iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

Maybe it’s stupid to see it as a sign but guess what I don’t care !!!!! I’m able to find it again That has to mean something

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

I did a lot of things that were really hard today but something kind of stupid made it all feel worth it Everytime i go out to the park in the middle of the night I would always try to find the big dipper, but i couldnt find it for months But today it was the first thing i saw when I looked up

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

I definitely feel sad about things, or maybe more melancholic? Okay maybe indescribable WAS the proper term, I don’t really know I think at the core of everything is that I treasure all these moments, even with the pain it brings to relive them I still want to view them as happy memories

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

Looking back on the second part here, I think I worded it weird. It doesn’t really feel like it conveys what I was feeling when I was typing it I just wanted to get out what I was thinking in my head, but rereading it I don’t think I see it the way I said it here

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

Thanks homie, I think I needed to hear that 🥺

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

There are so many things that I will always remember, no matter what I do The thought of maybe never experiencing moments like that again gives an indescribable feeling I don’t want to forget, but remembering is bittersweet

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

The drive home from the station that I always dropped them off at cause it meant just 10 more minutes with them The pier where they grabbed me and kissed me out of nowhere The classroom where they picked me up and drew their favourite pokemon on the board in

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

I constantly walk by the rock near my house that we laid on and watched the stars Sometimes on my way to work I pass by the bakery they loved Or the place we loved to eat at next to the retro game store Or the park with the trees that they ate a leaf off of

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 11/10/2026

In 6 days Pokemon Legends Z-A will have been out for exactly one year That game is pretty mediocre, 6/10 at best, but that game held a lot of significance to me because of who I got the game with when it came out It’s hard to look back on those moments sometimes, especially when I see reminders

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I’m pretty lucky to have “proof” that I managed to have a good time Especially cause I know that photo was taken before I started drinking that night LOL I usually try to repeat to myself that I’ll be okay when I end up crying, but after last weekend it feels a but more like I really will be

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I don’t really get to see what I look like when I’m smiling or laughing for obvious reasons, so it’s kind of a treat when I get a chance Like “Wow! That’s what other people see when I feel this happy” I do feel a little self conscious of it though

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I saw a picture of me that was taken at the event I went to recently, and I actually quite like it! I don’t usually like seeing myself in photos, it’s why I always try to make a funny face when they’re taken But I didn’t know this one was taken so I’m just unabashedly smiling in it

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I think I wanna group these ones together cause they were all taken in the same night I still remember when, even how they were taken, I wish I got better at taking photos ingame Looking at them feels a a little bittersweet Having fun with the game in this way is something I miss though

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I think this pic is interesting to me because it was super early into me playing the game I can't even remember why we took this one, but I do remember the process somewhat It was way before I saw FF14 as a game to get good at, at this point it was just a game I logged into and kind of hang out

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I remember doing all the routes for this dungeon at super degen hours with two other friends and it was pretty fun When we all got this emote we popped off cause this emote is so fire The elephant dude does it too but I guess I didn't get a photo where he's hitting the pose

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

This one was my *actual* first ulti clear, probably took us longer than it should have lowkey but I was so much worse back then and couldn't do the last real mech consistently LOL Still have fond memories doing this one though, been reprogging it with someone in this pic too!

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

This wasn't my first TEA clear, but it was a few of my friends first! This fights a lil special to me since it was my first "real" ulti, (First was UWU) and also I ended up clearing before some of my friends in PF, so my self confidence was reassured Met a friend I'm still close with now too here!

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

This one is from when I cleared my first savage fight with my friends !!

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Anyway I just like using this account to yap about whatever I want now so I'm just gonna throw some of my favorites in this thread to look back on Like I took this one after I spent a whole week trying to get our FC a house LOL

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Don't get me wrong though, raiding is fun too! Or like, it's satisfying? Which is fun in it's own way The social aspect is still there too in a different but cool way, I like that since not a lot of people actually do the hardcore stuff you tend to recognize a lot of names

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Lots of other factors went into why I enjoyed that game so much All my friends were playing it cause of Covid, I had nothing to do because of Covid too I met a lot of people I never would have as well through the game, even if most of them have drifted away since

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

I think it feels that way because there's so many ways to experience that game When I started it was very casual, but now I mostly do the raid content I'm not sure what phase of my time with that game was more fun, but either way it's impossible to experience the game how I did originally

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Sometimes I look at my FFXIV screenshot folder for a bit of nostalgia It always feels pretty weird since I've been playing it since 2019, but that game meant something completely different to me as the years went on FFXIV in 2021 was soooo much different to me than in 2023

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

It was so so so so so so so fun !!! I want to travel for FG events more if I can I forgot how much fun they are

