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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 1h

it surprised me that the magicians tv show had, idk...trash tv energy? not a value judgment, nothing inherently wrong with that, just trying to describe the vibe clearly cause with the books, the women characters touched me so profoundly that i almost named myself alice or julia

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 3h

if you think about it, we basically live under an egregore-based economic system, which is weird

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 6h

gets mad about the seemingly contradictory simultaneous existence of both suffering and hope within me and writes a poem about it archiveofourown.org/works/93754266

archiveofourown.org

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 7h

plural system name that's just a really long poem like that one fiona apple album title

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

i think i'm beginning to notice an exponential character in the curve of the graph representing how frequently i remember that being a very weird girl but trying to project any kind of normalcy sucks, feels bad, and is kind of an inherently self-defeating move

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

weird poems and arguably weirder microtonal music are little decoder rings that i am tossing out willy-nilly into the universe so that interested parties may, at their leisure, use the ring alongside the cipher of their own qualia in order to understand the components, makeup and functioning of luna

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

seeming paradox: each of us can only ultimately find peace through inward acceptance of ourselves, just as we are, and of our experience, but it's also way easier for homosexual trauma gremlins to get there if one or more other women/fembies kinda sorta understand whatever the fuck's going on inside

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

pondering the concept of "little shit (affectionate)" cause like, i do want to be a good girl, but what if i can be more playful about it, and less serious, without hurting anyone? and i've sure read a lot of zen parables where a master intentionally brats someone, for educational purposes

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

i am the type of girl who says things like "the third word in the russian warning on this desiccant packet is a different grammatical declension of one of the words in the russian name of the KGB predecessor," and i am trying to believe that this is beautiful

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

i like the fact that my autism gives me a permanent childlike sincerity and optimism, but the double-edged sword here is that i woke up at 3 am and needed to pee but was absolutely convinced that ghosts would eat my soul if i got out of bed

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

short-haired toddler luna: augh no don't detangle my hair adult luna: what if i poured fuel on this fire by not getting a haircut for 14 years anyway the sensory issues part of my brain is still indignant about brushing that knot out of my hair as gently as possible

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

you know you're hanging out with a neurospicy girlie when fae says "constituent morphemes" twice in one night for completely unrelated reasons

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

ordering an MP3 player in 2026 from a company called DreamHorseTech and pondering whether the gods have simply broken reality but not yet informed us

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

my weird north american experience is that i had always read about larders in books but didn't fully grasp what they really were until i actually saw one around age 41 while watching jeeves and wooster

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

a weird autism hack is to get sufficiently annoyed with computers that you exit your non-verbal state exclusively in order to inform windows that it sucks

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

this is the weird part of fall where it's still hot enough that sundresses are practical, but they no longer feel seasonally appropriate

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

recently, i spilled all of my anxiety meds on the section of carpet that the plumber had just soaked with goddess knows what, considered, in my dismay, the potential symbolic meaning, and immediately thought to myself: chiyono's bucket

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

listening to some otherwise very chill hold music that's occasionally punctuated the crunchiest chord i've ever heard through a phone, and i respect this

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

gmail is very confident that it knows what i want to say, but what i was actually trying to do was sign an email with my name, luna, rather than by saying lunar new year also it's september

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

i spent many years trying and failing to get into various physical instruments (trumpet, acoustic and electric guitar, clarinet), until i finally realized that i'm actually much more interested in writing and arranging entire songs and started making electronic music that's when everything clicked

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

my sources have informed me of a mysterious phenomenon known as "bass"

screenshot of an oddly worded product description that reads: delivers the lower frequencies known as "bass"

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

hecked up to have a nightmare where godzilla takes over the entire planet and turns people into TV head monsters kinda like vox from hazbin hotel, *and* you're getting misgendered

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

feeling like it maybe says something about our current form of societal organization that auto correct decided i was writing about the buddha attaining employment

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

profoundly offended that, despite what a drawing i saw jokingly said, a sick-ass sword would not, in fact, fix me, and that the actual path is the long, difficult, painful work of consistently sitting with one's internality and taking ultimate responsibility for being fundamentally ok fucked up

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

carrying maybe 25 pounds/11 kg of water, photography gear and general hiking supplies is certainly effective exercise, but sheesh (the real reason i do it is that i've had enough experiences of people needing a first-aid kit, water, etc. out in the wilderness that i always make sure i'm prepared)

