ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 02/10/2026ngl bestie whichever will convince soulless g0vernment staff that i need my health care funded 😭😭 110
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 01/10/2026dr we need a lucozade and a magazine stat and for gods sake will somebody put everybody loves raymond on the living room tv 010
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 30/09/2026upgraded from panic attacks in sainsburys to panic attacks in tescos today 070
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 28/09/2026update on my mental state; im watching 2015 jacksepticeye vids ✌️ 170
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 28/09/2026waddup gang had a panic attack in sainsburys and had to call my mum omw home crying ahahaa 050
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 27/09/2026ive already taken my sleeping meds so i'll be unconscious before it's even delivered 2nite :(( 120
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 27/09/2026hopefully my repeat script gets approved tomorrow so i'll be able to pick it up and 0D thursday ✌️ 030
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 27/09/2026my weight is fucking me off so bad 😤 just go down bitch 020
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 26/09/2026ive run out of my 30/500 cocodamol so i just took 4× 8/500 and we'll hafta just see what happens 🤷♀️ 000
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 26/09/2026ive had 2 people in as many days say ive lost too much weight ...which means ive got to keep going until everyone i meet says the same 😈static.klipy.comBob's Burgers Louise Belcher Laughing in FireALT: Bob's Burgers Louise Belcher Laughing in Fire 080
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 25/09/2026i did in fact wake up this morning but i am retaking the same cocktail tonight bc damn did i sleep well 😜✌️ 020
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 24/09/2026sick of being conscious. took a cocktail of pain & sleeping meds. hope i never wake up 🫶 130
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 24/09/2026saw my mum yesterday and she said 'you're disappearing, ali' literally 😍🥰🙏✨️ 040
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 22/09/2026!! i've had a pink heart shaped rice cooker on my wishlist soo freaking long!! it's just out of my price range atm 😭😭 010
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 22/09/2026decided to pick my battles, not go to the app and just deal with the horror that is a dpd delivery 020
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 22/09/2026i also have an appointment just after lunch and a 1hr delivery time slot that starts 10mins before i get back... 🙃 130
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 22/09/20268am and have already missed a bus, had a b/p sesh and spilt hot chocolate all over myself. i have a feeling it's gonna be A Day™ 180
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 21/09/2026been put on new sleeping meds. was gonna 0d the second i got home but the fuckers don't cause f4tal 0d ... 030
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 21/09/2026also i've been on 9 different combos atp and nothing has worked. in what world are they thinking magical no.10 is gonna cure me?? 030
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 21/09/2026they're just gonna try force me on meds again and im not fcking doing it. out right i've told them multiple times im not going on anything with even a chance of increased appetite. 130
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 21/09/2026on my 2nd sf redbull, my mh appointment is in 2½hrs. i am wired, i am tired & i don't wanna go :(( 140
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 21/09/2026fr bc how tf have i gained almost 3kg in 4 days!!?!?!? it defies all sense and logic :// 010
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 20/09/2026copy/paste for my besties💕: ✶ name: ali ✶ height: 152cm ✶ star sign: ♏️🎃 ✶ nicknames: arnie/arnold ✶ siblings: too fcking many (idek /gen) ✶ relationship: single ✶ crushing on: blorbo from my shows ✶ fav season: autumn🍂 ✶ pets: none ✶ fav colour: pink ✶ live: english countryside 040
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 20/09/2026im still pissed that ppl you've blocked count towards your followers 😒 030
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 20/09/2026im soo sorry i can no longer follow anyone back bc my pf is too perfect also if 117 ppl could unfollow me 👀👀👀 180
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 20/09/2026swamped in my m&s size 8s .. need new jeans does slightly soften the blow of my period weight gain 😭 1160
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 18/09/2026home finally. 1.5kg heavier but was kinda expecting that from travel swelling :// hopefully it'll go down over the weekend 🙏 060
Reposted by ali 🍂ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 14/04/2026absolute bullshit that i've lost soo much weight but im still soooo fucking FAT. 0123
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 16/09/2026maybe ive just got to accept that im not somebody who enjoys things 020
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 16/09/2026...tho i have been supplementing with vast quantities of alcohol soo maybe not so much wl 000
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 16/09/2026at least ive probably lost weight this week bc i can't eat 99% of the food here 🤪 100
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 16/09/2026god it feels like i wasted sm money on a holiday i fcking hate 😤 110
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 15/09/2026my love/hate relationship with puking needs to be studied 070
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 15/09/2026damn bul!mia gets real difficult when sharing a twin room with 3 people 😳static.klipy.comMean Girls Character EmbarrassedALT: Mean Girls Character Embarrassed 0100
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 12/09/2026might k!ll myself here tbh they can fly my body back and i won't have to deal with the airport again 030
ali 🍂 @ali0ctober.bsky.social · 12/09/2026turns out going on holiday doesn't magically stop you being su!cidal 060
