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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

funeral today. last time i’m going to see my dad ever and he’s going to be just a corpse full of chemicals

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

my dad died on sunday and i’m really struggling

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

crying at work but at least my mom’s in my texts bragging about how skinny she is

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

and now i have to go to work and pretends things are normal

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

said goodbye to my dad, his birthday is friday, so if he’s still alive, we’ll be going back to celebrate this weekend

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

my mom saying “don’t i look good 😏” as we’re getting ready to say goodbye to my dying father

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

my dad went on hospice yesterday i took the day off from work to drive up and say goodbye. my family back home told me he’s unresponsive and probably won’t make it to the weekend my mom was supposed to come with me but she worked last night and is asleep rn

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

my tiktok fyp has been a cruel bitch today

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

i miss when my bf used to take care of me when i was sick, been sick all day today and he’s gonna game with the boys 🫩

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

super depressed and feeling very detached from my bf ready to end my shit but i got a festival and a big concert to stick around for

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

all my bf does lately is come over and sleep , idk why it’s starting to annoy me

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

i washed my hair last night and it turned out so ugly so now i’m just spiraling

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

forever hating myself i could have been so small if i kept going at my lw but instead i binged my way back to my highest weight ever ive already lost all this weight before

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

having a walking pad is nice when i feel too bloated and disgusting to exist in public

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

any time someone mentions my dad, it feels like a punch in the gut

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

most days i wish id be born something else like a bird or a vine or something that lives and dies without even know it was alive

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

can’t have a bad day without Mother making it worse

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

she’s gotten so insufferable since losing weight . i mean i get it but even when i was her size i was never so annoying about it

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

i should keep a record of my mom flashing me because it’s really become a daily occurrence. maybe it has been for a while but i’m more sensitive to it she came into the living room from her bedroom to change in front of me. why

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

was thinkin about dinner but my mom said something insanely triggering so i think im just gonna get on the walking pad for a while

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

she hasn’t stopped talking for over two hours and i’m at my wits end

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

mom made me go with er after i got out of work (nothings wrong with her, she didn’t want to go to work) and then we get home hours later and she’s all like “how do i look?” and then asks me to come into her room so she can flash me

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

my mom vs calling attention to her body, making me touch her, making me look at her, needing me to pay attention to her and her body always always always always always

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

sorry i haven’t been on here much. just trying to survive

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 17/05/2026

been terrified to weigh myself bc i was so sure i gained 10+ lbs but im down 3lbs since i last weighed myself

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

i think bf is mad. i want to tell him what happened bc i can’t stop thinking about it. i was wearing bike shorts and a body suit (technically a one piece swimsuit) . not that it matters

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 11/05/2026

who sexually assaults someone during the last act on the last day of a festival

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 10/05/2026

saw so many couples at rockville and it made me miss my bf and wanna talk to him but he’s on the game with his friends :/

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

been getting ready to leave all day and my mom keeps adding things for me to do ???? no ???? i gtg???????

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

whatever leaving for daytona later today and i am very happy to be away from her for a while even if ill miss my boys

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

my mom told me she’d pay for my car maintenance for xmas last year. now i’m getting my car done and she said she’ll pay for a portion of it. okkkkkk 🩷

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

can’t post anything serious on main without moots making it a goofy silly thing like they don’t get how close i was to ending my shit today

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

moms will belittle you and demean you and guilt you until you’re ready to put a gun to your head and then act like it never happened 10 mins later

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

if i don’t feel better by the end of work today i am going to make today my last day

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

i must be getting my period cuz all i want to do lately is cry . rockville is this weekend and im just full of dread

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

i feel like i’ve been dissociating for months. i literally don’t recognize myself in the mirror or in selfies. like i know it’s me but i just look so… wrong? off??

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

moms talking about offering my room to her homeless sister and husband and their four un-housebroken pets

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 26/04/2026

i feel so disgusting and ugly all the time

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 26/04/2026

feel like i’ve gained 20lbs someone kill me

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 26/04/2026

overwhelmed by everything and fucking miserable all the time

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 11/04/2026

i wish i’d never been born man

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 11/04/2026

mom and i are having a massive fight while cleaning the house today bc she can’t help but to guilt trip me and i can’t help but to let that shit work on me every time. just locked myself in the bathroom and she got pissed bc i locked myself in the bathroom

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 11/04/2026

having been eating decently normal because i feel like they’re constantly watching how much i eat which makes my feel like a massive fake. still losing but it’s slow and i want to scramble my brain with my bare hands

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 29/03/2026

while i was in the kitchen making dinner last night, i heard my mom tell my bf not to let me starve myself ☹️☹️

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celeste ✨ @adversere.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

drove ma around to appointments this morning and we got breakfast at mcd. played the tomodachi life demo and im sooo excited for the full game dinner tn will be tacos but no one is really hungry so maybe we’ll do tacos tomorrow and just have a snack later tn

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