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@admatthias.bsky.social
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strolling thru meadows of melancholia, gathering posies redolent of sorrow ~audhd~ocd~pdd~ wp: refractreality.wordpress.com bsky: bsky.app/profile/did:plc:3yjerjyqbe… banner: osnat tzadok

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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 15h
scars like charms, lucky they didn't kill one last gasp to masticate glass let stained windows hide the truth —the lure of redemption an adam's apple hanged far from the tree sabotaged seed, ripened razed to wither in the vernal breeze #vss365 #lure #emoetry #sabotaged
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Mizz Whozza Whazzit @mwplovesmusic.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
Harsh white paper, soft words die there before I before I can finish them and all that’s left is sharper edgier built to kill verses The poet did it #poetry
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ɐʇǝǝɹʎs @phantomsspleen.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
Bone dance A procession of tourists human and non- chalk on the old Ridgeway path your plastic lunchbox smells like a licked hand We are gathered here today in space a tree being carved a broad emptiness suddenly filled up with your name into a face to do the Macarena
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
sorrow embraced feels like home #7syllablesentence #home
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
he tried to summon the words to #divine his inanition but only succumbed to silence and otiose laments #vss365
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ɐʇǝǝɹʎs @phantomsspleen.bsky.social · 05/08/2026
I said “maybe” you’re gonna be the one that saves me
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ɐʇǝǝɹʎs @phantomsspleen.bsky.social · 05/08/2026
Waiting for the heart to get up again to finish breaking
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 05/08/2026
the world is smaller in the dark, the universe is evermore vast; still I search for a whisper in the din of #chaos, and kindness in the shadow of humiliation; i tend the deadheads at the foot of my gravestone, hoping beauty will sooner grow from disaster #vss365 #emoetry #humiliated
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Sunlit @sunblissful.bsky.social · 02/08/2026
It's hard to be a feather when the world is a rock #poetry
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
temptation is the bane hope is the torment realization is the agony submission is the torture devotion is the delusion death is the release #vss365 #temptation #emoetry #devoted
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Serena🪞🧿✨ @alethianstrata.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
I don’t want my innocence back. You can’t restore something taken with so many types of violence. And I quite like who I’ve become— fighting upwards and out of the hole I was left to die in. #Poetry #BlueskyPoetry #MythicPoetry
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ɐʇǝǝɹʎs @phantomsspleen.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
Hanging baskets the sun recoils the soil is quietly grieving a measuring tape a kidney bean
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 29/07/2026
sea of memories reflecting from its grim coast to drown is easy #vss365 #coast #haiku
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ɐʇǝǝɹʎs @phantomsspleen.bsky.social · 28/07/2026
Planet today, the audacity of the sun punk-sprung and deadly, like the glass lamps we couldn’t stop touching. Free to a good home, it sank down the side of my face, and I cried like a planet, while the sun like my eyes were free and to a good home, while the it shone.
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 26/07/2026
the #cadence of his footfalls descending seemed to slow, but only as compared to my heart stampeding to escape its cage, and to my mind racing to disassociate; both being better off in the shadows of #weepy nightmares, than in the light of violence promised and violence done #vss365 #emoetry
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 25/07/2026
viewing old pictures thousands of hateful words mirrors of his past #inkmine #picture #haiku
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 25/07/2026
ascending moon, what's the point of this & me ...she doesn't answer #vss365 #ascend #haiku
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
one more taste to chase the tremor a #needle records the lie a #turn of the screw masquerades as life the pain of it swells w/ pleasure —leavetaking is the path of least resistance to choke on the #rotten seeds of a garden in ruin as the pupils are wide w/ the truth #vss365 #emoetry #wildwalkprompt
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Sunlit @sunblissful.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
I pray to touch, to hold, to keep what is aflame. I am changing, transforming, aching. Flowing, pausing, pulsating cosmic trails. I am, I tell myself. I am, I repeat. I am but life replies that dawn is an illusion. Hands outheld to the wild, trees hear this fall and re-invent my call.
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ɐʇǝǝɹʎs @phantomsspleen.bsky.social · 19/07/2026
This photo cutting a metal train a smooth spark this morning he wants to run and he’s crying everyone I knew was onboard catch you everyone And I’m running and I’m running and he’s crying and I’m not ready and I’m flying a bus home it hurts to look at
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 20/07/2026
a feast of marrow so thrives his balance of sins until nothing's left #vss365 #balance #haikuhorrorprompt #marrow #haiku
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 16/07/2026
these dreams #depart like webs on the wind in a tangled bramble of silkless litterfall even the final hope cannot free the straitjacket - bedazzled by bloody bite marks and thrashing scores - too tight, too small like a throat in shock scars screaming in the darkness without a word #vss365
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ɐʇǝǝɹʎs @phantomsspleen.bsky.social · 12/07/2026
It fell on us from the rafters making us half tar-blind dripping into our coffee at the neighbours’ house we flicked as cigarette ash onto the carpet left us where we fell walked to work the usual way shaking hands with a dust bunny turned this into a bitumen river itching to burst the bank
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 10/07/2026
the beauty of a #rose lies not in its petals nor in its fragrance, but in the single-minded devotion of its thorns #vss365
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 07/07/2026
peeling back the skin from fingernail to knuckle from temple to growing smile it's the only way to reveal where the guilt lies feeding sin through bloated veins that spill and stain to black the soul where eternal rivers flow #vss365 #revealing #emoetry #guilty
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ɐʇǝǝɹʎs @phantomsspleen.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
For every time you told me your sigh is a frown and your girl is a woman with your downward face your face so drawn I am moving with it down down with salt lips that is, I am making a note in my palm and a soundless sound across a soundless salted living room, that is I kiss it to you.
