Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 27/09/2025I started my new job this week and I love it a lot a lot 😭 020
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 25/08/2025I finally finished the most recent piece I’ve been working on: “What Percentage of My Life Has Been Spent Criticizing My Appearance in the Mirror?” This is a 5-color screenprint and I cried a lot while working on it ❤️🩹 011
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 28/07/2025Feral. Yearning. Pining. Ripping my hair out. Desiring. Longing. 120
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 14/07/2025Inside me there are two wolves: 🐺 One doesn't want to be perceived 🐶 The other one desperately wishes to be complimented 000
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 13/07/2025Omg that’s so funny because I love you so much 000
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 13/07/2025Progress on Damned if You Do, Damned if You Don’t 150
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 05/07/2025We don’t celebrate the fourth around these parts 🦋 currently listening to Parable of the Talents by Octavia E. Butler 040
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 16/06/2025The worst part about having an unsolicited crush is how hard it is to NOT text them or try to talk to them constantly. Go away. I don’t want these feelings 😭 050
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 14/06/2025Rediscovered this video of me from when I was 23 & I would give anything to be able to tell this version of myself just how proud I am of her. Tell her how smart, brave, capable, & beautiful she was. How she was worthy of love & affection - to try to give herself permission to love herself. 040
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 14/06/2025“Damned if You Do, Damned if You Don’t” work in progress 130
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 13/06/2025[You Hear Yes by Destroy Boys plays softly in the distance] 030
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 30/05/2025This is an edition of 30 for the exchange but I have a handful of artist proofs that I made as “insurance” since this was only my 4th ever screen print (2nd after an 18 year pause) and I lack the ✨ confidence ✨ 020
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 30/05/2025Was about to put this on for the first time last night but decided against it. I am regretting this decision and will be watching it on your behalf tonight. 110
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 30/05/202580085 // an 8 color screen print on 8.5” x 11” paper (Sno-Cone color from French Paper) made for a Robot themed print exchange 131
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 24/05/2025Working my way through my second 8-color screenprint design and I’m loving how it looks so far 110
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 16/05/2025I don’t know who or what I am. All I know is that I don’t feel like a real artist, whatever that is. 220
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 16/05/2025I feel like I am constantly letting down my inner child and I realize it’s a good thing that I never had children. 020
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 15/05/2025I am taking way too long to finish this design 😅 160
Reposted by Existential ComplexKelly @broadwaybabyto.bsky.social · 12/05/2025The “covid is only a threat to the vulnerable” narrative primed the pump for the eugenics movement we’re seeing now. It conditioned people to see the disabled & vulnerable as acceptable losses. People who were probably going to “die anyways”. It paved the way for fascism. 502112733
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 12/05/2025It’s a self portrait. If I’m going to be a piece of shit, I’m going to be an adorable piece of shit 💅 010
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 12/05/2025“You Are a Piece of Shit” // stoneware // from my series Brain Exhibit inspired by my looping and obsessive negative cognitive thoughts 120
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 12/05/2025Trying to be sneaky while designing a coloring sheet for my coworker’s birthday while said coworker is also working 🥸 030
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 12/05/2025What’s wrong, babe? You’ve barely touched your my butt 120
Reposted by Existential ComplexAstronomy 🔭 @astronomy.bsky.social · 11/05/2025The nitrogen in our DNA, the calcium in our teeth, the iron in our blood, the carbon in our apple pies were made in the interiors of collapsing stars. We are made of starstuff. - Carl Sagan, Cosmos 220148562439
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 11/05/2025Life after a depressive episode is all about cleaning up the messes you made, facing the reality of your actions, and apologizing. It’s accountability and it makes it even harder to crawl out of that hole. But it has to be done. 140
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 11/05/2025It’s a good thing you didn’t because 1) I wasn’t at work that day and 2) I was in a terrible depressive episode 😬 000
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 11/05/2025A very depressed lady with her emotional support super senior cat 140
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 10/05/2025I have bipolar-ii disorder and I’m a multi media artist. My work is centered around mental illness in the hopes of reminding people that they’re not alone in their suffering. 070
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 10/05/2025Thank you for not doing that. I’m sorry that I scared you. 100
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 10/05/2025I’ve had a few people reach out to me via text and one even email me because they couldn’t find my Instagram. I legitimately didn’t think that anybody would notice if I disappeared. 240
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 09/05/2025I’ve deactivated or deleted every social media account I have except for this one. This one feels like a secret since I get little to not engagement on it. Now I can be an obnoxious self loathing pos in peace 😌 120
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 09/05/2025There are a lot of things that I dislike about myself but the number one thing is how I want to disappear completely after being a monumental disappointment. I am not worth the air I breathe. 000
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 06/05/2025The titty storms must be too much to handle 110
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 06/05/2025It’s raining in Denver and I am in love 140
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 05/05/2025The Cowboy Croc Yes, I am a professional artist 😤 110
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 03/05/2025Takes one to know one (you are also so good omg) 110
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 03/05/2025Baby’s second aluminum plate lithography print edition!! 230
Existential Complex @amberthebird.bsky.social · 02/05/2025Just finished Beau is Afraid. What in the world did I just watch? 110
