Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 01/10/2026FF14 AND Fighting games consistently make me more mad than anything. Its this endless cycle of feeling like no no you should be proud and then feeling like shit when you actually look around. 140
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 15/09/2026Sometimes I get in bed and the vibes are just off and the universe feels bad and I dont know why. 040
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 28/08/2026I have/had crippling anxiety and I took it out on people by playing Darius top. Im sorry universe please dont make my fears come true. 130
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 03/08/2026I think when people overly dedicate and fixate on good or mundane things its very fun. Here's my 10k bottlecaps. Here's my collection of lizards. Here's every photo of a lighthouse I could visit so far. Art also qualifies in there. I just really like drawing dragons. Etc etc. 050
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 28/07/2026I hope my lack of power does not prevent me from getting my rengar skin or ill become the jonkler 000
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 28/07/2026On kind of a day sensitive schedule and lost a day to the power being out feels very bad man. 000
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 24/07/2026I become actually disfunctional in the space between interviews. It is probably the time I feel as if I have an anxiety disorder the most. Theres other things that need me to care about them but I struggle when I cant think about anything else easily. 020
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 22/07/2026Going through a relatively important interview process soon. Stressed af about it but trying to believe in myself. Im sad it isnt game dev but not starving to death would be cool. 370
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 20/07/2026Had probably yet another run for worst day of the year to the point some really really nasty thoughts I havent seriously thought since like highschool came back. Depression is a hell of a thing. Im a bit better at the end of the day. But it all felt and still feels like garbage. 230
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 19/07/2026Lots of bad things in a short period of time again today. I feel like life should be easier given my circumstances but im just doing something wrong. 030
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 14/07/2026One last power up. One more level. And then I can be the shot caller my static needs for P4. Perhaps then I will be ready to clear. Im going to earn this clear. 040
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 11/07/2026You learn a lot about the people around you whenever you do challenging things with them. And that's something I think is kind of interesting. Who was there selflessly when they didn't need to be? Who was positive or negative all the time? Who made you think i would do that again with you? 170
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 08/07/2026Honestly pretty nervous for Thursday. Dont want to disappoint people on what promises to be the hardest FF14 activity ive gotten to partake in yet. Runescape is so much more chill. You cant disappoint anyone but the chicken farmers who watch their livestock fall to psychopaths. 120
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 05/07/2026Universe telling me to k*s kinda day again. Ngl the ultimate and the rest of life are just conspiring to take all my fun and make me miserable. For the last few weeks whenever ive expected anything ive been dissapointed. 250
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 04/07/2026Finally done with each raid plan for UMAD. Its always nice when u read the last slide and you're like yup that's the fight. Now for the hard part mit and doing it all. 060
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 02/07/2026Bout to pull apart a Unity Class with 355 references pray for me. 020
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 29/06/2026Thinking bout pfing the early stages of UMAD again on a different class. It might be more fun that continuing to throw my head at the p4 wall. Seems literally every other one of my friends has seen p4 though so its a tough conundrum. 140
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 27/06/2026I think the amt of effort ive been giving UMAD relative to my energy has unfortunately been an inverse relationship. Trying to work up the effort to finish it all out has been hard and getting harder. BH has been a challenging prog point to see past... 130
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 26/06/2026I got up to make lunch made the mistake of sitting down cat fell asleep in my lap... I love her but she has the worst timing. 010
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 26/06/2026I judge viper players but today I played league of legends and had fun. At least im punching up i guess. (Cho'Gath ADC will always be fun. Live your truth.) 020
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 24/06/2026Day 10 of me saying. Nah I wont pf tonight then doing it anyway. Why do I even lie to myself at this point. Im destined to spend two hours every night wiping to p1. Its my home now. 040
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 22/06/2026Pretty annoyed its my fault that we wiped on the furthest p3 pull we saw tonight after being so sure that would not be the case. Wasn't even an especially hard pattern. Expected a bit better after the work I put in but c'est la vie. 130