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FizzytwizlerAllsortsOfAllsorts @fizzytwizler.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
#vss365 #poetry Amber hues dance in delight Reflected in the silent shimmer Of the moon and its stars Across a velvet dark sky Within your eyes And so I #swoon A little love drunk Forgetting the break of dawn Time stopping to swoon too In a galaxy just for me and you
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
i've sat in the shade while ages passed; friend only to a puddle by my side. everyday, she shows me the sun #swoon to the moon's sultry shimmer, and the folly in the sway as this mighty oak withers. patiently she plies her ways, until i too am reduced to a puddle engorging our loneliness #vss365
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Sunlit @sunblissful.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
The wind is fierce I need such ferocity to talk to the elements to hold my arms wide embrace the wild I want to howl bare feet dappled here it roars again caressing my awe 📷 by me #poetry #photography #trees
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BB Milne @bbmilne.bsky.social · 04/07/2026
the kiss of frost light tips blue the easy pasture I wait for you #dailyhaikuprompt #haiku #pasture
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ɐʇǝǝɹʎs @phantomsspleen.bsky.social · 04/07/2026
you, an insect lie there benign and suffocated in the sea’s upsetting knuckle clicking her ghosts are immaculate throats full of your long dead grass
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BB Milne @bbmilne.bsky.social · 04/07/2026
pedal down, I play notes on a drowning surface, scatterbrained a primordial hum of silt and undersea I press a key to hear what one hand says to the other to drown, in whispers #supercilious as our hemispheres #vss365 #emoetry #poetryprompt
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 02/07/2026
on a good day, the present is numb. an #appraisal by dissonance and fire, trapped between time's weeping entropies. sorrow was never meant to be a synecdoche for life, but i fail to see a future blessed without unrelenting tearfall. today is not a good day. #vss365
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 01/07/2026
what is a will to live but a dalliance with #apprehension just one more tattoo of slender sliver just another sleepless night at the whim of dissatisfaction life and will aren't coterminous when its maker is met, so too is mine excuse me, i have a will to kill #vss365
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 29/06/2026
worry dolls whisper my ears sear in the nightmares giving back my shame #haikufeels #haiku #poetry #worry
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 27/06/2026
saved from the quiet internal voices compel flesh is enemy #haikuhorrorprompt #haiku #poetry #internal_voices
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ɐʇǝǝɹʎs @phantomsspleen.bsky.social · 27/06/2026
Tfw I was so sure climbing the wooden hill face in my palm, my hot palm misting from my mouth, winding down the spring of my body. I dreamed of you. We were in our little boat. When I wake, I can still feel your hand, almost, when I wake I am calm.
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 27/06/2026
pond petals dance dodging bullet raindrops in the western wild #inkmine #dance #haiku #poetry
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 27/06/2026
pond petals dance to the rhythm of raindrops in silver spotlight #inkmine #dance #haiku #poetry
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 27/06/2026
a storm's confessions while lightning scars the night's flesh plangent thunder wails #haikufeels #confess #haiku #poetry
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 26/06/2026
hoarfrost feathers a fallen leaf not far from the tree it trembles under kisses blown and stars unreached it wants to disappear into dust like a grainy memory but ants shelter beneath its shade so it exists #vss365 #grain
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 22/06/2026
killed darlings murdered dears locked within an ivory tower twisted sisters violent femmes jealous madness, suitor calls slayed angels butchered twins leap-of-faith #defenestrate crashing bodies poisoned souls embracing now, no truth be told #vss365
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ɐʇǝǝɹʎs @phantomsspleen.bsky.social · 21/06/2026
those eyes and mine black two black molars window-paned over a field a prescribed burn chest speaking boneless buzzing mouths fly-wing necks craning for the sun even though the sun’s just another screen
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Anna Orridge @anna-orridge.bsky.social · 20/06/2026
Your heart's sinews splayed like the beams of our fine, white house that was shelled. You said I must leave this hell: A country now burst at its seams. #WorldRefugeeDay
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
his forest of memories smothered by towering rampikes longing to caress the azure beyond a handless grasp alone he waits in #quietus a velleitous tree dying in the wildwood no honour guard to inhume his bones roots trapped by the soil's filth marrow decayed by the forest's corruption #vss365
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ɐʇǝǝɹʎs @phantomsspleen.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
a Tetris dream The sky gets zipped in blue eggshell zinc white haven’t even heard of a side mirror yet where I go everything slipstreams blocks of hummingbird machines I love this expression Got a lot time for them it just feels good when I wake up for split seconds in the place I know you’re ok
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ɐʇǝǝɹʎs @phantomsspleen.bsky.social · 09/06/2026
In the land of the herring there isn’t much to hold. No matter. Slide when you slide, meanwhile, slipping on a fish spine, you’re landing on your neck, it’s fine, because you’re just doing a sky lick. you’re just in the blue hour, you’re at the herring ball, bone libel, breath on.
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 09/06/2026
window view, verdance without life stretches out of reach storms scar the pane pull the shades tightly to see clearly roots rotting within #deadfall between four walls an understory of thorns slowly bleeding the poisons dry #vss365
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a.d. @admatthias.bsky.social · 08/06/2026
herald the #mother why does she suffer me a pock in her moonglow the welling, the cursing let her draw the undertow and I'll swallow the sand a dead weight anchor oblivious to the ebb and flow sinking thru the ocean floor #vss365
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