iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I saw a picture of me that was taken at the event I went to recently, and I actually quite like it! I don’t usually like seeing myself in photos, it’s why I always try to make a funny face when they’re taken But I didn’t know this one was taken so I’m just unabashedly smiling in it

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Sometimes I look at my FFXIV screenshot folder for a bit of nostalgia It always feels pretty weird since I've been playing it since 2019, but that game meant something completely different to me as the years went on FFXIV in 2021 was soooo much different to me than in 2023

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

First day back home !!!!! It was such a good trip !!!! Got to meet a lot of people that I really liked hanging out with !!! Lot of connecting names/voices to faces for the first time I was kind of worried about trying to make the trip “worth it” but it definitely was

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I’m going on a 3 day trip today for a tournament! I never really got to travel much for events, so it’s cool that I get to go to this one I was pretty close to refunding it too, I hope that it ends up being worth it I think that enough time has passed where I can at least have fun while I’m there

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I finally managed to unpack all my things, and you know what? It wasn't even hard I didn't feel sad, or happy, not even melancholic like I just did it I did stream it so maybe that helped, but for weeks I would look at those boxes and wonder how rough it would be, but it wasn't rough at all

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

I just got another thing on my plate to worry about, which really sucks cause I already have a shit ton to worry about I just wanted to believe someone could change for the better but believing is almost never enough. You’d think I would’ve figured that out by now but here I am Why me

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I ran into my 7th grade teacher today, he recognized me cause of my name I mean there's not a lot of people with my name out there We had a pleasant chat though !! It's a funny feeling meeting an adult figure that you looked up to as a child after so long, even more so when they remember you

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Today someone unexpectedly invited me to their place, I had a really fun time !! We just played poker and talked, met some new people who were super chill to play with But something he told me when he invited me and at the hangout kinda stood out to me

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I went to an event in a club last night! I got home at around 3 am and then went to work today at 8:30 this morning I’m completely exhausted But it was worth it. I think I needed to go and I’m happy I did since it was a last minute decision I got to meet quite a few new people!

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Can’t believe espot moved their wacca machine next to ongeki just to fuck with me specifically

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

A little sad cause I just noticed one of the birthday gifts I got from him got cracked somehow :<

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

It’s hard to feel comfortable because almost 24/7 I am thinking about everything that happened this year But I need to be uncomfortable, because if I can’t handle being uncomfortable then I’m never going to change So I’ll keep on being uncomfortable for as long as it takes

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

I decided to wake up extra early to transit to work today! I’m really tired but somehow it feels worth it My stop is near the end of the line too, so I’m getting a lot of time to sit on the train and really enjoy it Drivings convenient for sure, but I really missed taking the train

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Bit of a silly little milestone but today I broke into dance while I was walking my dog Recently when I go for walk, it's just a lot of thinking with minimal movement. One step at a time to just get somewhere that isn't where I am But for the 1st time in a while I did a lil dance !!!

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

I think one of the reasons I’ve started to like smoking is that it feels social to me without actually needing to be I’ve only been doing it alone, but I always choose places that seem to be common areas to smoke near me Like my favourite spot currently has a can someone placed for disposal!

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

It’s been almost a month since I’ve stopped living with my ex, but I still haven’t unpacked all my things All these boxes are proof of that life I lived with them, all wrapped up Each thing in those boxes represents a memory, some good some bad I don’t know when I’ll be able to unpack it all

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

I got a few birthday messages from people that I didn't expect to get any from this year I've always felt so flattered whenever something like that happens, like "Wow! I had enough of an impact on you that you both remember me, AND felt the need to say something to me!" I'm so so so lucky

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Many people in my life have told me how strong I am Part me wonders if I’m actually strong or just good at pretending to be They say fake it till you make it though, so maybe I’m already at the “make it” part Who knows? I don’t think anyone truly knows, even me I’ll just go on as if I am anyway!

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

I found out a few days ago that one of the people that hurt me this year does think about me I was always worried they never did, because they kept trying to prioritize someone else instead To know they cared about me gave me more reasons to carry on I really truly miss them

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Even if it still hurts a lot, everyday that passes makes the thought of waking up and not feeling like this seem more like it will be my reality someday I know I’ll get there, I just need to be patient I will be okay

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

I feel a bit like crying tonight, but despite that I still feel like I’m healing little by little

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

I went fishing for the first time today with some friends and was *this* close to catching what was probably a huge fish I’m not gonna let any bad thoughts take that away from me 😤😤😤

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Ended up having to stop by somewhere today that reminded me of a really bad memory But I won’t let it ruin my day !!! 😤😤

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I'll never take for granted having so many people who care about me I'm so thankful it's unreal 😭

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

Haven’t been this sad on my birthday since 2018

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

It’s kind of strange how fast a smell I used to despise has become so comforting

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

I know I shouldn’t but I’ve started smoking Maybe it’s kind of pretentious to say, but it feels like everytime I let the smoke out a tiny bit of the pain I’m feeling flies away with it

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

Today was a really really really bad day but then I got to see my friends who I love very very very much and now it’s a better day !!!!!

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

It’s only bad right now I am going to be okay

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

I am strong and I am going to be okay

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

can't wait to wake up in 3 hours to go get my eczema prescription refilled cause i been wearing long sleeves and pants in summer so no one sees how hard i've scratched myself

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Junie @12byo.bsky.social · 03/09/2026