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WHAT IF THE JOKER WAS ORANGE OOOOOOOO

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didn't sleep much as i just woke up in the middle of the night again and my headphones have snapped and i don't even know how as one moment they were fine and the next they are broken aaaaaughhhhh this is not gonna be my day

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urge to be able to create and make things but lack the drive i guess.

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even motivate myself to get out of bed every day. and then it's like if i do get a job which gods knows i need then it's like all my time will be spent in that. Which is good for the technical element of what I wanna do but it'd be at the cost of ever really having time for creativity

i think i'm partly struggling with what i want to do with my life, i've been kinda been not doing a whole lot. For honestly worse at this point I want to CREATE i want to MAKE STUFF i have the in theory skills or if not i can definitely learn it if i try but it feels hard to

sometimes i think it's worth not feeling enough about anything then it is to be upset or down it's just kind of emptyiness sometimes. like i should be feeling like any sort of feeling.

~Spade~ @armednoperope.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

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Look at this snake.

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Shrimp @xfauning.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

cooking something up i suppose

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Wyn🔞 @wynog.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

jhin is the most fun to play character in maybe anything ever actually peak character and gameplay design

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Wyn🔞 @wynog.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

we should do something when you next aren't chained to the care home!!

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Wyn🔞 @wynog.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I should use my protos way more, It’s crazy that this is the only piece I have of my two protoboy outside of their refs… I should get more art of them but I just know I’ll comm more evil art of Melvin and smiler again,

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~Spade~ @armednoperope.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Here's something that isn't a sketch, though it's a little older.

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Wyn🔞 @wynog.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Taking look at you and listing every freak thing you are into just from a glance

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Wyn🔞 @wynog.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

the guy who turns up soon after can eat a dick i hope he eats his own teeth soon enough he's so pathetic

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Wyn🔞 @wynog.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

CW #onepiecespoilers #dressorsa Finally the babygirl is on my page, I’ve been looking to seeing this slut after he was introduced in the live action early

physical fluidity as well honestly. That's why it feels so hard to commit to one direction. Even presenting as genderfluid feels limiting i suppose? eugh, bunch of weird feelings and probably some internalised bad stuff too but I'm still figuring it all out

at this point is female wasn't even an intentional choice but probably speaks to my bias even then, Melvin my 'fursona' i suppose is just genderfluid. Not in any big way, they are just sometimes a girl and sometimes a boy and that's just kinda the vibe. I guess I wish I could just have that

but then there's like putting all the energy into that and the added issue of living on terf island so it would just make life potentially more unsafe for me until i can get out of this hellhole I mean the one boon is I do at least have my characters to experiment with gender. A majority of my cast

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Yeaah, I mean i fully agree on being a huge farce I think a lot of my issues are with presentations, I could start going by she/her and at least most of my friends would respect it but it would feel weird until i put the effort in to present more that way.

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Yeah! I'm not in any rush, I just sometimes ramble about it as it's like getting the feelings out ~ I'll figure it out eventually

i should get more art of smiler in cool jackets... best genre of smiler honestly. particularly whenever they include the spikies on her shoulder

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she's spitting. best game ever made btw

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what if i don't decide do i just die

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Big ramble to say I wanna be a girl maybe kinda? But idk if it’s worth the amount of shit to go through for that. Particularly at least right now

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Eternal struggle of I really do want to be a girl or if it’s just A nice idea? As committing to it leads through a lot of struggle and effort to eventually get to a point that id feel actually comfortable Whereas I could stay where I am.. ehh I don’t know just confusing!!!

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