acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/02/20259. ... I ask over, and sometimes multiple times, if it's okay to share, because I've just felt so shameful about talking about it as other people's silence and uncomfortableness bounce back onto me. I'm just tired. (heheh, don't dad joke me you gremlins) 010
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/02/20258. I just want to exist, and share a bit about myself with other people. I can't keep hiding that my husband was murdered and that I'm having frustrations with the legal process. If I share details, it's in a supposed safe space behind a spoiler and trigger warning. It's why, in my anxiety... 110
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/02/20257. It doesn't help that -- when someone gets murdered -- people look at it and wonder what did *that* person do to deserve it? Combined together with the feelings of being othered and alone in such a traumatic way makes it hard. Stupidly, it feels shameful, especially as a people pleaser. 110
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/02/20256. One of the things I've struggled greatly with as a homicide survivor is the community component. Widows groups I've been in don't tend to have homicide widows. Grief and loss groups don't tend to have traumatic, violent grief experiences. In a way, it feels shameful to lose someone this way. 110
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/02/20255. It felt like a big middle finger, even if it wasn't meant to be. Just another instance of "no, your experience isn't welcome here." It makes them feel uncomfortable, so shut up. But: this is my lived experience and not a dirty secret. I get plenty of MH support, but not community support. 110
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/02/20254. ... which made me feel less alone for the first time in forever. We were all very supportive with each other and not dumping in the least; this made me upset to find out the next morning that the channel was closed and someone posted about mental health resources. and I went... what??? HUH? 110
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/02/20253. One of the places I frequented quickly trialed and closed a vent channel, and I feel partially to blame for it. It occurred almost directly after I vented about something process related and opened up about how Gwyn died, in spoilers. Someone else had a similar experience and shared... 110
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/02/20252. I'M SHY TO BRING HIM UP AT TIMES. I know, culturally, a lot of us suck at dealing with death and grief. I want to yap my head off about my experience, but I've encountered enough uncomfortable people that I'm struggling. It doesn't help that something happened recently that is very related. 110
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/02/20251. TALK TO ME ABOUT GWYN! ASK QUESTIONS! SAY SOMETHING! People are so scared to bring him up because (I'm assuming) they're thinking it might cause grief. This is my shout out to the world to say IT'S OKAY!!! Me and a lot of other widows want to be asked and reminded that their loved one existed. 110
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/02/2025Heads up: I'm going to use this thread as a vent about some recent things that've bothered me and I'd like to just air out. More around my personal circumstances + interacting with folks in general. Might be a little rambly...media.tenor.coma cartoon character with pink hair and cat ears making a funny faceALT: a cartoon character with pink hair and cat ears making a funny face 221
Reposted by acantha fait - fae vtuberMemi 💋🤍🩷 @memimarine.bsky.social · 26/12/2024Merry Christmas and happy new years from me and @acanthafait.bsky.social 161
Reposted by acantha fait - fae vtuberTryst | UndeRealm 🐣🐍 @trystvt.bsky.social · 07/12/2024📢 COME & WATCH!! 📢 I'm playing Index Card RPG over on jaqueinthebox's stream alongside of @lucanassu.bsky.social @dheaontherift.bsky.social @acanthafait.bsky.social ! How will lovely little game-show contestant fare? Stop by and see the chaos! 🔗 Link Below🔗 172
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 03/12/2024a GIF of me looking for sussy artists who does sussy work on vgen to add to my collectionmedia.tenor.coma woman is looking out of a window with a reflection of her faceALT: a woman is looking out of a window with a reflection of her face 150
Reposted by acantha fait - fae vtuberLuca Nassu 🔥 💜 | UndeRealm @lucanassu.bsky.social · 02/12/2024Ever wonder what happens if you say "Happy Birthday" three times to a mirror in a dark room? ₩ⱧɎ ĐØ₦'₮ ɎØɄ ₲łVɆ ł₮ ₳ ₮ⱤɎ? 🎨: @acanthafait.bsky.social (Edited Publicly Available YCH) Feel free to draw yourself in and post in the comments! 💜 5132
Reposted by acantha fait - fae vtubersky @iamspacegirl.bsky.social · 27/11/2024If you cut the roof off of Baba Yaga’s hut it can still run around for several minutes, but this is only a reflex action of the house’s nerves, not magic (as previously believed) 311968421
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 21/11/2024anyone want to help me set up the christmas lights? #vtuber #envtuber 1170
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acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 19/11/2024Throwing my wishlist in! throne.com/acanthafaitthrone.comThrone | Acantha fait | My WishlistSend acantha fait gifts via Throne. Browse acantha fait's favorite products listed on their Throne Wishlist via throne.com. 010
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/11/2024... acceptable.media.tenor.coma person is touching a white anime character 's head .ALT: a person is touching a white anime character 's head . 010
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 17/11/2024this is youmedia.tenor.coma close up of spongebob squarepants with a big smileALT: a close up of spongebob squarepants with a big smile 010
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 16/11/2024CALL ME A HAG ONE MORE TIME #vtuber 370
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 16/11/2024ALMOST DONE 😘 last night's embroidery progress!!! #vtuber #envtuber 020
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 15/11/2024Last night's craft stream progress! I'm so happy with how the wreath is coming out! The punch needle kit does much better as an embroidery kit; so much less frustration and constantly poking my fingers with a sharp needle. Hoping to finish this in the next few streams. #vtuber #envtuber #craft 140
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 14/11/2024wonderful art by vgen.co/syxnesthesia!vgen.coSynesthesia (@syxnesthesia)Check out Synesthesia's commissions and portfolio! | 💕[3/5] Open for November's batch 💕 💜en/fil | 16 y.o digital artist from ph (^^) I'd love to bring your creative ideas to reality ! I do lllustrati... 010
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 14/11/2024I... I did it... I BECAME JUNIOR SUPERVISOR AT THE HOME SAFETY HOTLINE. #vtuber #vgen 2133
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 13/11/2024this shirt this shirt was made for me 000
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 12/11/2024I'd love to be added to the list as a fellow fae! 000
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 31/10/2024didn't stream last night since I was feeling achey -- instead, send me some gift recommendations on throne and I might buy one to do on stream! throne.com/acanthafaitthrone.comThrone | Acantha fait | My WishlistSend acantha fait gifts via Throne. Browse acantha fait's favorite products listed on their Throne Wishlist via throne.com. 010
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 20/10/2024I GOT A PROMOTION AT THE HOME SAFETY HOTLINE TO JUNIOR SUPERVISOR NOTHING CAN STOP ME NOW 100
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 19/10/2024i've been missing Gwyn every single day ever since he was murdered in August. i haven't been streaming almost at all, but as things start to settle down, i hope to get back into it -- i'm not going to let this horrible person stop me from living. 152
acantha fait - fae vtuber @acanthafait.bsky.social · 25/02/2024nice to meet you~ I'm Acantha Fait! I'm a fae vtuber who likes to find random treasures~ + twitch: twitch.tv/acantha_fait + ASMR yt: youtube.com/@AcanthaFait + stream vods: youtube.com/@acanthafait... + throne wishlist: throne.com/acanthafait + discord: discord.gg/n5n6t3tb79 3101