iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

it doesn't matter as much what the future holds， though. i love you， anyway. for now， or for then， or forever， however it shakes out. i'm already better for knowing you.

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you freeze up in childhood， you go numb， because you cannot change your circumstances and to recognize， name， and feel the emotions and their cruel causes would be unbearable， and so you wait.

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you're in pain in your chest， aren't you? you can't breathe， can you? i'll teach you that's love.

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i already have a companion.

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i love you in every season， through all the changes in your soul. i love you every month. and i would love you on february 30th. without hesitation. my love for you reaches times that don't exist.

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please， god! i’m begging you， please don’t take my little brother away!

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now the mask slips off. now you see me in all my horrible glory.

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she looked like a religious icon， like somebody you'd sacrifice yourself for.

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i'll follow you and make a heaven out of hell， and i'll die by your hand， which i love so well.

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i was never able to understand even the most fundamental thing about him at all. i abandoned his true self in the darkness，and was never able to find him even to the very end.

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something in me wants more. i can't rest.

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i just miss you， in a quite simple， desperate， human way.

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my soft hands replaced by claws. you turned me into a stray dog， from a mighty human man.

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love doesn't exist. there's no such thing as love. therefore，there is no sorrow. that's what i thought.

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you stay soft and get eaten ᛤ only natural to harden up.

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can’t you see? the sky is crying，it’s crying because of my loneliness. don’t you know how long i’ve looked for you?

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what’s wrong? don’t you recognize me?

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he needed more than me. i’m friendly and thoughtful and quite awfully pretty. but， he needed more than me.

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do i seem anxious to you? do i seem backed into a corner?

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you can love a monster， it can even love you back， but that doesn't change its nature.

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it was you who brought me this far. i couldn't have loved the world this much on my own. the world only looks so beautiful because you're in it. if you also think it's beautiful， then please... love yourself， too.

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the air smells like rain and you've started to forget about me.

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YOU HAVE NO IDEA ABOUT HOW MUCH SHAME I CARRY WITH ME.

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so i sit and wait like an abandoned dog waiting for its owner. impatient， restless， and forever waiting.

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i wish for what's forbidden.

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there's something wrong with me， and it reads nothing like poetry. so will you love me in spite of these tics and inconsistencies?

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my words might not mean anything now， but just remember one thing——even if the world turns on you， i will always be by your side.

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something of him stuck with me, a splinter;

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you're the one. you're all i ever wanted. i think i'll regret this.

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i'm learning to become all the space i need. i laughed today. for a second i was unhaunted. i was the sun， not light from some dead star. i was before. i am a house swollen with the dead， but still a home.

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and yet. and yet， when he looked at that broken body， all he wanted to do was howl. why? he wanted to scream at her.

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have you lost some weight? you okay?

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all that matters is that you want to hurt me. all that matters is that you want me. say the word and i'll burn for ten days.

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i was forged to destroy， and you are in my way.

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i love you. i love you too. i know that’s a sin， and i’ll probably go to hell for it. if i have a soul， i’ll go with you.

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everything is scary. everything is my fault.

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there is something wrong with you. there is something wrong with you that is also wrong with me.

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got me scratching at your back door， won't you let me in? won't you let me in? we both know what i came back for. won't you let me in? oh god let me in.

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there's something disturbing about recalling a warm memory and feeling utterly cold.

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i want to be happy but something inside me screams that i do not deserve it.

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