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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️

@aoicanary.bsky.social
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47 year old trans woman (she/her). Started HRT as of 8/8/25! I'm into anime, comics, manga, movies, music (looove TMBG), video games (Sorry just PC, I haven't had a console since the 360), and... stuff!

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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 10h
Last night's stream was really fun. Might have another go tonight (Monday), with some Iron Nest artillery goodness, or finally finish Dispatch. Depends how much energy I have by the end of the day, y'know? For the first half of your Twitch Monday, watch @Talespinner.stream . You won't regret it!
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 22h
Gonna do some streaming of MTG Arena because why not! www.twitch.tv/kurika_78
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MTG Arena | Are we human? Or are we token? | Streaming magic: the gathering.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
I swear, if one more political commercial comes up talking about "the radical trans agenda" I'm gonna lose my shit. x_x
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 07/09/2026
I made the mistake of looking at myself in the large mirror over my dresser before I got into bed. I'm fucking hideous.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
"You've gotta get better, you're all that I've got..." Every time I hear these AJR song lyrics, I think of when Mom was getting near the end. That section of the song would just repeat in my head like a mantra. But she didn't get better.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
Decide the accuracy amongst yourselves.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
I'm trying. I really am. And I apologize if I drop out of anyone's Twitch streams without a goodbye, that just means I unexpectedly ran out of juice and didn't want to lie about why I was leaving or tell the truth and bring the mood down.
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TheShunbun @theshunbun.bsky.social · 14/08/2026
Have to run this Lacye back 🖤
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 12/08/2026
I can't keep doing this. Arguments with Dad where he ignores the truth. Being treated like a servant by my sister. Neverending pain. Something has to give. Sarah, Mark, Winter, Liz, Laura, Lisa, Tempest, Pheebs, Ophie, Lexie, Moons, and all my other friends, you're what keeps me alive.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
Aw, bugger-- yrsterday (8/8) eas my 1 year HRT-versary. One year on hormones. Totally forgot. Today was my first injection of Estradiol Valerate instead of a patch! I will not be posting a comparison pic, though, because it would just be disappointing. XD
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
Doing an Iron Nest stream today that I wanted to do yesterday! Might not be very long, but I'll still make things go boom with a giant cannon. And that's what it's all about, right? www.twitch.tv/kurika_78
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Iron Nest | Time to fling some shells around! | Streaming iron nest: heavy turret simulator.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 08/08/2026
I am experiencing difficulty in prying myself out of bed. The day started with a migraine, continued with a lot of driving and walking and bright lights, and the only high points have been hugging a very kind nurse and eating pizza. x_x
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 08/08/2026
I know I said I was gonna stream at 7, but today took a ton out of me. Still resting. Sorry. :\
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
I was gonna stream Iron Nest last night, but instead ended up watching other streams. So instead, I'm going to try and stream it tonight. Planned time is around 7pm CST, but could start a bit earlier depending on when dinner happens. So, if you want to see me using artillery, stop by tonight! :3
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 04/08/2026
Found a really chill British vtuber to spend some off-time watching, she actually ended up getting me somewhat back into Honkai Star Rail, even. Very nice person. If you want to give her a look, check out GracefulAcee on Twitch. www.twitch.tv/GracefulAcee
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She honkai though that Star Rail. One day vtube studio will open.... Steam wasnt logged in. GG | Streaming honkai: star rail for 3 viewers.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 03/08/2026
So I guess I'm just screwed as far as HRT goes. Endo moved me from pills to patches because the pills apparently were a danger to me based on my migraine and other medical history. Patches kept being out of stock, so we moved me to injections. Now injections have STARTED OFF out of stock.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 03/08/2026
Well, these are... things. Do with them what you will.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 03/08/2026
Always a great sign when your first bowel movement of the day includes a helping of acid and blood. GI appointment isn't until the end of August, but I can at least mention it to the doc tomorrow.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 03/08/2026
This effing week. Tuesday, drive half an hour to my doctor to talk about my weight. Thursday, drive fifteen minutes to get my eldest sister and bring her back to my house. Friday, drive her 45 minutes in for exploratory surgery, waiting in the hopsital for 2-3 hours. Saturday, drive her home.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 02/08/2026
Today has been a mess mentally. Having to constantly keep up distractions because otherwise I start justifying ending my existence, castigating myself for every time I've failed, asking why I bother with any of this when I'm obviously not doing anything right or trying hard enough. Stuff.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 31/07/2026
Had a... bad dream. One of those ones where you think you're awake. It was actually normal until the end. I was trying to go up to my bedroom, but I was slowing down. Harder to move, to breathe. I collapsed on the stairs. When I woke up, I could barely breathe. Took a good half hour to get stable.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 30/07/2026
Endo is putting me on injections because the pills are still potentially dangerous to me with my migraines and stuff, and the patches are having supply problems. Whee, needles!
