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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

[I want to come back.... 😭😭😭]

Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

[I may not be as active as I once was but just know I won't throw any of y'all under the bus for dumb shit. I love you all.]

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Nick Fox @shinrabuyer.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

@aithnemithras.bsky.social is another person he can talk to, someone who understands the struggles of Shinra life. They may not be super close, but they get each other in an unspoken way.

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

[I am going to be a menace this weekend I miss y'all.]

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ᛤ @holyaches.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

when they don’t love you the way you want to， you mourn that for however long you need to. but then you remind yourself. you are not a reflection of the people who can’t love you. you will love again. you will be loved again.

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

messes in the past. Working together had been something they'd done since the beginning. Even if he declined the silent offer, she'd understand. Everything was a work in progress. "I'll try. It might not be perfect, but....I'll work on it. It's hard to unlearn the ways we protected ourselves."

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

like Rufus did. She kept her gaze out on the city but she shuffled one step closer. Not quite invading his space, but the invitation was unspoken and his to take or leave. She recognized the same struggle in herself within him, or perhaps that's what she wanted to see. They'd untangled bigger -

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

There's something in her that flickers. Acknowledging that he's staying at arms' length, the lack of feeling that she knows is masking something. They both crave something more. It's a yearning that feels familiar. A yearning that feels much more intense than the desire to reach for another smoke -

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

[I'm way too horny for way too many characters lolol]

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

[Among other things. I made poor choices today that led to this LMAO]

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—— 𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐏𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐓. @shinrasrufus.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

𝘐𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘯’𝘵 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘱𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯. ￬

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

[h muse hits at the worst times dawg]

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

I'd rather you burn me than hold me.

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

but at him. After all, what was happiness, what was any of it without him? "I'm sorry. I've just been stuck in my head lately."

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

she denied herself the ability to claim things she wanted for herself. She still didn't believe she was deserving of any of it. Atonement, right? "What's my freedom if it's not one we're enjoying together, right?" She finally said, her voice a little quieter. And she was looking anywhere -

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Her mirth was mixed with a subtle but undeniable "tell" that she was fighting something, at least for a moment. She shifted her weight from one foot to the other, fingers fidgeting with the nearly dead cigaratte rather than bringing it to her lips or killing it entirely. Even after all this time,

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Sleeping didn't come easy either. Fuck me, right?

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

[Me writing Ai: ah fuck I'm ruining everything]

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

[Anyway I'll be back after our board of directors visit today ruined me lol]

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

[Me writing Ai: ah fuck I'm ruining everything]

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

doubts and worries. Nothing good would last. Nothing good could belong to her. But she continued on, tilting her head from one side to the other to crack her neck as she exhaled smoke. "What future is there if those dearest to me aren't able to claim their own freedom? I wouldn't be able to."

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

"Wouldn't it?" She replied, laughing quietly again with the cigarette betwixt her lips, taking a deeper drag than before. Sobering. Perhaps the melancholy came from feeling like time was slipping through her fingers, that distance and inability were nails in a coffin she had built out of her own -

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STRANGER.EXE @strangerexe.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

forgetting is a kind of mercy eventually even the cemetery forgets it is a cemetery and looks like an open field

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

put up with me when I'm being unreasonable. But I don't want the reason I'm being unreasonable to be the weight of what I believe I need to be doing." Then she chuckled and brought the cigarette to her lips. "I'm a madwoman, right? You still have time to run."

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

by those terrible chains. Easier said than done, right? That's why I've kinda mulled over it. I didn't want to preach to the choir." She turned her gaze back to the city. "Further, I don't want any of that to drive a wedge between us. I'm not easy to deal with, I get it. I'm not asking you to -

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

If anyone knew how to get her to open up, if even a little bit, it was him. Her own cigarette was studied for a few moments, but she didn't bring it back to her lips. "I want to write a different story, Rufus. For you and I, for the company, for the future of this planet. One where we're not bound-

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

like it will swallow me whole. *We* didn't deserve this..." And her words trailed off.

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

responsible for but here I am. And you aren't responsible for them either, truthfully. The past can't be changed but the future is always moving." She heaved out a sigh, and went for another drag. "I don't blame you for any of this. But some days my resentment towards your father and Hojo feels -

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

"Not at all." Now she turned her head to fully look at him, drinking him in as if she were parched....and then she was distant. She shook her head and smiled. "I'm happy in that regard. But my time is occupied with the sins of those before us, fixing mistakes and problems I shouldn't be -

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Good thing it's just hump day, right?

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

some insight from history to help me today." The book looked like it had been through 80 years of war with its worn leather and barely held together binding. "Sorry....I'm a little enthusiastic about it. That's why I was so distracted." Gods, she sounds so embarrassing, she thought to herself.

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Oh, don't ask her that. She won't shut up. But it's too late, and right when she was about to scuttle off. "It's a historical account of disease outbreaks after war and the ways that doctors and practitioners of medicine handled these outbreaks. I'm...I'm a doctor myself, and I'm hoping I can get -

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Don't ask questions you really don't want the answers to.

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

One more for the road.

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Woke up earlier than intended. Guess I'm up for the day.

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

you've accomplished countless goals. Time does not wait for success." And then she stared back out, as if she was on the knife's edge herself. "And I put out fires. Turns out paper trails are flammable." Her dry humor always came in handy when needed. "But I do wish time was kinder."

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Those words, perhaps unintentionally so, felt like a dagger. She brought her own cigarette to her lips for a long drag to sort out her racing thoughts and once she exhaled....she let whatever fleetint thoughts pass like smoke in the wind. "You've done well. Even with the bumps in the road, -

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

weren't..." She shifted her gaze back out to the city below, through the haze she could see the signs of life and movement. It felt wrong for her to be this high up looking down at the city she grew up in. "It feels like we don't get enough moments like these."

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

There was a ghost of a smile that crossed her lips, followed by an exhale of smoke that swirled in the breezes that were certainly stronger this high up. "'No good,'" She repeats, her eyes warm with mirth but also an apprehensiveness that was typical of Aithne. "I'd be more surprised if you -

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Smoke break on the helipad. Close to the edge but not close enough that anyone would think she's contemplating it. ....she isn't. Don't worry. But sometimes she wonders.

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Dr. Aithne Mithras @aithnemithras.bsky.social · 02/09/2026