iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 19/01/2026

my understanding of love is not the enemy of yours. . . . #art #illustration #cat

black cat in a jumping position on a pink background. a big yellow star in the middle of the picture and right beside the cat.
under it written "my understanding of love is not the enemy of yours" in yellow letters.

jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 31/12/2025

uhm i'm sorry to tell you that i'm dumber than you may think i am 🥲 but maybe you mean when i'm in this setting? i usually don't chose colors with values but use the classic color chosing thing in procreate 😮‍💨 but i will give it a go!! thank you 🥺

value color chosing setting in procreate

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 28/12/2025

hmm lemme introduce myself. i'm jay and i do love making personal art inspired by everyday life, thoughts and feelings ✨

a collection of 9 different illustrations.

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 23/12/2025

hmm kinda? like i serve everything separately on one plate but me personally i do mix everything together because i like all flavors in every mouthful! usually served like the pic cabbage is a tricky thing to use in a meal i think. it that goes well with gravy & potatoes but besides that i'm lost.

meal with red cabbage, potatoes and a duck leg

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 21/12/2025

my #artvsartist2025 early this year. i'm amazed i even did so many illustrations this year but then most of them were politically motivated.

9 tiles of different illustrations. the middle one is a pic of a person's head at the sea.

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 17/08/2025

WOKE UP TO THIS WAITING FOR ME was abt to make a rlly sob-y text friday abt how i felt a little detached from them over the last year bc of many different reasons and this brought me back to life. i rlly needed my seven back as a whole messy blurry snuggly cute package.

blurry selca of seven men (bts) at the beach

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 21/07/2025

making a tiny tuna for my labubu so i can take her out and see seokjin in august 🐟

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 18/07/2025

this is my fav genre of concert pics. army are the stars and bts our planets or some poetic shit like this idk man

jin of bts standing in the spotlight in one of his concerts with the audience in the dari and lit up lightsticks that make them look like stars.

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 15/07/2025

idk abt u but this taehyung makes me woozy

taehyung of bts in a black shirt speaking to the camera

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 15/07/2025

no thoughts, just peak jiminnie.

zoomed in face of jimin of bts in which he smiles very wide

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 14/07/2025

"do i put out the fire or blaze it even more" in honor of yesterday's concert and so many jitb songs let me bring back this old piece of mine i still hold dear to my heart. #btsfanart #jhope

jhope of bts dressed as the joker from jack in the box album, kneeling on a music box that slightly opens and where flames and dark shadows flow out of.

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 13/07/2025

"i'll tell you again, we'll never ever give up, forever" i am the happiest being on earth right now.

last stage of lollapaloozas jhope concert

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

❤️‍🔥 HE IS HERE ❤️‍🔥

jhope of bts in a black & white collage of different photos of the remains of the berlin wall.

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 09/07/2025

how much do you love army? tae: YES it's his second moment he posted. he's so happy 😭

taehyung of bts looking happy into the camera with a "happy army day" written on it.

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 06/07/2025

"i just wanna make music that gives people hope." #btsfanart

a man (suga of bts) playing on a guitar, head slightly resting on a star with a pleasant face. he is surrounded by lots of little and bigger yellow stars with faces. the top says "i just wanna make music that gives people hope." in big letters.

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 05/07/2025

he used to write army a song to help us sleep and now he's the one sleepless 🥺

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 01/07/2025

MY SEVEN the giggle fit i sported right after i saw it's ot7. i am so in love.

bts sitting on a live together, being happy and chatting

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 28/06/2025

I DID SOMETHING meet cheeky starfren. he's far from perfect but i love him so much. sculpting has been one of the things i wanted to do but were never good at so i rarely did it. but i'm starting to learn how to use clay more and more.

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 28/06/2025

WHY DID I THINK THIS IS RJ ????? i need to get my act together..

a white character plush in a calico cat onesie

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 12/06/2025

"from namjoon, a free man" ,,i sob.

namjoon of bts sitting in a car with dark rimmed glasses on.

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 12/06/2025

WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF JUNG HOSEOK WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF

j-hope ob bts and a woman standing close, looking into each other's eyes deeply.

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 11/06/2025

✨ HAPPY FESTA ✨ may our trials end in full bloom. #btsfanart

a dark sunset, a single big star shining down on seven guys (members of bts) with a aurora colored light. the guys look at the sky.

