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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 6h

i could spend a few thousand more years doing this sort of thing if i could kiss her neck

Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 6h

going to the horse racing betting area and you turn to the guy next to you asking how to pronounce the name of the horse and he says back to you Komoyokstsiikinakim

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 6h

like youre gonna walk into the casino thinking hm everyones so nice and then your dealer ends up eventually telling you bro youre the only one in the whole building who doesnt speak a siouan language girl.

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 6h

in the first place i wanna make commentary on ignorant white people by making the VAST majority of people in the world self describe as only speaking english in a secondary capacity because native american languages take precedent all over the continent in order to point out how weird this all is

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 6h

thinking of naming the new york boston one one of the native names for some of the regions that would be a part of it. like massachussetts. or manhattoe. or paumanok. maybe manhattan.

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 6h

and the pittsburgh khanate, delmarva, virginia thing carolina thing georgia thing big arkansas thing they can also be primarily english speaking but it should be a little deeper than that for most of the map. gotta think deeper about this.

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 6h

i want the new york - connecticut - RI - massachusetts hybrid to be primarily english speaking, secondarily pennsylvania dutch speaking, thirdly yiddish speaking. also note the fictionalized version of long island being huge

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 6h

i want there to be a substantial amount of primarily french speaking land, acadia sorta quebec sorta stuff? new france. like. acadia (irl nova scotia) quebec, ontario, michigan, state of superior, state of illinois, state of big misouri, state of hudson, state of new brunswick (def need a new name)

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 7h

there are fun things i can do. i want the primarily spanish speaking areas to encompass the gulf coast entirely, all the way to florida. and including alta california and nueva mexico

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 7h

well idk. that's the issue i'm trying to solve! since one of my priorities for the project was to call out americans for ignoring the genocide of native americans and how disrespectful we constantly our of them so instead of filling in the blank space. maybe i could make that area non colonized

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 7h

always with these fun facts what are you fun or something

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 7h

hm. well in any case right this moment im just trying to figure out how to name the different countries/provinces/territories/areas on the map i made for the world it's in and im doing more work on the map itself

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 7h

or do you think it would be preferable to yap to you about it personally

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 7h

oh of freaking course! yeah exactly thats what im on right now

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 7h

drake is so canadian pejorative i hope i see him eating a frajolaki on the news tomorrow

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 7h

i take all that shit back rick ross has nothing on my goat

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 7h

THIS MANS NAME IS FRENCH MONTANA??? WHO WOULD BORN HIM

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 7h

@melissingout.bsky.social would it be interesting if i posted random shit about The Game im making or do i need to work on it more before i do that

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 7h

rick ross is so insane holy shit oh my gosh bro this music is so good why dont people glaze him more did he do something

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 7h

like i be ridin in my old hood BUT im in my new hood like i'm eating on that frozen fish shit BUT im on that FRESH FISH

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 7h

i'm really struggling. i don't think im safe around a lot of things. sharp things. drugs. the like. i cant stop myself from getting constant intrusive thoughts about killing myself. but this promise still holds. no self harm. no harming myself in any way

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 8h

tomorrow morning I plan on dunking my cart in a glass of water and throw it in a dumpster. and i really dont want to have alcohol ever again

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 8h

not going to kill myself not tonight not ever i may have bad times really bad times really really bad times really really really bad times but there are good times there always will be good times

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 9h

i just want to be able to shave myself the way i want to be able to but what. but the only thing i can think of when i think of actually having the type of razor for me is that i wouldnt be able to control myself. i hate myself so much. i wish that i could stop myself from feeling these feelings.

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 9h

i dont think im going to be able to be able to shave my face the way i want to with the type of razor that works the best for me. i dont think i could be safe around safety razor blades considering how often i have suicidal thoughts and for how many years its been going on. that makes me very upset

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 10h

leqbianusm is allowed to be insane but like wow liek what da heckiy

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 10h

siscon momcon where did this come from what da heck

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 10h

'girlfriend who is pretend incestuous' is going to become culturally dominant one day the world will not only one day always act as if they always supported trans people after horrors beyond comprehension have already been done but they will also pretend like they were always into lesbian siscon

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 10h

don't get me wrong when transsexuals do it it's great! but when straight people do it wow. thats fucking horrific

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 10h

white people recreate incest from first principles every tuesday

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 11h

can we vc tomorrow and can i bounce some funny ideas for my game off of you

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 11h

whenever im intoxicated i think if her she would be so mad at me she would say i should be doing meth instead

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 11h

i could show bulge for the first time ever and guys would be a fan! like sure id be dying inside the entire time dissociating needing to pretend im someone else in order to not think of the reality of how much im uncomfortable but like it would be so fun to dress twinkish once in my life i gotta try

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Kwisatz ButchRack w/Oats @anchovygirlfriend.northsky.social · 11h

BITDIZZY BITDIZZY RULE 4 BITDIZZY I MISS HER SO MUCH

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