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

First day back home !!!!! It was such a good trip !!!! Got to meet a lot of people that I really liked hanging out with !!! Lot of connecting names/voices to faces for the first time I was kind of worried about trying to make the trip “worth it” but it definitely was

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

It might be a bit hard for me to concentrate on the competing aspect, but I really want to do my best It’s pretty rare that I get to compete in something that I can say I’m somewhat skilled in, so even if it’s under these circumstances I want to try and prove myself a little

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I’m going on a 3 day trip today for a tournament! I never really got to travel much for events, so it’s cool that I get to go to this one I was pretty close to refunding it too, I hope that it ends up being worth it I think that enough time has passed where I can at least have fun while I’m there

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I don't know if it's just that I've adjusted to my new normal or if I've just felt so much that everything after just feels like a drop in the bucket now Either way it feels like I've made some progress

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I finally managed to unpack all my things, and you know what? It wasn't even hard I didn't feel sad, or happy, not even melancholic like I just did it I did stream it so maybe that helped, but for weeks I would look at those boxes and wonder how rough it would be, but it wasn't rough at all

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I’m in one of those situations that you always think would happen to someone else I mean it’s just so comical, to have everything that happened to happen in the same year We’re all someone else to someone else though It’s just my turn to be someone else

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I just got another thing on my plate to worry about, which really sucks cause I already have a shit ton to worry about I just wanted to believe someone could change for the better but believing is almost never enough. You’d think I would’ve figured that out by now but here I am Why me

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

If my laugh is still recognizable, even after over a decade, then that means I can still laugh the way I used to After everything I've experienced, I've still managed to keep parts of me that have always made me who I am Despite everything, I'm still me!

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I don't remember what he said, but it made me let out a big laugh He told me "Your laugh is the exact same as back then!" I've been thinking about that all day

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I ran into my 7th grade teacher today, he recognized me cause of my name I mean there's not a lot of people with my name out there We had a pleasant chat though !! It's a funny feeling meeting an adult figure that you looked up to as a child after so long, even more so when they remember you

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Seeing myself as someone special, someone worth the effort, has always been tough Even though I’d be able to tell someone else that they are special and worth the effort solely for existing it’s still tough to say that to myself I hope one day I can tell myself that with my whole chest

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

At the same time though, I’m fully aware that there are things that I can in fact do, that others can’t I just think that anyone could do what I can if they just put in the time I don’t think there’s anything that I’m good at that someone couldn’t do without a bit of hard work

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Anytime anyone has ever said I’m something that isn’t ordinary it feels weird I don’t see myself as special because in my eyes, anyone could do what I do. It’s hard to for me to think that there’s something I can do that someone can’t

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

He said that he put off inviting me because he was worried about making feel bad because he thought I’d be busy cause I’m “so cool” I wasn’t like offended or anything, but it got me thinking a bit about how people seem to view me I know people seem to see me as something special, but I’m not sure

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Today someone unexpectedly invited me to their place, I had a really fun time !! We just played poker and talked, met some new people who were super chill to play with But something he told me when he invited me and at the hangout kinda stood out to me

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I did end up crying a lot on my way home, once all the things I was thinking about the whole day came rushing back But I’m glad I was able to find people that despite meeting them for the first time, still made the effort to support me I think that’s magical

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I even met people just outside the club I went outside every once in a while to smoke and one dude asked for a cigarette but since I only brought one outside with me we ended up sharing it Then it turned out his friend knew another close friend of mine! Truly a small world

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I got to talk to her partner too! We both kinda trauma dumped on each other but it was awesome cause we both had similar experiences I definitely cried in both of their arms tons Literally crying in the club HAHA In a way it was a miracle interaction to me, to find someone who’d understand me

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

One girl bought me a drink because I found her cat headband on the ground She danced with me a ton too, it felt like I was being thrown around and pulled in all the time, it was so fun! She played with my hair and kissed me a lot, it felt pretty nice to feel that desired, without any strings

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

First guy I met was so cool, came over to talk cause he saw me downing hella beers LOL I ended up telling him what I was going through and he made sure to come check up on me and dance throughout the night We even exchanged socials, I hope I see him again!

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

It tends to surprise a lot of people, but I’m actually pretty shy usually I do love talking to people! But it’s pretty rare that I’ll approach someone But last night I was still able to talk to a ton of people! Maybe it’s just that I was drunk, or it was my first time in a club like environment

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I went to an event in a club last night! I got home at around 3 am and then went to work today at 8:30 this morning I’m completely exhausted But it was worth it. I think I needed to go and I’m happy I did since it was a last minute decision I got to meet quite a few new people!

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

It’s his birthday soon too, in four days This is the first time I don’t spend my birthday with him This year was my first time doing a lot of things without him I’ve thought about giving him a birthday present back recently, and maybe I will I don’t know though

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

One person to cry over is already enough so why do I have to get three people instead

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