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 21/06/2026So tired but I want to see p4 very badly. Still having fun at least. Gotta stop pfing until 4 in the morning tho. Think its like a league of legends situation and the better parties happen earlier in the day because people get tired. 010
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 19/06/2026The P3 UMAD sim is actually going to save me. Holy fuck I don't even know how long this would take me to be able to call otherwise. I've been trying to do outlandish things while simming to practice the distraction of healing. It's like a metric ton of work, but honestly humanity has done worse. 2100
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 19/06/2026Ah friends kept me up till 5 am in a discord call again. I wouldn't have it any other way. 360
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 14/06/2026I like pfing with my chud friends that arent in my static it sort of feels like a vacation home. Static is fun and I treasure them so much, but I think its nice to play with my other friends in a semi serious environment with no pressure. Its ironically often nearly as productive per hour. 110
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 06/06/2026Doing an ultimate on content feels like ur part of a daily release schedule. Ah yes, its been 3 days since anything relevant to the world race happened in this phase, you may have the good strats plebians. 130
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 05/06/2026Silver 3 in 2xko but managed to beat an emerald with my gold duo. This game is so funny. They got beat so bad they just quit after 1. This game is so fake sometimes it's hilarious. 010
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 03/06/2026This is the first time ive wanted more than 4 days week 1. I wouldn't wanna do it long term but I kinda dread pf and I wanna do more UMAD 120
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 02/06/2026Having trouble sleeping the night before the ulti be like here we go 6 hrs the night before weeeeeee. 000
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 30/05/2026007 First Light has been so awesome to play through. It feels like a game that rightfully earned the 70$ price point. Its genuinely inspiring work so far. I think as long as IO dont like shutter everything else to churn out sequels this could be an amazing series. Might be game of the year for me. 000
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 25/05/2026The way I view my personality it seems as if its a mouse on a wheel doomed to exhaustion. Im a lowkey control freak who hates making decisions. 220
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 23/05/2026Like I do really get the whole puppygirl thing sometimes. Like I spend every day making decisions for people and problem solving and then damn what do I get more decisions and problem solving. What do puppygirls get idk treats and probably walkies? 140
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 22/05/2026I think ever since they killed happy chaos in the streets and stomped on his corpse guilty gear has been a bittersweet. Its turned from a thing i sometimes find myself frustraited with to a thing im often frustrauted with. Its like I want it to change again and I hope the next version is better. 120
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 18/05/2026Aygi's latest ragebait is telling me they'd only have to care to beat me at guilty gear. But they'd probably pick the non-binary character out of solidarity and good vibes.... and then we'd learn perspective about forgotten things even as a endwalker mch main. 120
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 26/04/2026And as of today I have completed every ultimate in the game. Still only feels like at most half the journey lol but it's a great mountain to have climbed. Couldn't have done it without my friends ty everyone who helped pf with me. 020
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 21/04/2026I might actually have to get this tamodachi life game.... I have so many memey desires and none of them are good. 010
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 09/04/2026I should make another YouTube video after my nearly 2 year departure. But its been hard to muster up a concise and entertaining version of what I have to say. I guess I could do it over multiple videos maybe? But idk if im ready to commit to that lol. Idek if the 2nd one will be half as good. 010
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 09/04/2026So happy chaos feels like really bad on first impressions. A lot of my muscle memory from combos is dead. A lot of the old routing is dead. Its almost entirely new but bad new? Gun pull feels like trash. Bullet mid combo feels like trash. Resources aren't free any more. 100
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 08/04/2026I have like a lot of thoughts on the new GG Strive patch. Debating if I should make a video talking about it. But essentially im grieving the loss of something I loved. The game as a whole will be better but I dont think they had to kill what made me fall in love with it. 120
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 27/03/2026It makes me so mad to be bad at both Top and Deadlock. I can't do top without feeling guilty and I can't do deadlock without feeling stupid. 000
Aria @arianeedscoffee.bsky.social · 05/03/2026I can feel it in the air. World of warcraft calls me home. But I must think of the lives Id endanger by answering. What if eggi never goes outside again I ponder. I suppose that was always a concern and world of warcraft isnt really special in that regard. Hmmmm.... 010
