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acantha fait - fae vtuber

@acanthafait.bsky.social
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/02/2025
9. ... I ask over, and sometimes multiple times, if it's okay to share, because I've just felt so shameful about talking about it as other people's silence and uncomfortableness bounce back onto me. I'm just tired. (heheh, don't dad joke me you gremlins)
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/02/2025
8. I just want to exist, and share a bit about myself with other people. I can't keep hiding that my husband was murdered and that I'm having frustrations with the legal process. If I share details, it's in a supposed safe space behind a spoiler and trigger warning. It's why, in my anxiety...
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/02/2025
7. It doesn't help that -- when someone gets murdered -- people look at it and wonder what did *that* person do to deserve it? Combined together with the feelings of being othered and alone in such a traumatic way makes it hard. Stupidly, it feels shameful, especially as a people pleaser.
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/02/2025
6. One of the things I've struggled greatly with as a homicide survivor is the community component. Widows groups I've been in don't tend to have homicide widows. Grief and loss groups don't tend to have traumatic, violent grief experiences. In a way, it feels shameful to lose someone this way.
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/02/2025
5. It felt like a big middle finger, even if it wasn't meant to be. Just another instance of "no, your experience isn't welcome here." It makes them feel uncomfortable, so shut up. But: this is my lived experience and not a dirty secret. I get plenty of MH support, but not community support.
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/02/2025
4. ... which made me feel less alone for the first time in forever. We were all very supportive with each other and not dumping in the least; this made me upset to find out the next morning that the channel was closed and someone posted about mental health resources. and I went... what??? HUH?
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/02/2025
3. One of the places I frequented quickly trialed and closed a vent channel, and I feel partially to blame for it. It occurred almost directly after I vented about something process related and opened up about how Gwyn died, in spoilers. Someone else had a similar experience and shared...
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/02/2025
2. I'M SHY TO BRING HIM UP AT TIMES. I know, culturally, a lot of us suck at dealing with death and grief. I want to yap my head off about my experience, but I've encountered enough uncomfortable people that I'm struggling. It doesn't help that something happened recently that is very related.
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/02/2025
1. TALK TO ME ABOUT GWYN! ASK QUESTIONS! SAY SOMETHING! People are so scared to bring him up because (I'm assuming) they're thinking it might cause grief. This is my shout out to the world to say IT'S OKAY!!! Me and a lot of other widows want to be asked and reminded that their loved one existed.
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/02/2025
Heads up: I'm going to use this thread as a vent about some recent things that've bothered me and I'd like to just air out. More around my personal circumstances + interacting with folks in general. Might be a little rambly...
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Memi 💋🤍🩷 @memimarine.bsky.social · 26/12/2024
Merry Christmas and happy new years from me and @acanthafait.bsky.social
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Tryst | UndeRealm 🐣🐍 @trystvt.bsky.social · 07/12/2024
📢 COME & WATCH!! 📢 I'm playing Index Card RPG over on jaqueinthebox's stream alongside of @lucanassu.bsky.social @dheaontherift.bsky.social @acanthafait.bsky.social ! How will lovely little game-show contestant fare? Stop by and see the chaos! 🔗 Link Below🔗
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 03/12/2024
a GIF of me looking for sussy artists who does sussy work on vgen to add to my collection
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Luca Nassu 🔥 💜 | UndeRealm @lucanassu.bsky.social · 02/12/2024
Ever wonder what happens if you say "Happy Birthday" three times to a mirror in a dark room? ₩ⱧɎ ĐØ₦'₮ ɎØɄ ₲łVɆ ł₮ ₳ ₮ⱤɎ? 🎨: @acanthafait.bsky.social (Edited Publicly Available YCH) Feel free to draw yourself in and post in the comments! 💜
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sky @iamspacegirl.bsky.social · 27/11/2024
If you cut the roof off of Baba Yaga’s hut it can still run around for several minutes, but this is only a reflex action of the house’s nerves, not magic (as previously believed)
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 21/11/2024
art by vgen.co/ubenchiz!
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 21/11/2024
anyone want to help me set up the christmas lights? #vtuber #envtuber
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Throne @throne.com · 19/11/2024
🚀 🍁 750,000 Creator Giveaway! 🍁 🚀 🎁 To celebrate this milestone, we're giving away $750 in gifts! Three winners will each receive $250 toward their wishlists. To Enter - Like + Repost + Reply with Throne link - 72hrs to enter
750k creators x $750 giveaway
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 19/11/2024
Throwing my wishlist in! throne.com/acanthafait
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/11/2024
... acceptable.
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/11/2024
this is you
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 16/11/2024
CALL ME A HAG ONE MORE TIME #vtuber
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 16/11/2024
ALMOST DONE 😘 last night's embroidery progress!!! #vtuber #envtuber
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 15/11/2024
THANK U 😭
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 15/11/2024
Last night's craft stream progress! I'm so happy with how the wreath is coming out! The punch needle kit does much better as an embroidery kit; so much less frustration and constantly poking my fingers with a sharp needle. Hoping to finish this in the next few streams. #vtuber #envtuber #craft
1/4 finished Christmas wreath embroidery project
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 14/11/2024
wonderful art by vgen.co/syxnesthesia!
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Check out Synesthesia's commissions and portfolio! | 💕[3/5] Open for November's batch 💕 💜en/fil | 16 y.o digital artist from ph (^^) I'd love to bring your creative ideas to reality ! I do lllustrati...
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 14/11/2024
I... I did it... I BECAME JUNIOR SUPERVISOR AT THE HOME SAFETY HOTLINE. #vtuber #vgen
Acantha Fait holding the junior supervisor crown.
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 13/11/2024
this shirt this shirt was made for me
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 12/11/2024
I'd love to be added to the list as a fellow fae!
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 31/10/2024
didn't stream last night since I was feeling achey -- instead, send me some gift recommendations on throne and I might buy one to do on stream! throne.com/acanthafait
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 27/10/2024
soon i will stream abiotic factor
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 20/10/2024
I GOT A PROMOTION AT THE HOME SAFETY HOTLINE TO JUNIOR SUPERVISOR NOTHING CAN STOP ME NOW
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 19/10/2024
i've been missing Gwyn every single day ever since he was murdered in August. i haven't been streaming almost at all, but as things start to settle down, i hope to get back into it -- i'm not going to let this horrible person stop me from living.
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 25/02/2024
nice to meet you~ I'm Acantha Fait! I'm a fae vtuber who likes to find random treasures~ + twitch: twitch.tv/acantha_fait + ASMR yt: youtube.com/@AcanthaFait + stream vods: youtube.com/@acanthafait... + throne wishlist: throne.com/acanthafait + discord: discord.gg/n5n6t3tb79
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