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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈

@autisticventing.bsky.social
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Autism is my painful special interest, I'm a L2 semi-verbal autistic 90s baby with a "Greta Thunberg complex" regarding the autism industry. ♿🩼♾️ She/Her. UK. Underclass, underprivileged Autistic.

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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 24/06/2026
I hate my Autistic mother. She's one of the most unbearable, self-absorbed people on Earth. She has no concept of other people's thoughts and feelings, and still slams doors at the age of 57. Every time I ask her something or speak to her, she has a massive tantrum and argues.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 19/06/2026
"The unprecedented demand prompted NHS England to inject an additional £10 million into extending clinic hours and increasing capacity to process and treat the extra men coming forward." But no extra funding or capacity for Autism recognition, or female conditions like endo? 😡 The favouritism.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 19/06/2026
Men are celebrated for going to the doctor to get their prostate checked. Journalism called it the "Fry Effect" or the "Turnbull Effect". Women are punished for going to the doctor for any condition, and Autistic girls are bullied to suicide for seeking help/diagnosis. #misogyny #sexism
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 19/06/2026
this fun little quiz made me realise that the AQ50 has the same amount of epistemic validity as MBTI and yet MBTI is treated as pseudo-science while the AQ50 is treated as the Word of God 🖕🏼 half of this quiz is literally in the AQ50!
mental age of 34
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 15/06/2026
Autistic adults don't exist. The NHS said so. Any adult who claims to be Autistic is a liar. Any adult who claims to be diagnosed by the NHS is a liar. The NHS said Autistics don't exist.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 14/06/2026
I'm tired of living. This world doesn't fit me. I have nothing to do anymore. My fixations are finished. My spirit is broken. Nobody understands me. Nobody cares. I am invisible and alone.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 09/06/2026
Life with autism is impossible and only killing myself can cure it.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 09/06/2026
Why doesn't my life matter? Because only bourgeois lives matter. I have no value, so I don't get a real autism process. #ActuallyAutistic
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 08/06/2026
There's no help for underclass Autistic girls. There's no justice for survivors of NHS and school abuse. I am silenced, ignored, demonized. #autism #ActuallyAutistic
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 07/06/2026
Why does nobody care that I'm just living in my bedroom, waiting for death?
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 07/06/2026
Bourgeois Autistics owe me a free diagnostic process. 🤲🏼 I'm tired of their fake solidarity. Open your purse, enter my life, give me an expert.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 07/06/2026
This world doesn't fit me and the only cure is suicide.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 07/06/2026
The most devastating part of being an Autistic adult is discovering that there is no scientific way of diagnosing autism. A neurotype that is desperate for a methodical process, cannot find one because it doesn't exist. The psych industry is incapable of science.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 07/06/2026
The wrongness horrors are unbearable. I hate this world.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 07/06/2026
From 2018-2022 I went through a process of Autistic healing. I had come to terms with who I am, I'd found my community/tribe, people understood my struggles, and I was in the best mental health ever. The NHS reversed all of my healing and now I'm in a worse place than when I started!
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 06/06/2026
Am I the only underclass person on the internet? Where are my people who have never been in employment, always been on disability, live in rented accommodation with no family or friends?
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 06/06/2026
dear neurocolonized Autistics and allistic supremacists:
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 06/06/2026
Conservatives don't get it. Progressives don't get it. Literally nobody wants to acknowledge the real social impairments of autism, LMFAO.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 06/06/2026
Things that are not a social impairment: - avoiding eye contact - info dumping a SPIN - stimming Things that ARE a social impairment: - being unable to socialise 🤦🏼‍♀️ This is so obvious and yet NOBODY understands it! #autism #Autistic #ActuallyAutistic
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 06/06/2026
I grew up reading etymology dictionaries so I construct concepts based upon that logic. Re: "profound autism", I am technically one of the most "profoundly Autistic" people on the planet but neither faction wants to acknowledge my Autistic existence. Isn't that funny? 😂
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 06/06/2026
A core aspect of autism is being unable to provide social responses. I have *no social imagination*. Nothing happens in my brain when people talk to me. So why do so many Autistics get mad when I don't reply to them? Do I have to explain autism to Autistics?
