[He feels like he wants to cry, but he doesn't want to do that in front of Antonio. This dinner was supposed to be relaxing or nice. He's already ruined that]
I...I don't know.
Oh, well, I meant moreso the whole turning into a man thing...
[He's smooching Abel on the cheek to shut him tf up]
I think they'd be proud of you for being true to yourself, for raising your sister and your brother, for always trying your best. Those other things? We can work through them!