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aki-nyan //nullptr::live @aki.lethalbit.net · 17h

I have such a cool and kind and caring girlfriend, I like her a whole whole whole whole lot

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TIFF @ Sold Out @plushmayhem.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

That's Fio

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aki-nyan //nullptr::live @aki.lethalbit.net · 30/09/2026

I still need to finish reading the monogatari novels too...

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aki-nyan //nullptr::live @aki.lethalbit.net · 30/09/2026

I decided to read the Tensura LN because the manga chapters come out very slowly and I might as well, ya know?

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aki-nyan //nullptr::live @aki.lethalbit.net · 29/09/2026

Still looking for any decent epub reader for Linux, why do they all suck.

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aki-nyan //nullptr::live @aki.lethalbit.net · 29/09/2026

bedtime for the no-progress on figuring things out cat I don't want to, but alas, I really should. BUT! I made a deal with myself, if i'm not able to fall asleep in 30m, then I'll get back up and just read a bunch of LN.

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aki-nyan //nullptr::live @aki.lethalbit.net · 28/09/2026

gently squish the girlfriend, it is important for her enrichment

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aki-nyan //nullptr::live @aki.lethalbit.net · 28/09/2026

I'm so tired, I really want to just give up

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aki-nyan //nullptr::live @aki.lethalbit.net · 28/09/2026

I don't even feel deserving of love of affection, I just,

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aki-nyan //nullptr::live @aki.lethalbit.net · 28/09/2026

i'm just here alone in my flat with a broken brain unable to do or work on things I want/need to, and that feels like it'll be the rest of my life with no improvement or upwards trend

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aki-nyan //nullptr::live @aki.lethalbit.net · 28/09/2026

I just don't know what else to do but to punish myself for being broken and pathetic, and I don't see a brighter future where things work out,

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aki-nyan //nullptr::live @aki.lethalbit.net · 28/09/2026

the most I can do I guess is try to make sure the sharp objects are out of reach, but that's not going so well either, especially when "ease of access" has never really been a deterrent for me regardless of what it is, be it snacks or otherwise...

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aki-nyan //nullptr::live @aki.lethalbit.net · 28/09/2026

still unable to sleep, despite being so tired, there is pile of stuff I want to say and bitch and moan about but I think that the contents of which would end up with a wellness check, and I really don't have the freedom for a grippy sock vacation right now. I don't want to worry anyone, just, ugh,

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aki-nyan //nullptr::live @aki.lethalbit.net · 28/09/2026

I'm sorry I'm constantly a whiny pathetic waste of a person, I don't like it either,

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aki-nyan //nullptr::live @aki.lethalbit.net · 28/09/2026

going to bed, I guess, despite still having an overwhelming mountain of work I need to do

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aki-nyan //nullptr::live @aki.lethalbit.net · 28/09/2026

can't focus, got basically nothing productive done today and now I'm also feeling terribly sad out of nowhere again, I hate it, I just want a break I just want to not be alone right now I just want a future where i'm happy and not constantly worried and anxious and stressed and tired and alone

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Aura @aurahack.ca · 28/09/2026

y'all ever heard of █████ oh my god i █████ █████ █████ girls █████ █████

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aki-nyan //nullptr::live @aki.lethalbit.net · 28/09/2026

she'll still be a baby forever though

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Eniko Fox @enikofox.com · 27/09/2026

i posted an epiphany i had about why i hate AI so much on fedi and i wanna post it here but it won't fit and i don't wanna cut it down to size so fuckit i'm just posting a screenshot

Eniko Fox
@eniko@mastodon.gamedev.place

OH. right! i get it now!

i get why AI is so depressing to me. because covid already shrunk my world to almost nothing, where almost all of my life revolves around socializing and watching videos on the internet (which is being ruined by AI) and creating creative works through coding (which is being ruined by AI), often using open source tools and libraries (which are being ruined by AI)

i already had so little and now even that is being rotted away before my eyes
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aki-nyan //nullptr::live @aki.lethalbit.net · 28/09/2026

I'm trying to think of a way to write a horrible git command that will let me do a mass-branch rebase, but only push with lease if the branch also exists in the upstream and not to push if it does not. So far I have not figured out how to get git `for-each-ref` to behave like I want it to... hmmm.

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aki-nyan //nullptr::live @aki.lethalbit.net · 28/09/2026

looooooook aaaaaaaat herrrrrrrrrrrrrrr T~T

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aki-nyan //nullptr::live @aki.lethalbit.net · 28/09/2026

I get ya, but you're not, don't worry 🫂🫂

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aki-nyan //nullptr::live @aki.lethalbit.net · 28/09/2026

CW: Revospring Answer How much gear do you have to strap to yourself for the vtuber thing? Is the position tracking stuff largely IMU-based? Is t… — For 2D it's all using optical tracking via a webcam and then using something like mediapipe or OpenSeeFace to do featu… revospring.net/@lethalbit/a...

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Aki-nyan answered: How much gear do you have to strap to yourself for the vtuber thing? Is the position tracking stuff largely IMU-based? Is there drift you have to periodically zero out?

For 2D it's all using optical tracking via a webcam and then using something like mediapipe or OpenSeeFace to do feature extraction and tracking on the live video feed. It's not super ideal, and I wo...

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aki-nyan //nullptr::live @aki.lethalbit.net · 28/09/2026

CW: Revospring Answer What's your favourite obscure book? — Oh gosh, what kind of book are we talking about here, like, fiction, non-fiction, reference? Also I have a very hard time pi… revospring.net/@lethalbit/a...

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Aki-nyan answered: What's your favourite obscure book?

Oh gosh, what kind of book are we talking about here, like, fiction, non-fiction, reference? Also I have a very hard time picking out what "favorite" even means... On the fiction side, I would say I ...

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aki-nyan //nullptr::live @aki.lethalbit.net · 28/09/2026

I really need to get work done, and the ADHD meds finally kicked in, but the voices are saying "Hey you should try to model an IBM 729 in Blender" And like, yeah, sure, but not right now, please T~T

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