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 06/06/2026
The psych industry only incarcerates or ignores the underclass Autistics. Our social value is too low to have diagnostic resources wasted on us. Diagnosis is a bourgeois ornamentation of higher class Autistics.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 06/06/2026
Bourgeois Autistics will always defend their own interests at the expense of me. I cannot find solidarity among the neurocolonized but I can't find other underclass Autistics either. Why am I a group of one? 💔
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 06/06/2026
Life is unbearably long. I woke up today once again feeling disappointed that I didn't perish in my sleep. I'm tired of waking up to this planet that I don't belong to. I'm tired of being excluded from the Human race by their behaviours, institutions and fundamental characteristics.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 06/06/2026
"Industrial society" is an oxymoron.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
The same people who believe in ACAB cannot see that the psych industry is the same un-reformable violence. Autistic clinicians are the "good cops" trying to fix a leviathan system that is fundamentally violent.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
The only way to make "reform" a possibility in the psych industry is if allistics were systematically banned from working in it. Unfortunately that's not possible. So they will always use the industry to populate it with themselves, enact violence and satisfy their supremacist egos.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
My life is proof that the psych industry doesn't care about supporting people. It's basic irrefutable logic. A society that cares, would be there for me. So where are they? It's because they don't care.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
The psych industry cannot be reformed for the same reason that cops can't be reformed. The purpose of the psych industry is leviathan violence: to control, incarcerate, punish and eradicate NDs. It's also driven by profit and the desire of neurotypicals to aggrandize themselves.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
My Housing Association cuts the grass multiple times a year and so I'm being gassed in my bedroom via the petrol smell. It makes me feel nauseous and lightheaded. And the noise of the cutter is so loud! I'm tired of ableist violations. This is sensory assault.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
I'm so tired of struggling through this pointless Autistic life. Why must I live with a person who actively sabotages everything instead of giving me a secure life?
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
Even if I am in a life-threatening situation like choking to death or a broken leg, she would ignore me & have a tantrum over how it's inconveniencing her day or her obsessive interests. I believe parents who say some of their Autistic children are unbearable, because I live with the adult version.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
Autism does fundamentally impair some people's empathy. My "mother" has no concept of anyone outside herself, I have told her she makes me feel suicidal & begged her tearfully to think about my hurt feelings, but she doesn't listen, she just makes it about herself & repeats the harmful behaviours.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
The selfish egg donor that I'm forced to live with, is really reckless with money to the point of home-threatening debt crisis over the past few years. It has destroyed my mental health. What's worse is that she hides it from me, so I only find out when we're being threatened with action.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
Living under Autistic genocide every day is unbearable.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
Had a head hitting meltdown.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
I have a list of Autistic girls tortured to death by the NHS and I feel I may have to add myself to the list. Living is unbearable.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
I'm tired of being trapped under the fascist structures of this world. I cannot escape them. They are torturing me and suffocating me. Everything is an exclusionary bureaucracy.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
If the psych industry was legit, it would be rushing to help me. I would have experts in my life explaining why I'm different and why I struggle at normal things. Nobody is rushing to help me because the psych industry isn't interested in providing help, it just wants a profit.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
The psych industry only diagnoses you if they want to get rid of you. A successful diagnosis simply says, "you're annoying enough that we agree you belong in the gas chamber". Diagnosis is just a pro-genocide document.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
Allistic ideology dictates that only diagnosed Autistics exist, and therefore purchasing a diagnosis is supporting their agenda and perpetuating violence against the undiagnosed.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
Being epistemically erased from existence is the most profound isolation a human can suffer. Imagine being Autistic with absolutely no community, because you're the only one who was rejected. Genocidal allism has rendered me invisible forever.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
Diagnostic bureaucracy is epistemic genocide, part of the ongoing attempt to genocide Autistics. A "No" option in diagnosis is genocidal violence. It's the allistics declaring that you don't deserve to exist because you don't fit their gas chamber stereotype.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
The psych industry doesn't want to help me because it was never built to help me. It was built on centuries of persecution and incarceration. They're fascist neurocolonizers, a tool of capitalism and allistic supremacy.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
We went 200,000 years without diagnosis. Diagnosis is an artificial, arbitrary social construct built to murder us.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
Middle class people live in a world where bureaucracy just works for them. Bureaucracy is incompatible with and hostile to underclass people.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
Diagnosis is bourgeois pseudo-science. Bureaucracy is fundamentally antithetical to Autistic liberation. Creating obstacles and a yes/no binary is how they divide and murder us. Nobody can know you're Autistic except yourself.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 04/06/2026
I don't belong in the world. I was born profoundly different.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 03/06/2026
Autism cakes are a sign of affluenza. It's "tone deaf". I'm tired of seeing other Autistics showing off their privileges.
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Semi-Verbal Autistic 🌈 @autisticventing.bsky.social · 03/06/2026
Why doesn't my mental health matter? Why do only upper class people matter? The inconsistency is confusing.
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