고 겨울은 봄으로 되였다
구룡 - 백두의 소환
P.H.F. - i Hate Myself
DARUMAS - DARUMAS
Cream - Disraeli Gears
The Secret - Solve Et Coagula
Leftöver Crack - Mediocre Generica
Calligram - The Eye Is The First Circle
Past Self - Die Cry Hate
Siekiera - Nowa Aleksandria
Viagra Boys - Common Sense
Viagra Boys - Welfare Jazz
구룡 - 버려진 록음들
Leftöver Crack - Fuck World Trade
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
I don't have a smidgeon of sympathy for someone who tried to stay neutral in the face of an active genocide. That Zionist money was just too good to pass up, wasn't it? Go ahead and cry some more, your tears give me life, I despise rich white liberals like you with every fibre of my being.
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
My head sounds like this sometimes :3 youtu.be/NQN5JwdlXos
youtu.be
Endless Dismal Moan - 06 - Vampire [Endless Dismal Moan]
YouTube video by [Phobos]
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
Wearing this shirt because I'm playing Super Nintendo games with a friend tonight
Me taking a selfie showing off my Super Mario Kart shirt
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
Post your favourite Disney Princess... Wrong answers only...
static.klipy.com
Chainsmoker Cat Leon the Professional
Alt: Yaniko from Chainsmoker Cat with her legs dangling off a balcony, beginning to drool
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DrapPep @drappep.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
never let them guess your next move
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
I need to get a moustache tattooed on my finger so I can pretend I'm a hipster girl from Portland in the early 2010s
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
If you're in the Chicago area, don't attend this show; Fuck nazis and fuck anyone who platforms them🖕
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
Peeling lemons and eating them to show life that I consume the darkness it throws my way as nourishment :3
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
I hunger for vegan pad thai at the maximum spice level
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
Blackened Crust is quickly becoming my favourite genre
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
I would love it if I could have a bunch of great days back to back
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Happy HalloCEEn🎃 @ceeceeceeceecee.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
Ai ruined the charm of old menus, we will miss things like "why and how are the peas upside down"
Pie chips and peas but the peas are photoshopped and turned 180 so they look "upside down"
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Weekly listens
Fad Gadget - Fireside Favorites
Mamaleek - Vida Blue
ISVVC - FACE 2 FACE WITH DEATH
Deerhunter - Cryptograms
Mamaleek - Kurdaitcha
Orchid - Dance Tonight! Revolution Tomorrow!
Delicate Steve - After Hours
Endless Dismal Moan - Endless Dismal Moan
Hopeless - Elements
Gorgoroth - Pentagram
Svartidauði - Flesh Cathedral
Los Tucanes de Tijuana - Para Tucancillos Y Tucancillas
Hotel Pools - Still
Donovan - The Hurdy Gurdy Man
Emeralds - Solar Bridge
Pia Fraus - After Summer
Flesh Libido - Flesh Libido
Samael - Into the Infernal Storm of Evil
Deafheaven - Lonely People With Power
Кино - Группа крови
Liquid Liquid - Liquid Liquid - EP
Liquid Liquid - Optimo
Life - demo
Life - demo two
Life - demo three
Life - demo four
Life - demo five
Life - demo six
Life - demo seven
Life - demo eight
Svartidauði - Revelations of the Red Sword
Life - demo nine
The Velvet Underground - White Light / White Heat
Cherry Glazerr - Apocalipstick
The Seeds - The Seeds
Som - The Shape of Everything
Sólstafir - Í blóði og anda (In Blood and Spirit)
Lifelover - Dekadens
b e g o t t e n 自杀 - (hushwave) - 治愈它
Rudimentary Peni - Death Church
Rudimentary Peni - Cacophony
Chat Pile - Who Loves The Sun
Svartidauði - The Synthesis of Whore and Beast
Darkspace - Dark Space I
Dread Maw - We Were Put On This Earth to Suffer
daytimeissotiring - what isn't remembered never happened
Feminizer - Feminizer
Darkspace - Darkspace II
Sadness - Fading Days Away...
Sadness - To Despair of...
Sadness - Wounded Solitude
Jesu - Jesu
Sleeping Pandora - Quiet Pass
William Basinski - The Disintegration Loops
Misþyrming - Söngvar elds og óreiðu
Senthil - Septisemesis
Salvia Palth - Melanchole
Sadness - tortuga
Duster - Stratosphere
Yellow Swans - Going Places
Street Sects - End Position
Street Sects - The Kicking Mule
Agalloch - Ashes Against the Grain
Squirrel Bait - Squirrel Bait
Carissa's Wierd - Songs About Leaving
Misþyrming - Algleymi
Misþyrming - Með hamri
Tumultuous Ruin - An Abscess on the Heart of the State
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
The pig says "stop resisting"
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
A lot of people don't give a fuck about me and normally that doesn't get to me, but right now I'm feeling absolutely devastated from it; It's absurd how many fake pieces of shit there are in this world, like why the fuck do you pretend to care just to ignore me when I am fucking suffering??
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
Antidepressants can't solve the problems in my life which are rendered permanent by those who have greed and evil in their soul; I wanted a future, one where I grow into an old woman, I don't care about having luxuries, I don't care about status, I just want to grow old...
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
Internally I'm screaming, but externally I'm being pulled down by gravity in a never-ending battle just to do the bare minimum required for my survival
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
It's so fucking difficult to make myself food, I feel like shit every fucking day, and nothing I do helps, I wish I could say that it's just sadness or a lack of interest, but it's actually a physical struggle way more than a mental one.
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Peaches VonGroovy @peachesvongroovy.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
So that's what the kids are calling it.
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🏴 Elder 🏴 @eldergodsdoom.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
This is the utter weakness of the Democratic Party and the shitlibification of US “liberalism” laid bare. Get better candidates or get fucked.
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Autistisk Skogsalv @autisticwoodelf.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
Listening to Screamo and Black Metal demos because I don't have the energy to scream anymore
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