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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

re: the aggie lamorak posting. what if the guy you really really really hated with every fiber of your being was kind of into you beating the shit out of him as a form of self harm but also a sex thing. and you are also into beating the shit out of him as your own self harm thing but also a sex thi

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

the funny thing abt having memory issues is sometimes ill remember the shit i came up with and it'll hit me like a freight train. aggravaine and lamorak you'll always be famous to me <- getting nauseous just thinking about them

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agravain "liker" @twunkus.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

obsessed w this little lancelot buried in my art app i no longer remember the context of. what did he see

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agravain "liker" @twunkus.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i love to draw him like this. that one its always sunny clip where dennis is like "im having FEELINGS again like some kind of FOURTEEN YEAR OLD"

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headfallsoff @headfallsoff.com · 27/02/2026

THIS IS WHAT SAM ALTMAN WANTS TO TAKE FROM YOU

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Mel 💛 @potatocrisp.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Boy put that boaner away lest a sloppy little critter grabs hold of it

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Patron Saint of Whores @0hmama.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

anyway, large breasts and body fat are constantly sexualized for no fucking reason while skinny bodies are not. fat bodies and large breasts are considered fetish content before they are considered People Existing in Their Bodies as Nature Intended in the Same Clothes as Thin People.

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

i still feel Severely rusty with art i need to see if any mutuals would be down for like . a low pressure art trade/requests/whatever fdskljf.

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agravain "liker" @twunkus.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

[cuntifies your evil knight] #FATEGRANDORDER #FGO

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

i never considered fem gaheris before but now that i have it makes me feel stupid for never thinking about it before. Grabbing her shoulders. kill your mother. it will give you absolution. it will fix you.

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

redesigning all my orkneys except for gawain bc he's perfect already i just need to draw him better fjFJKD i cooked with all of the orkneys having wings etched into the back of their armor to match their coat of arms and mordred scratching his out when he has his treachery arc .i like them

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

hallucinating orkney animatics to the chain by fleetwood mac while drawing ; do we understand my vision.

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

"I'm gonna try to not nap till practically 3" (monkeys paw curls) (naps from 1 till 4:30)

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agravain "liker" @twunkus.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

aggy(ABOUT TO GIVE HIMSELF IRREVERSABLE BRAIN DAMAGE USING HIS NOBLE PHANTASM): master. i am about to, as the modern rabble might refer to it, "go beast mode",

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I might make my current drawing task redesigning my orkneys in general bc God they make me illllll. I love complicated ass sibling dynamics

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Moby Dick @mobydickatsea.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I squeezed that sperm till a strange sort of insanity came over me

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

finally doing my aggravaine redesign (my personal design for him, not fgo) nd hes so <3 already. my beautifulw orld

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

incredibly funny that [scottish headmate] got discovered on the same day as the silent hill game that takes place in scotland came out. entirely a coincidence but a very funny one nonetheless. get your ass in the fog boy

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

i miss drawing man JFLKDS idk what's been up with me but i've been struggling to have a single creative thought like at all... i've barely been able to draw much and the quality of my writing has Tanked and im just like a . please can i have that back it's my only personality trait

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ﾊﾞ🫘ｯ @66rudolf99.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

トリぴ育て中

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

i love house flipper bc it makes me look like i've never been inside a bathroom before

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

finished comm for @prismaticvoid.bsky.social of some diartoria!!! They're so cutes all the time yayayayay

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may 👑 @fawndly.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

what’s up with that

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Tom Ewing @tomewing.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Narnia books as Isekai Manga

1. My Sweet Tooth Made Me The Villainess’ Slave
2. In Another World, The Dwarves Picked Me To Lead The Revolution
3. All At Sea With My Level 0 Sailing Skills
4. On A Mission In Another World And I Can’t Remember The Cheat Codes
5. That Time I Got Reincarnated As A Horse
6. Help! My Uncle’s In Love With The Demon Queen!
7. Reincarnated In Another World Just As The Game’s Ending

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Had a weird dream abt a Scenario again and it's got me maybe a wee bit paranoid again JSJSJJSJ sorry that this is even vaguer than normal, if I give even like 1% more information it'll be Incredibly clear what it's abt and I don't need to be doing all that djsjsj

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Me and sal went to a sushi place as a late lil treat for his birthday and FUUUUUCK . Y'all weren't kidding abt takoyaki this shit FUCKS HARDCORE

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agravain "liker" @twunkus.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

looking at fate fan servant designs/concepts and then looking at what fgo actually gives us always gives me the worst whiplash

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nrcgray.bsky.social @nrcgray.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Lady Knight Rei Lineart:

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

sometime i oughta compile the wip edits that i never finished to post bc i was cooking with some of em fJKLDs

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

placing my hand on the glass. im gonna get a rough sketch of this comm ready for approval before my wife gets home, vivid bedi amv edit thing that appeared in my head please wait for me . pleaase.

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ェ @cis05.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

ベディ新夏服も爽やかだったねえ

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Sam King @samcking.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Today’s Italy update: we went in a church and there was a big inflatable bug

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

forgot to put it here also but she hashtagher

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

i misjudged how long i might need to relearn how to drawjkfdkj we're getting there though. i think FJKLDSKJLF

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atelier @arainydancer.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

I'm reading Miyamoto Musashi's Book of Five Rings and I feel like he's fucking with me. There's a lot of swordfighting techniques he mentions in this book and then he goes "I will not go into detail" or "I will teach you this in person." Then he dies. We'll never find out what that means

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

anyway ive been thinking abt an fgo timeline gray bc she's been on my mind . like living person gray would be quite different bc of the specific mechanics of her whole face thing. she'd probably [fgo spoilers kinda] be able to age bc it's Both summonings of artoria that locks her into looking like-

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fungus-infested critter @tristanswife.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

I miss King Mark of Cornwall so badly… TRISTAN MOVE I’M TRYING TO FUCK YOUR UNCLE--

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

Waiting for your partner to get home from work while u aren't feeling well does rly have you feeling like Tristan on his deathbed tbh. Where's my wife I am dying* *Has a small headache Authors note that this comparison is funny for various other reasons

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

seeing a post abt tristan eating disorder in the wild. my beautiful world. someone gets me im not pulling shit out of thin air

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

i forgot to say also but REJOICE! my laptop charger is finally here after the fuckin Hassle

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fungus-infested critter @tristanswife.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

BEGONE FOUL BEAST

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fungus-infested critter @tristanswife.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Iseult of the White Hands real. We have to beat Tristan to death with hammers for cheating on her

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Everyone is lucky I don't let [redacted] have social media posting permission bc you all Would hear vague posts abt something that pissed him off, which is all the time. He's so normal we're so normal I promise

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120 Bedivere haver @anxiouslyawaiting.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Places my hand on the glass longingly. I miss my laptop ... I haven't been able to find a replacement at home yet so I might have to wait until the 31st when I get my money for the month. Which isn't Ideal bc I have a commission to finish up but I'll figure it out JSJSJJS

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