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 11/06/2025

THE BABIES ARE HOME TOO. their giggles have healed my soul.

jungkook and jimin of bts surrounded by party stuff on their "finally home" livestream.

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 10/06/2025

"i was in the army BUT THERE WAS NO ARMY" end me now....

namjoon of bts in leopard print shirt and dark rimmed glasses, hand on his heart.

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 09/06/2025

those on the freedom flotilla ,which was packed with aid aiming towards helping the lives in gaza, have been abducted by isntreal on INTERNATIONAL WATERS. the freedom flotilla was not armed, only carrying aid.

a ship on the sea with a palestine flag and several yellow star frens on it. the side of the ship reads "freedom flotilla". the ship is being held by chains. the title says "they have been abducted on international waters take action now".

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 07/06/2025

no person is illegal on stolen land.

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 07/06/2025

CUTIES OMG 😭😭😭😭😭

jhope and jin of bts cheek on cheek together, smiling.

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 07/06/2025

i posted my palestine illu on twitter and while i was there i checked out how everyone's doing and since they're thriving over there i was thinking "hm" for a second until i saw this terrifying thing:

drop down menu from twitter with options such as "post photo" and "edit photo with grok"

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 04/06/2025

june 1st was an atrocity. they starve the people in palestine for months and when they finally give them the littlest bit of food they open fire on them. this is a crime.

a group of pink stars with faces on the gathering around a darker pink ball. between them some white shadows of stars. blue stripes hitting them all from everywhere. the top says "they told us to take food - then they fired from every direction", a survivor's words from june 1st's attack at the u.s. backed aid side in palestine.

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 29/05/2025

petition to change ‘killin' it girl’ to ‘killin' you, girl’ bc i'm having a hard time not losing it right now 😶‍🌫️

man (j-hope) with 8 pack and leather jacket holding his arms up to his face, two of his fingers covering his mouth. black and white photography.

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 24/04/2025

#wip jinnie in a "the colors hurt my eyes" theme. i stared at this for hours yesterday and my eyes still hurt. but i LOVE this. my way of manifesting these jin tickets 🕯️

close up of a man's face (seokjin from bts) lying down with his hand covering his mouth. his skin is painted in blue, hair bright pink and the background is a bright orange.

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 01/04/2025

actual thoughts and feelings of me, the currently very depressed adhd person of your choice. :,) i wanted to do whatever because doing nothing makes me feel absolutely sick and worse.

a black silhouette of a humans body on a lime green background. with an oversized sweater, hands raised to head level, grabbing the hairs. the words written in blood red on it saying "it's happening again".

a black silhouette of a humans body on a lime green background. with an oversized sweater, hands hanging down, hands hidden in the long sleeves. the words written in blood red on it saying "the overwhelm despite the numbness".

a black silhouette of a humans body on a lime green background. with an oversized sweater, hands raised in fron of the chest, itching the wrist of one arm. the words written in blood red on it saying "the untreatable itch". a red star on chest level.

a black silhouette of a humans body on a lime green background. with an oversized sweater, arms raised over the head, hands hanging down loosely. the words written in blood red on it saying "the mess thatis me". a lighter lime yellow star between both hands.

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 23/03/2025

this is not happening, nuh-uh

guy wearing a mustard yellow beanie with white headphones on, white mask and a grey tanktop sits on a training machine, taking a selfie

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 01/02/2025

wer gegen rechts wählen geht ist ein cooles täubchen ✨

political poster. it says "täubchen gegen afd" (pidgeons against afd; afd is a far right party from germany) and a smaller "und alle die mit ihnen turteln" (and everyone who's being sweet with them; playing a word game on "turteltaube", for turtle dove or lovebirds). accompanied by the head of a fat pidgeon looking very angry.

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 24/01/2025

a star amongst the nightsky. this is what i love to think of them when they perform. army becomes a beautiful nightsky and my seven always shine like a very precious constellation.

a person (j-hope) on stage, the background and foreground filled with lightsticks

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 13/01/2025

"if you hold me without hurting me you'll be the first who ever did" #art #oc #illustration

two people on a vivid red background. one is holding the face of the other, their foreheads touch.

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 12/01/2025

everything sea related is just magic to me.

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jay ☻ @anpanjay.bsky.social · 12/01/2025

i got myself the smolest birthday vacay up north to the baltic sea and i couldn't be happier i did that. i've been struggling so hard the past ten years and i really deserved this✨

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