Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 35mI've been using a list of things that I've said I needed to do for months/years and making sure I try to cross at least one thing off per day. A nice side effect is that weeks actually feel much longer. Before, 1 week felt like a day. Also, we're actually doing stuff again, which is nice 💖 010
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 30/09/2026Getting in the right mindset for streaming again be like "DOKTOR, TURN OFF MY CRINGE INHIBITORS!!!" 054
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 30/09/2026OK 72 HOUR STREAM THE— Ok fine we'll do a 42 hour stream if we hit 1 million subs/followers on any platform. That work? 110
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 30/09/2026My health was always bad, but I'm really missing my 2022 body's energy rn 😣 We're really paying for yesterday's stream today, maybe no more 5+ hour streams 😅 and certainly no more 24 hour streams... LET'S GOOO 48 HOUR STRE— —No. 131
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 29/09/2026One of the sad things about returning after a massive hiatus like that is that most of your original audience has (understandably) moved on, and it'll be difficult to get the same community vibe as before. I'm incredibly grateful to anyone who has stuck around this long, hopefully no not hiatuses 020
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 29/09/2026It's been 3 FUCKING YEARS and we're finally coming back to streaming! Announcement stream with a schedule and everything is on 10/3/26 at 9:00am CST 💖 we are taking it slow, but it'll be good to finally be back in some capacity. I won't have the same energy I used to, but there will be moments 131
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 29/09/2026I streamed for over 5 FUCKING HOURS holy shit 💖😭 I'm so exhausted but I FUCKING DID IT — on a bad health day no less. I'm slowly finding my footing it seems. Also, we were streaming my new community Minecraft server, which you can join here if you want: www.arukanavt.com/minecraft-se... 041
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 28/09/2026I've learned to do the classic anime girl voice surprisingly well... Maybe I should try some voice acting or something? Can't do it for too long without wearing myself out, but holy gender euphoria 💖 I honestly have no idea if I'll actually do this, but give me some lines to voice act and I might 020
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 27/09/2026People who use AI "art" as their own are the same people who grabbed random images from Google and claimed they made them 021
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 26/09/2026Looks like I was kinda wrong about that first part 010
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 26/09/2026Just finished outlining everything I want to do before 2027. This includes returning to streaming before the end of Oct (ideally September), starting Wreyvia Prototype, making a new song, starting the Minecraft server, and restarting the webcomic. We got our work cut out for us, but we're so behind 130
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 26/09/2026Cold went away and guess I'm pretty sure my chronic fatigue and fibromyalgia went into FUCKING REMISSION 😭💖 IM SO FUCKING HAPPY AND FULL OF ENERGY FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 5 MONTHS 😊 Holy shit I almost forgot what this was like I know it'll come back soon, but I'm grateful for every second this lasts 252
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 26/09/2026I would, but I'm still kinda sick and don't wanna infect y'all 😔 hopefully we can hang out soon tho 010
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 26/09/2026It's important to keep doing stuff and having fun no matter what 120
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 26/09/2026The more I realize that things will never really get better, the more I try to embody this energy 351
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 26/09/2026We gotta get back to streaming & stuff, I gotta make up for the 5 months I've been bedridden. Expect a shit ton of content and stuff over the next 2 months if I have anything to say about it 110
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 26/09/2026WAIT ITS ALMOST OCTOBER?! I swear this year just started... 130
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 25/09/2026Also, think we need another detox from news and political content for a while. Hopefully this time it'll stick 010
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 25/09/2026It's so hard actually splitting the day between multiple projects for multiple alters. Things used to be more in line before because we were all working on the same projects, but that has certainly changed 💜: sorry =n= 💚: it's ok, we like what we like 💖 also you're easily the best artist here 120
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 25/09/2026Real talk though, there's a lot of things it could be that aren't that bad. Gonna go to an AutoZone at some point soon to get it checked for free 010
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 25/09/2026Check engine light just came on. You know, at this point it's just funny 110
