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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

I know i should focus on these new people but yeah I've worked here for almost 7 years 😞it makes me sad

awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

but anyway this is jsut my rejection sensitivity... because I always feel like shit when he walks away because I feel like im insufferable or smtn

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

anyway i liked talking to him because only him and 1 other girl are on the same age range.... (30s), everyone else is either my mom's age or older.... the other girl is into jersey shore, drinking and casinos😭 we are the only nerds...

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

havent talked about anything besides work (at work) in the past 3 months either work or stuff they all do on weekends... 😭

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

nah im so mentally exhausted from my SUPPOSED FRIEND-COWORKER likeeee there's 3 of us here, and 2 students both students leave, so does 3rd coworker... usually, he would hang out with me, make conversation, we would update each other on games.... but he just walked away... again

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

its gonna be strange but idky I've felt so disconnected from dnp this past 6 months 😞 I dont feel like the "friends" vibe i felt before, but more of a content/product vibe maybe thats why I havent kept up with their uploads lately😞 but I could also just feel off due to depression

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

idk anyway just ranting life is so heavy, truly I dont believe it's worth it but my cats still need me, so I prevail

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

I always Google "why cant i connect with anyone, why cant i make friends, why do i feel so detached to this world, why am I so hard to be around" 😅😅

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

I still dont feel connected to anyone I've met in the past 10 years... other than maybe my coworker (who is ignoring/avoiding me or smtn idk he doesnt talk to me like before... so i dont feel like i have friends at work www

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

anyway they're all nice ofc I met them formally at my friend's wedding last year, and I joined on of their gaming campaigns ONE day lol but yeah idk I liked seeing her and her hubby, it was easier even though we are all introverts so... we are "conversation followers" not starters lol

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

my friend's friend group are all going to see Spiderman this Saturday but im not caught up😂

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

work has been torturous lately... i'm learning a lot, ofc... but, following my trainer around is mentally draining... she's a complainer (not about me but about tests added).. and she loses her patience really quickly, too

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

July 15 was a bad puzzle day

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

I know its 2 am but I need to change the litter box/take it out but I dont want to go outside 😭 but I HAVE to, man my cats only go after breakfast and dinner so thats why I wasn't worried about waiting, but since the air q. is the same, ill do it now 🧍🏽‍♀️

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

earlier, and now at 2 am.. not much difference

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

air quality so bad hurts the eyes

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

I gotta get UP CLEAN do laundry and go buy a damn tv... it's been like 2 weeks since mine broke lmao

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jø @softestecho.bsky.social · 26/06/2026

i can't even describe how much i hate ticketmaster

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

did yall get tickets I feel like a bad fan 😅 because I decided not to spend😭

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

I want m&g😭😭😭 but last time was over 200 lol

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⚧︎ruwe/james☭ @marxistphan.eurosky.social · 22/06/2026

hell is real and it's called phannieism since 2011

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

fuckass venue, what happened to the chicigo theater!!!

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

leg bruise day 4 😂 hit a desk... you can the the desk line skrjwjd anyway I like how bruises look sometimes

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

last week, my tv broke lol I haven't bought a new one so my cats have been without background noise for a week😔so i come home, and play YouTube on my laptop so we catch watch together TVs are sk expensiveeee

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

baby gender non conforming jimin

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

pull 85 (85) for lohen😅😅 when this patch is dry as hell I can only do solos now lmao

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

south and north tornadoes at the same time, and i work in la porte we'll see how the roads look today ww

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

they counted 51 tornadoes like 30 mins ago

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

it's still kinda storming but yeah, the cats and i left the bathroom www I live in an apartment, 3rd and top floor so, that's my safest bet www

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

I was watching the livestream, and he kept announcing a new tornado every 2-3 mins 😂literally had them north and south

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

tornadoes will everywhere except where i live😭

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

today marks 1 month since my training as a vascular tech started so far, it's been really good, I think? I am able to understand what i'm looking at better, and i'm getting used to the anatomy too... i say this but it varies from patient to patient 😂 some, i'm completely lost lmao

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

year 6 of my family thinking I work in radiology instead of cardiology also year 6 of them asking me to look at their recent xrays 😭

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 30/04/2026

rude to release merch in this economy

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 30/04/2026

not capitalist phan striking again

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

what do people do when their car breaks down and they have no money for a new one, nor can they afford car payments anyway🤪 asking for a friends!!! I'm totally ok!! nothing is wrong!

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 17/04/2026

i'm still pulling on linnea's banner to get illuga constellations lol he's still at c3, nothing yet...... I do want Lohen and Durin's weapon so I should be pulling but 😭I want illuga c6, man

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 17/04/2026

also, i have the ultimate team.... missing linnea's and zibai's weapons but yes.... all according to keikaku

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 17/04/2026

I wanted to share this yesterday but the app kept crashing

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 13/04/2026

my precious jikook I hope they dosband so they can form a unit hehe

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 13/04/2026

how does it feel to live in countries where the weather apps are actually accurate? lol it said it was going to be really nice, just overcast why is it storming? I left my windows open this has been a daily thing since the orange came

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awen🍃 @arenito.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

its ok i know I can do it possibly but still

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