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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 11h

uh oh. one of the Ghoap fanfics we are trying to write is turning quite quickly into Poly141. oh no. how sad. anyway. now they're all gonna kiss and hold hands. good shit.

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Felix's Fantasies @felixsfantasies.bsky.social · 13h

#ghoap #hybrids #transsoap Trans hyena hybrid Soap who's pseudo-penis is longer and thicker than hyena hybrid Ghost's actual penis. Soap loves flaunting it and comparing it with Ghost's to feel more masculine. Ghost loves when Soap absolutely destroys him with it without a second thought.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 23h

It's nearly 8am. Ya know what that means? It means I should have been asleep hours ago. And that I need to be awake in four hours. Oh. And I've got the start of a migraine. Today will truly be a day.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Okay, but... Pathetic Ghoap who have yet to fuck because they keep making out and then cumming in their pants. Both hella embarrassed but also they keep deciding to make out so it keeps happening.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

every "shut up Soap" fic that i read is sending me further into a breakdown. which should mean that i stop reading them. however, i desperately need the emotional release.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

there are two wolves inside of us. one of them bites when someone gets too close because they crave intimacy and want to hold it tight. the other one bites when someone gets too close because they fear intimacy and want to scare it away. the results are the same. a bloody wound.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

queer yearning, but not for a person, gods forbid we have a romantic interaction with a person in real life, but for the general idea of unconditional love. queer yearning, and we are fucking sick with it.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

This again. But this time our skin feels like it's vibrating! Yay! :3 (We are so tired...)

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

Can't wait to see our therapist this week. Going in like: "Hey Sabrina. Ya know how you had to cancel our appointment last week? Bad news our emotions have been shot to hell and have been unregulated for two full weeks. Good news, there is a lot of Ghoap fanfiction." She deserves a raise.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

reading fanfic about traumatized gay men dealing with and recognizing their feelings and emotions because i am incapable of emotional regulation and finding where im at on the feelings wheel

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

when i say i love my fucked up lil guys... i mean feral murder-husbands that match each others freak. gods this fic was so good!!!

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Simon and Johnny settling down in a cabin after they retire. Both of them have injuries that flare up, but they're learning their new rhythms. Slower, comfortable, together. The nightmares don't go away, but they dull. And it's easier to deal with when they can roll over and see the other. Safe.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

love to read a hurt/comfort only to be pelted with bricks by a last second major character death that wasn't tagged. that doesn't feel very fucking comfort to me. not very comfort at all.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

"Shut Up Soap" fics are ruining my life. Soap having RSD in fics is ruining my life. These two things are related. Or perhaps I am simply projecting. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

we refuse to hide the cringy things we love, because we spent a large portion of our late teens and early twenties cutting out those portions of ourself to make other people happy. didn't make us happy. made us small and sad. so we killed our shame. and embraced our cringy things we love.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

is it a panic attack, is it too many alters trying to jam into co-con, or is it tachycardia from our pots? find out next time on : What The Fuck Is Going On In Our Body

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weeder @weeder.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

God, grant me the courage to change the things I can and incredible new powers to change the things I can't.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

love to see a tag in a long list of tags that is so confusing that we simply must read it. if only to understand what the fuck that means.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

it has been over 24 hours. and still. what fucking if.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Trying to write Soap's accent, and falling into the rabbit hole that is Scottish Slang, only to realize I already know quite a bit from growing up around hicks that love to claim their Scottish heritage but only when they're fighting or drinking. Good to see they weren't just concussed and wasted.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

"consensual but not safe or sane" is a wonderful tag for our fucked up lil guys. it is also a wonderful descriptor for how we live our fucked up lil life. but sometimes it's none of the three, and things just happen to us without our say. life is hell. but our fucked up lil guys are having fun.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

the worst part of having DID for us isn't the Traumatic Childhood, or the dissociation and fugue state spells that last for days or months, or the rapid switching that leaves us with a migraine and more dissociation. the worst part is the fucking psychosomatic pains that refuse to ease.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

what if i could sleep. but also. what if i didn't have a migraine. what fucking if.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

barking at the walls, howling at the moon, screaming, crying. feral behavior. also us after we realized we have been sleeping on Simon "Ghost" Riley having DID. WE have DID, why the FUCK didn't we think of this!?!?! the thoughts are plentiful. the thoughts are also tragic and painful. good. :3

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Oh. I'm done, done. Didn't even know until right now. That's fun.

