james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 22h• take care of yourself b/c no one else will • I’ll never know what I did wrong to end up this alone • if things turn up for the better, I’d love to be happy and talk about the good things ahead, but nothing is good anymore peace <3 540
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 22h• people aren't real • social media isn't real • you can only do so much for so long until you realize the world was never made for you • mental health matters until it's uncomfortable or inconvenient • worst 4 days of my existence by far 130
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 22hBefore I go: • getting a new psychiatrist but I have to get paperwork for my adhd, and if I can’t I’m fucked • no one wants to help unless they can get something out of you in return • I can die today and no one will notice • stopped eating altogether b/c what’s the point 240
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 22hNothing’s stopping me from hanging myself so why not go for it 010
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 05/10/2026If my psychiatrist fucks me over today I’m going to be such a wreck. 050
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 04/10/2026I need more gym equipment. I miss my exercise bike :/ 050
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 04/10/2026“October is OCD Awareness Month” I’m pretty fucking aware of it thx 1120
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 04/10/2026Good morning 🌧️ getting coffee and will hopefully get some meds refilled to pick up for later. Until then I’ll just game for the next several hours and do laundry. 140
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026It’s raining and we haven’t even started walking yet 😭 020
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026It’s dawning on me now that I have so much shit to do all October… most of it is fun stuff, some with family, but still… ohmygod 060
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026It’s a Pride event too so of course the people are gonna be HAWT here 1100
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026I’m ready to walk the entire downtown area let’s fucking go 150
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026It’s too warm to wear a jacket but too cool to not wear long sleeves :/ guess I’ll be walking cold 030
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026It’s probably going to rain so now I don’t feel bad that I’m wearing my favorite hat 020
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026Worried I don’t have the proper attire for this event but also if I get fired for that idc 010
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026Good morning… I’d rather be dead or at home doing nothing but I’m going to work and hopefully will never work on a Saturday again for another year or longer 020
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026Lowkey hoped the rain would cancel tomorrow but so far I still have to show up 010
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026While I don’t like having to work on a Saturday, I get to walk 3-4 miles outdoors for a good cause and not be stuck in an office 110
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 02/10/2026I don’t need to pick up alcohol after work and I don’t want to, so I’m using this post as accountability and will check in once I’m home 060
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 02/10/2026Today hasn’t been completely terrible, but I have 3 hours left, I’m bored, and I hate having to sit on my ass for this long 000
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 02/10/2026Not that anyone needs reminding (except me), but a good night’s sleep really does wonders for your mental health 081
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026I’ll be wanting to post something and then delete because it’s the most unserious, unimportant thing my brain came up with at the moment 020
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026It’s honestly so disgusting how many people have abandoned their humanity for selfish, hateful reasons 040
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/20262 hours left and then I can enjoy a horror movie and maybe play on PS5 since I won’t be able to play until Sunday because of work *sigh* 020
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026I was barely conscious in the last hour so idk how I got through that meeting without talking or contributing much of anything to the conversation 120
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026I’m very paranoid about how my psychiatry appt will go on Monday. My brain wants me to believe that I’ll never get my meds again. 040
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026“How to Save A Life” by The Fray has been playing on a loop in my head all damn day 🙄 030
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026My heart is beating out of my fucking chest like pls chill 020
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026I can’t tell if I have rounded shoulders or just shit posture when I stand up 000
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026Happy Halloween Month!! 🎃👻static.klipy.comHappy October with Snoopy and WoodstockALT: Happy October with Snoopy and Woodstock 0144
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026Careful, they’re hot and almost gone 👀static.klipy.comFoodpanda Spring Rolls for Chinese New YearALT: Foodpanda Spring Rolls for Chinese New Year 010
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026Veggie spring rolls with sweet and sour sauce for dinner :) 140
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 30/09/2026Why do I feel like destroying my entire life on a Wednesday night with 1 hour left of work 1100
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 30/09/2026I wish I had a dog to spoil rotten and love me unconditionally. Wouldn’t that be nice. 030
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 30/09/2026Got some work done but now I don’t feel anything except tired and empty 030
james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 30/09/2026I gotta exercise or else I’m gonna atrophy, I can feel it already happening 040