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edsky ✮ bi ✮ ftm/trans man 🏳️‍⚧️ ✮ he/him ✮ poc ✮ 33 ✮ adhd~ocd~bp2~ednos ✮ acute SI ✮ dnfi minors, non-edsky, fatphobes, terfs, bigots, or m@gats

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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 22h
• take care of yourself b/c no one else will • I’ll never know what I did wrong to end up this alone • if things turn up for the better, I’d love to be happy and talk about the good things ahead, but nothing is good anymore peace <3
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 22h
• people aren't real • social media isn't real • you can only do so much for so long until you realize the world was never made for you • mental health matters until it's uncomfortable or inconvenient • worst 4 days of my existence by far
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 22h
Before I go: • getting a new psychiatrist but I have to get paperwork for my adhd, and if I can’t I’m fucked • no one wants to help unless they can get something out of you in return • I can die today and no one will notice • stopped eating altogether b/c what’s the point
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 22h
Nothing’s stopping me from hanging myself so why not go for it
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
I’m not okay
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
If my psychiatrist fucks me over today I’m going to be such a wreck.
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
I need more gym equipment. I miss my exercise bike :/
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
If I don’t laugh, I’ll just cry lol
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
“October is OCD Awareness Month” I’m pretty fucking aware of it thx
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Good morning 🌧️ getting coffee and will hopefully get some meds refilled to pick up for later. Until then I’ll just game for the next several hours and do laundry.
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
I feel like this every damn day :/
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
I blocked them this morning 🙄
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Back home and eating pasta alfredo for dinner
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
ty 🥺🩵
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
It’s raining and we haven’t even started walking yet 😭
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
It’s dawning on me now that I have so much shit to do all October… most of it is fun stuff, some with family, but still… ohmygod
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
I feel like such a toad 😭
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
It’s a Pride event too so of course the people are gonna be HAWT here
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
This weather is perfect for walking tbh
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
I’m ready to walk the entire downtown area let’s fucking go
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
It’s too warm to wear a jacket but too cool to not wear long sleeves :/ guess I’ll be walking cold
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
It’s probably going to rain so now I don’t feel bad that I’m wearing my favorite hat
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Worried I don’t have the proper attire for this event but also if I get fired for that idc
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Good morning… I’d rather be dead or at home doing nothing but I’m going to work 🫩 and hopefully will never work on a Saturday again for another year or longer
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Lowkey hoped the rain would cancel tomorrow but so far I still have to show up
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
While I don’t like having to work on a Saturday, I get to walk 3-4 miles outdoors for a good cause and not be stuck in an office
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
I kept my word — no alc tonight :)
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
I don’t need to pick up alcohol after work and I don’t want to, so I’m using this post as accountability and will check in once I’m home
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
I miss being vegan <\3
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Today hasn’t been completely terrible, but I have 3 hours left, I’m bored, and I hate having to sit on my ass for this long
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
For real 😭
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Good morning and happy Friday 💜
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Not that anyone needs reminding (except me), but a good night’s sleep really does wonders for your mental health
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I’ll be wanting to post something and then delete because it’s the most unserious, unimportant thing my brain came up with at the moment
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
It’s honestly so disgusting how many people have abandoned their humanity for selfish, hateful reasons
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
2 hours left and then I can enjoy a horror movie and maybe play on PS5 since I won’t be able to play until Sunday because of work *sigh*
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I was barely conscious in the last hour so idk how I got through that meeting without talking or contributing much of anything to the conversation
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I’m very paranoid about how my psychiatry appt will go on Monday. My brain wants me to believe that I’ll never get my meds again.
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
“How to Save A Life” by The Fray has been playing on a loop in my head all damn day 🙄
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I hate having responsibilities just leave me alone
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
My heart is beating out of my fucking chest like pls chill
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I can’t tell if I have rounded shoulders or just shit posture when I stand up
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Happy Halloween Month!! 🎃👻
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Happy October with Snoopy and Woodstock
ALT: Happy October with Snoopy and Woodstock
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Careful, they’re hot and almost gone 👀
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Foodpanda Spring Rolls for Chinese New Year
ALT: Foodpanda Spring Rolls for Chinese New Year
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Veggie spring rolls with sweet and sour sauce for dinner :)
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Took a nice walk outdoors <3
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Why do I feel like destroying my entire life on a Wednesday night with 1 hour left of work
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
I wish I had a dog to spoil rotten and love me unconditionally. Wouldn’t that be nice.
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Got some work done but now I don’t feel anything except tired and empty
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james is dead @altlbs.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
I gotta exercise or else I’m gonna atrophy, I can feel it already happening
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