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

why are landscape orientation images suddenly slightly off center and slightly smaller than necessary in the android text messaging app :< what is the extra space on the bottom for? UI/UX people explain, *explain*!

screenshot of a slightly off center and slightly too small landscape photo in landscape orientation. why is there basically a letterbox, like it's the 90s and my parents rented a movie from blockbuster

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

special interest in russian history haver luna spent years trying to parse the morphemes of the term kievan rus' (an early east slavic state) before finally realizing that the -an part was probably just turning kiev/kyiv into an adjective this just in: local autistic wildly overthinks a thing

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

dreamed i was having a moderately successful conversation in a fictional south slavic language because it was just similar enough to russian that i could hang

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

i tried to write the word nuance, but my phone auto corrected it to husband, and oh, the profoundly on-the-nose irony of this to a lesbian who is, in fact, sometimes trying to write a mildly complex sentence using something other than the most statistically likely word

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

i wrote this bot to make myself laugh, and ten years later it's still working musician.social/@fakegenrebo...

musician.social

Fake Genre Bot (@fakegenrebot@musician.social)

WTF dweeb bars

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

angel girls can have little a weird moonposting, as a treat

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

noisette seems like it would mean a small noise, but it means hazelnut, though hazelnuts are, in fact, not very loud

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

funny to think that i used to straighten my hair as an egg, because i considered it wavy to the point of being unruly, whereas now i braid it while it's damp to make it curl *more* of course, it's also way past shoulder length now, so the last 10% isn't annoyingly curling itself straight upwards

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

full moons get me all Weird, but also i think my hair looks pretty, so

it's me (blue glasses, navy t-shirt with white stripes, long, wavy red hair past the bottom of the frame) sitting in a burgundy chair

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

[cw needles] epi pins require you to stab yourself, so i think they should be called épée pens

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

feeling like willy wonka and the chocolate factory is a little harsh, actually? like, all these children get severely punished for their supposed character flaws, but i think it's more the case that they're acting out, or in, because their parents haven't modeled healthy behavior for them?

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

in college, a surfing buddy joked to me, who already had long, femme hair, that the longer your hair is, the better it makes you at surfing in retrospect, i understand my feelings about people noticing my girly hair more clearly lol

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

incredibly normal degree of analysis wrt how and why my brain goes "this beep sucks but this one is way better" in the DAW

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

writing melodies raises some fascinating questions about the nature of the mind when i do it at least, i'm feeling into what my intuition "thinks comes next," letting my unconscious reveal the contours of the story the melody is telling

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

decided to get a reasonably priced fall jacket that's kind of...not the sort of thing you'd think i would wear, maybe even for that exact reason the idea is that i think the style will help me feel a little more like a lesbian grown-up

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

enjoying the phrase "powershell: force remove audio-killing bloatware" on the ASIO4All website, particularly because it makes me imagine a jedi reaching toward their laptop, adopting a focused expression, and using the force to remove bloatware

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

bunny girls make good musicians and audio engineers, for obvious reasons

it's me (blue glasses, black cami, over-the-ear headphones with white and pink bunny ears attached to them) sitting on a floral couch

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

just realized i've been out for so long that some younger trans people might not be aware of the my little pony transbian archetype from the early 2010s total fluttershy here, incidentally. i spent a decade carrying a rainbow dash cutie mark messenger bag and wore a "unicorn power" t-shirt to rags

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

i am in possession of an image that will instantly transport any millennial who grew up in the bay area back to 1997

a slightly askew bumper sticker with neon green and magenta text that says "KMEL jams more music 106 fm"

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

2014 luna's hair all fit in the frame 2026 luna, who didn't get a single haircut in the intervening 12 years, didn't even bother to try also, i've basically always "felt like a redhead," so it was weirdly validating when my stylist was like, well there's already natural red in there anyway

a collage of two selfies, with 2014 me on the left (shoulder-length reddish brown hair, blue patterned scarf, gray t-shirt, no glasses), and 2026 me on the right (blue glasses, so much curly red hair that it's way past the bottom of the frame, black t-shirt)

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notice me, send pie 🏳️‍⚧️ @3dcarrotblast.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

2000s internet troll: your gay me (in a gollum voice): my gay...

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