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 24/09/2026More desma art CW: Dissociation, Blood, Generally Intense 010
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 24/09/2026Related: here's a WIP of young Desma next to current Desma 💔 110
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 24/09/2026Had probably the most emotionally intense pf2e session of my life last night. Still kinda recovering and I'm in a bit of a malaise. It was a lot, but those sessions are always my favorite. 131
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 23/09/2026If you are an AI "artist" please unfollow me, you are not welcome here 020
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 23/09/2026AI slop account tried to follow me — blocked. I don't care how good anything made with AI looks or sounds. If it was made by AI it's slop 120
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 23/09/2026Better than I thought lol — a lot of these are on my endless watch list 020
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 23/09/2026This is the 3rd time I've gotten sick this month 😣 this one's pretty nasty too 000
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 21/09/2026Also, even if it is some sort of worst-case degenerative disease (pretty unlikely at this point thankfully), I will regret every day I didn't take advantage of. 000
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 21/09/2026Me and my partner are working on a schedule, and will hopefully be back soon. There will be days I have to cancel. There will be days where I am clearly very tired or in pain. There will be hiatuses. But at least we're doing something other than waiting 110
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 21/09/2026While that's definitely not too old for streaming, it's a wake up call that time is moving. I think instead of chasing an idealized state where I can be at 100%, it's better to stream anyway and accept that I can't carry the same energy as I used to — although there are certainly days we can. 110
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 21/09/2026Kinda shifting mindsets a bit on streaming. I was hoping for a clear answer from Mayo Clinic and a clear path to recovery, but now I don't think I'll be back at 100% for years — especially considering the dental work. Here's the thing: I'm 28, and will likely be 32 by the time I get this figured out 131
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 20/09/2026I just found out that samus is over 6 feet tall aldkfhfhshfhfjfngkg. I'm SO GAY °///° 000
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 20/09/2026💜: finished my second sketchbook, that's 2 in 5 months =w= 💚: I believe that's over 1000 drawings including individual panels of comics. Pretty insane tbh 💜: MANGA not comics >n< 💚: whatever you say lol 060
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 20/09/2026Just did one of my best streams in a while. It was pretty short, but the first half had the same energy as our old 2020-2023 content. Might've been able to keep it up longer if our younger alters didn't use all the body's energy running around the house earlier 😭 030
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 20/09/2026*opens fridge literally full of food* There's nothing to eat 040
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 20/09/2026Woah, just slept for over 12 hours... I guess I needed it 🤷♀️ 121
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 18/09/2026Also, in being plural with many younger alters, we kind of actually lived this when those younger alters surfaced. 💜: this body sucks so fucking much I just want to draw girls kissing and go to cons =n= 010
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 18/09/2026Shocked, scared, and kind of excited all at once. A lot of things would make a lot more sense. She would also make use of our body's full abilities while she could... Also, very much a "you're still alive?!" moment 110
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 17/09/2026They said my MRI/MRA/MRV showed no evidence for it, but they do want to review the images in case they missed something. I'm still a little worried about it because of the cough/strain headaches. 010
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 17/09/2026Since fibromyalgia doesn't really have a cure — but also is not fatal or progressive — the focus is going to shift to symptom management. I need to set up my bed streaming setup and figure out how to do things again. Physical therapy will also probably help. There is some hope now 130
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 17/09/2026Sooo update: I saw a neurologist and everything seems good?! I don't have POTS or other apparent Dysautonomia, and my MRIs don't show any signs of increased pressure. With all that ruled out, Fibromyalgia looks very likely. Also, need to get a GI workup as well. 440
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 15/09/2026I have two kinds of posts: [Insert horrifying life event here] Or "Akdkekammffkfkkks g-girls kissiiiiiing >////<" 151
Aru 🏳️⚧️🌸 Fairy VTuber @arukanavt.com · 14/09/2026Dysphoria is really kicking my ass lately. Send cute OC pics and I might draw them to take my mind off of it 120