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bubbe yaga @ellearmageddon.bsky.social · 16/12/2023

just a periodic reminder that sex worker rights, trans rights, and abortion rights are all the same issue. you’re either for bodily autonomy, or you’re against it.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

great news! the new haircut has given us incredible gender euphoria and confidence! :3 bad news! the confidence is going to feed on the manic episode we're still clawing our way out of! and we don't know how to stop that! :3

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

started a new wip titled smutsmutsmutsmut. would you believe that the only thing i've written is 1k of rebandaging wounds and gentle questions where one is working through some shit mentally and is nonverbal the entire time. because this isn't exactly the vibe i was going for but it is cute.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

i was liking my hair. longest it had been in over a decade. but then i got misgendered twice today, and despite the fact that it didn't actually bother me, i figured i should queer it up some more. (that and maybe lessen my migraines) the system consensus was mohawk. i couldn't imagine why. 🧼👀

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I don't want to fuck the fictional character. The fictional character is in love with his fictional boyfriend(s). I would however love one of those hugs where that large fucker picks me up and my back cracks like a glow stick. I just think it'd fix some things for me.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

I don't have tattoos for two reasons. Reason one: no money Reason two: I fear I would like the sensation so much that I'd crave more and then fall back on bad habits because of reason one.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

0 days since I was last attacked by a Loch Lomond Soap edit.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

all i know is yearning, rage, and exhaustion.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

showing up at your rivals with a near fatal wound and when they find you at their door you just go "I didn't know where else to go", so obviously they take you in and patch you up and make sure you're safe and whole. because you're their rival. and they'll be damned if anyone else touches you.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

very bad migraine day. feels like there's a vice on the base of my skull and a knife through my temple. and every noise is making me want to rip my skin off. the only good thing is that light has not yet become the enemy.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

thinking about time loop fics and how much i fucking love them. so have a little Ghoap ramble thought thinking about Ghost nodding off after the tunnels, exhaustion and regret and loss finally weighing him down, and snapping awake to the catnap he took before they headed toward the fight.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

if we are subjected to another SoapGhost edit to Loch Lomond, we're going to fucking lose our mind.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Woke up to a migraine already settled in the base of my skull.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

self care, but it's making snacks for ourself for the week that an alpha would make for their heat-sick omega. self care, but it's apple slices in lemon juice and deli turkey with shredded cheese wrapped in a tortilla. self care, but it's the "scary" alters that are doing food prep and feeding us.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

i love when the little guys in my fanfic are so fucked up and feral and toxicly in love that if a therapist got them to talk they'd get locked up. i love when they're highly competent, but completely codependent. i love when they want to tear each other apart just to be covered in each others blood.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

whispering "It's raining fucking hard" to myself with increasingly more sass until I start to giggle like a madman.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Lemme paint a picture for ya, I've just read a very sweet and soft fanfic that genuinely had me giggling. The authors notes fucking send me into orbit and I let out one of those bark laughs. And I pull my fucking lower back out. Instantly humbled for my joy. Never shall I laugh again.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Ah, Simon "Ghost" Riley. You're just so neat.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

the fact that i've never actually written and posted a smut fic is wild. bc the thoughts that fly through my head are not only filthy, but also plentiful.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

sometimes i'll read something that hits me so viscerally that i spend several minutes visibly rebooting my brain, only to say out loud "you get it" and nod so vigorously that my neck cracks. this is about my lrt.

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☾ aze @superbattinson.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

if soap is a dog hybrid then let him have a hairy pussy

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grim @grimswoods.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

#ghoap 🔞 lowkey headcanon that ghost bruises really easily. he'll wake up and find 5 new bruises that he has no idea where they came from. it's just something he's grown used to. to the point where it doesn't faze him anymore. and then he and soap start dating. 🧵

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

"they're battle hardened!" "they're war criminals!" "they're tough and serious men!" first of all, they're pixels. and secondly. they're babygirl. they're neurodivergent. they're pathetic little guys that didn't know they wanted to kiss until one of them is in a near death situation. they're gay.

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

Haven't listened to any Noah Kahan since I got stuck into SoapGhost, which is for the best, because I do fear my poor therapists reaction to the MONSTER I will become. Johnny surviving, getting discharged, and doing covers online. Willing and Able? Porch Light? The View Between Villages (Extended)?

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A System of Unfortunate Events @andiedeclyn.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

shifter au SoapGhost where Soap is a hyena shifter. yes it is because of the mohawk. no it will not leave my mind. yes I do wish I had any artistic ability. yes I have opened another document to start writing.

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