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TERRAIN! PULL UP!

@abjection.bsky.social
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sky, it. support me here: ko-fi.com/voidest

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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 14h
whooo i got my tumblr back! so long!
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 16h
heaves my bulk around laboriously while grunting and huffing and shoots you a surly glare over my shoulder as i settle down into the crispy leaves 🐻
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 17h
my life is falling apart but i saw a rainbow today!!
a tiny rainbow in a cloudy sky above a tall pine tree
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 23h
fuuuuuuck just realized if i remake my blocklist will be gone and it had hundreds of people on it. going to have to pre-emptively block all the urls i remember before posting anything. shit hell and goddamn
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
can't believe i lost my entire fucking tumblr account because i told a bot to kys. i'm so fucking stupid oh my god
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
took off her godawful hair and made her a hat and skirt. my life is falling apart but i am getting the hang of quick and dirty doll clothes #doll #bjd #ob11
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
sorry if you followed me for something else. this is a doll porn blog now
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
i got a doll today... #agalmatophilia #dollfucker #dolls #bjd #mjd
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
does anyone wanna see the 1/12 doll i bought myself in a haze when i was fucked up on benzos my birthday? she's cute
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
we gotta move these microwave ovens and coulour teeveeees
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
i hate when people ask me to describe myself because all they mean is "tell me if i should or shouldn't have a disgust reaction to your body". i hate knowing that they're probably going to say ehhh, not my type. like who the fuck cares if i'm your type! fuck off!
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I MISS TUMBLR I WANNA DIE
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
I MISS TUMBLR I WANNA DIE
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
the only people who wanna fuck me are either 74 or 19. why is this. what about me is such poison to other 90s adults? i mean, i know the answer. i do. i just really don't like it.
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
finally trying out my thigh high compression stockings. thigh high, toeless & very tight... these are someone's fetish dream but i find them kind of uncomfortable. they keep falling down. i wish i didn't need them to keep all the fluid that should be in my brain from pooling in my legs
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
when he says he's sex repulsed and only into jacking off but he would fuck you specifically because it would feel like jacking off
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
aaaahhhhh!!!!!!
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
at this point i want to just go stealth to suck dick so i don't have to deal with chaser bullshit and people assuming "nonbinary" means "slightly alt cis woman". might get murdered but that's fine honestly.
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
you ever love a creature so fucking much you want to cram it into your mouth and swallow it whole, bones and all? "cute aggression" is minimizing. this is something bigger
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
you go through life thinking cats can't fart because they're not smelly and uncouth like dogs. no one tells you cats can fart. and how! except unlike dogs instead of looking embarrassed they gaze at you serenely with all the love in the universe while you are gagging on the sulfur fumes
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
my cat has realized she can get my attention by mashing the number pad and enter key on my keyboard. she just did this and then farted so vilely i might have to move away. i lvoe her so much i could die
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
canon FC-811S, electronic calculator, metric conversion. ain't she a beaut
a beige 1980s calculator with a solar panel, large keys & a hinged adjustable display.
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
using the large button vintage solar calculator i got for $2.99 from goodwill doesn't make me any better at doing math but it is a much better sensory experience than using my phone. i much prefer to press a yielding plastic button than mash my fingertip against a hard glass screen
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
my microwave broke today. took out the glass plate to clean it and found that underneath the paint had bubbled and come off and there's bare metal. so i'm kind of fucked for food prep since using the stove makes me pass out
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
all summer the dead smoke alarm battery chirp in the empty unit across from me was driving me insane but they finally fixed it. i thought another had started going off closer but it turns out it's actually probably the alarm call of migrating white-throated sparrows. cool!
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
i really like the texture of gaviscon. mmmm alginate. it's a shame it's such a bitch to time with other meds
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
discord servers are fucking weird and i hate them. have you ever wanted to relive the experience of being an unpopular child in a high school lunch room dominated by a few very loud mean girls? well. you're gonna love this
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
i love that my brain damage has made me even more asexual than before. wheeeeee
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
36 NB4M looking to get my brains blown out. i mean uhhhhh my back
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
 PALE WHITE MOON SHINE DOWN ON COLORADO! HIDE MY DIRTY SECRETS! OUT HERE IN THE SHADOWS! WHERE THE QUAKING ASPEN TREMBLES IN THE SNOW! HAUL ME UP THE HILLSIDE HOLD ME HIGH AND LET ME GO! LET ME FALL DOWN THROUGH MY OWN ROOF LIKE A METEORITE! LET THE WORLD AND ALL ITS WONDERS LEAVE ME TO MY TOYS TONIGHT AND MY NINETY SIX INCH! TELEVISION SCREEN! LET ME DIE, LET ME DIE! SURROUNDED BY MACHINES!
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
been talking to robots and crying all night
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
and i want to go home, but i am home
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
are 95% of people on here temporarily embarrassed wellness grifters or does it just seem that way? Fighter. Writer (link to buy my book!! 👇). Dog Lover. Earth Momma. [list of every diagnosis they've ever received]. Obsessed with microlocal US news and SHOCKED if you aren't!! Hashtag LiberalsAreCool
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
feeling like a bird repeatedly flying into a window
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
if i wasn't so full of benzos i would be throwing a fit right now. as it stands i am just sitting here in pain understimulated and mouthbreathing
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
bots on here are so weird. they don't even try to scam you, they just creepily like your posts
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
elmiron is apparently both a lifesaving miracle drug and an evil poison that kills you. consensus is it does something, either good or bad. my doctor said she's had multiple people get relief much faster than the usually quoted 3-5 months but i guess she must be lying bc someone read a study once
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
posted about a med i just got prescribed & immediately had replies telling me it saved their life & replies telling me not to take it bc it'll ruin my life. also people acting like i'm lying because i quoted what my doctor said to me about it. like jesus i know we're all in pain but fucking chill
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
i hate the character limit on here. feels like having a door slammed in my face. i feel sick
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
if you think ooh, disclosing my mental health history will get me on the fast track to care and accommodations, you're dangerously wrong, especially if you also have pressing physical health needs!
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
god reddit is the worst. i'm looking at this resource list from the sub that the discord i joined is for and i get to the end and it's a fucking ad. it's an ad for a nonprofit that sells overpriced diet coaching and fucking nut butters
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
god i really wish i could get stoned. what the fuck else am i supposed to do with myself
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
joined a discord for one of the disorders i have and the first thing i see is people talking about how "they" (who? where?) approve people for disability benefits more often for mental health issues than physical illness. not sure where the hell that's true
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
wow i haven't even updated my pinned on here since june. no time like the present i guess
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
like that's my entire connection to the outside world gone. i can post here but i have literally 3 mutuals and my fundraiser posts never get any traction. it took a decade to get my "new" blog to 200 followers after i remade due to stalking. all my sideblogs i spent 20 years on gone. i feel so sick
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
i'm so fucking sad. i don't know what to do with myself. my headache was already really bad and now it's much worse
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
@anneemay.bsky.social my tumblr got nuked with no warning 😭😭😭😭
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Bengi Kendrick @fungiwithbengi.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
This fella was growing in a reforested pile of coal spoils
A green, shiny, striate capped waxcap mushroom with a yellowish stem. It's poking out between leaf debris
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
everything bagel seasoning is just furikake that sucks
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TERRAIN! PULL UP! @abjection.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
it's my birthday and no one has spoken to me all day. what's the point
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