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
I can still DO things. Just not enough of them. The longer I stand, the more it hurts. And it feels like it's starting at a slightly higher pain level every day. Even sitting down isn't safe any more; it starts concentrating pain at the base of my spine. I need a total body replacement.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
Oh good lord my legs do not want to work. Yesterday just caught up with me, I think. Had to take a sumatriptan again this morning, too. I've gotta do my sister's lunch and meds, though. If I fall, I fall. Won't be the first time.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 28/07/2026
Short MTG Arena stream before dinner because why not. www.twitch.tv/kurika_78
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Short MTG Arena stream before I have dinner. | Streaming magic: the gathering.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 28/07/2026
Sent my endo a message asking if there was anything at all we could do about me not being able to get my patches since Walmart is still out and so are the other pharmacies around here. I've got enough to last until Friday. That's it.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 28/07/2026
I left home at 6AM to go pick up my sister for her doctor appointment. It is now 10:43AM. I JUST GOT HOME. I am tired, my hip is killing me, I have been fighting off the sleeping effects of a sumatriptan I had to take because of an impending migraine all morning, I am not happy.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 28/07/2026
Power eventually came back on last night around 10:30, five and a half hours after it went down. Can't remember if I posted about that or not. Now drove my sister in for an early doctor appointment... way too far away. Already spent an hour and a half in the car and it's not even 8AM.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 28/07/2026
2.5 hours of power out now. We eventually went out to eat. Ameren finally reported that the cause was "equipment failure" and they've dispatched a crew to fix it. My sister in Greenville elaborated further that a pole is down across IL40. Dunno how long that'll take to fix. *sighs*
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 27/07/2026
Power just went out. It's 96°F outside, feels like 114°F. I get the feeling that everyone has been running their AC units and the system just sort of collapsed under the load. Won't know more until the power company updates things.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 24/07/2026
"And In God We Trust, Salt turns to rust; Ashes from Eden, And bone... into dust." -"Bones Into Dust," Fred Haring
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 23/07/2026
Cooking is prepared to happen! (Mashed potatoes out of shot to left.)
A pan is heating, sausage and sauerkraut wait to cook.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
*sighs* I can't get any enjoyment out of Magic any more. I'm making decks that I think are fun to play, they're making decks that are designed to win in as few turns as possible. I'm just playing for enjoyment, they're following a complicated flowchart of combos. When did it stop being a game?
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
I absolutely hate it when I come up against decks in Arena where their main concept is using the "heist" mechanic or taking cards from their opponent's library. If you're not going to play your own deck, then don't play. Because I'm just going to concede and then move on to the next match.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
Cooking is happening!
A photo of my ingredients for dinner, which is Tuna & Noodles. Egg noodles, peas, tuna, and cream of mushroom soup.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
@rincewind.run , can we do something about this lonely copy of Lords & Ladies that needs to be claimed?
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
Instagram has been serving me SO many furry posts lately. And I frickin' love it. Furries are some of the nicest people out there, and it's wonderful to see them so excited to show off new fursuits, or tech, or even do things like cooking while suited. It's just such a pure happiness.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
Just when I thought maybe supplies were getting back to normal, nope, Walmart is out of estradiol patches again. I've got some left to tide me over, but last time it took them two weeks just to get me 14 days of supply instead of a full month. What's causing this shortfall, anyway?
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 19/07/2026
I should be asleep. I feel quite ill. My body has been beaten up over the last two days, and Sunday isn't going to be better. Monday is going to be worse. Instead I've been sitting here being depressed for the last half hour. I don't recommend it as a pastime.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 18/07/2026
Didn't play any games tonight. Or use my computer at all. Just been laying here in bed watching YouTube shorts and watching time pass while not wanting to get up. Then I got up, limped downstairs, made myself a bowl of ramen and got a bowl of cherries, grabbed a Coke, and limped back into bed.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 18/07/2026
GAAAH, LEFT NIPPLE IS SO SORE AND ITCHY!!!! *frees bewbs, flops down on bed in dark to rest before doing any game stuff* x_x
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Ten | "Hold On, Let Me Save" @theletterten.lol · 18/07/2026
I own all four of the Doctor Who Magic the Gathering Commander Decks and I am looking to offload them. They are unopened. Leave a comment if interested or DM me. Must live in the US. I only accept PayPal. #mtg #edh
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 18/07/2026
I wasn't cooking, but was willing to do a frozen pizza. Dad wasn't willing to eat a frozen pizza, so we went out for dinner. Again. And the first place we went to had a massive wait time for a table and nowhere to sit while waiting. I wanted to go somewhere else. Dad decided to wait. I am pain.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 17/07/2026
Anybody else find it mildly hilarious that somehow I'm still the one driving everyone else to their doctor appointments (and driving myself) when we know that driving makes my hip worse? "Sacrifice the youngest one, that's what they're for!" x_x
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 17/07/2026
Finally back home. I am sore EVERYWHERE. Stupid body.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 17/07/2026
I am tired, but at least more happy than I was a bit ago. I'll take what I can get.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 17/07/2026
Success! Blood and urine given. Even more than that, I went to where I had my last haircut and asked if they had any walkins available, and instead ended up talking with a VERY nice stylist who had worked with hair for several people that transitioned! I have an appointment for tomorrow.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 17/07/2026
Got to the clinic where they do blood labs and ended up trying to help a panicking lady in a dead van in the middle of the street. Her van had no standard drive shifter, just buttons, meaning without power we couldn't put it in neutral to push it. The police showed up and said they'd handle it.
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Kurika 🏳️‍⚧️ @aoicanary.bsky.social · 17/07/2026
I have spent all of today since 7:45 AM (CST) in either my car or a medical facility. Finally getting a few minutes at home to use the bathroom, but then I get to drive off again to get blood tests done for my urologist. This is the most I've been out of the house in ages but I hate it.
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Paige Christine @paigechristiner.bsky.social · 17/07/2026
Hey all. We are down to the wire and honestly I’m panicking as I don’t think we are going to make it. We are so far away and I don’t see a way to save our home. I’m fucking dying rn If you can help at all, please do. We have to have this in tomorrow to stop everything. 😭😭😭
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