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Antiheat @antiheat.bsky.social · 01/06/2026

-wrath- No pride for some of us without liberation for all of us.

A splattered anthromorphic raptor kneeling and looking up whilst sitting in a heavy amount of paint. They look to be screaming at the sky, whilst streaks and patterns of many different colors of paint drip against a vague, void-like background. The raptor is outlined in sketchy white lines.

Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 25/05/2026

Today marks my 5th anniversary of starting HRT. It has officially been 5 years since i first started estrogen. Started on the last Monday of may 2021. Some days i still look in the mirror and go "hehe. Am girl. That me. Yay." As if Ive forgotten... but i could never forget. Best choice i ever made.

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Eerie Eera @aveedroid.bsky.social · 19/05/2026

and more safe and sound marathon bingus holders

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Eerie Eera @aveedroid.bsky.social · 19/05/2026

casualwear, safe and cozy #Marathon shells and #Bingus

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Antiheat @antiheat.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

-the ferroraptors- I've finally finished the blueprint/schematic/sales pitch document for the ferroraptors, which will be featured in-world in VRChat! This has been one of my favorite things to work on, and finally gives me a chance to nerd out about the blorbos in my head.

The first synthetic lifeform.

Built in the vein of ancient abberations; not a soulless imitation of life, but a loving dedication to it.

Innovative: Featuring no muscle structures, locomotion and body shaping are instead altered through a lightweight magnetoneural lattice embedded throughout its ferrofluid mass, attached to its central processor.

Intelligent: The centralized synthetic neural core processes both sensory input and memory, continuously coordinating magnetic impulses, effectively “piloting” the fluid body through precise field modulation.

Durable: The nerve lattice features microscopic electromagnetic filaments and joint actuators, which generate rapidly shifting magnetic fields that manipulate the ferrofluid’s position, allowing the ferroraptors to alter posture, redistribute mass, and perform motion with ease.

Easy to repair: Physical healing is done through autonomous ferrofluid redistribution. Damaged regions are resealed over time by guided ferrofluid flow and plastic polymer reformation across the outer membrane. Plastic “patches” can be applied to more readily attend surface breaks or wounds.

-Plastic Polyweave Matrix
-Transport Substrate
-Field-controlled Fluid Medium
-Ferrofluid

-Electromagnetic shielding
-Stored qualia & Memory index
-Prediction & Impulse centers
-Instinct Cortex
-Self-Operating Unified Limbic Core

Graphic not to scale. Illustration styling exaggerated for display purposes. Cosmetic additions like hairstyle, eye color and claw shape are configurable through programmable holocrystal technology. Gender optional. Total cost to manufacture to be determined. Ferrofluid liquid may stain fabrics permanently. All designed ferroraptors are fictitious. Resemblance to any organics, living or dead, is purely coincidental. Preinstalled qualia/stimuli will not be provided. Patent pending. Document dated 3E-111.

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 01/05/2026

More post it note practice. The 1st featuring Regaila bring a gremlin. The 2nd is another 4 headshots of friends characters featuring Lu, Rowan, Novus and Sparky. The 3rd is Zellox flying but i wasn't happy with the pose or proportions. 4th I'm actually proud of and was much better.

Messy sketch of Regaila grinning like a Gremlin at Zellox like she has gotten up to some mischief. Zellox turning to look at her in surprise and worry on seeing that grin.

Messy sketch of Zellox flying. She appears tense, like she is about to dive down.

Messy sketch of Zellox flying high in the air. She appears relaxed and is looking down at the earth below seeming lonely. The clouds and horizon are visible far below her.

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Antiheat @antiheat.bsky.social · 28/04/2026

Did you know the study of flags is known as "vexillology"? You did? Well, study these. Finally finished designing all of the remaining flags for my world's universe!

A colorful arrangement of 11 flags of different colors, shapes, and sizes, all of them being displayed in Adobe Illustrator.

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

More post it note practice. I've been keeping this up for over a month now. The last 2 i was drew the characters of those i know. I was slow and wasnt happy with them so i spend some time on them at home. Featured in the sketches are Zephyr, Antiheat, Moridoll, Cobalt Blue, Aerten and Ferin Luminax.

Messy sketch of Zellox with her back to the camera. Surrounded by her firey aura and looking behind her toward the camera with a serious look.

2 messy sketches of Zellox. The first with one hand rubbing where her ear is under her hair. Wincing as if something loud had hurt that ear.
The second looking alittle half finished is Zellox looking over to the first sketch with a pained looking smile. (I struggled with they eyes and forgot one eyebrow in that one cause i spent so long on the first sketch.)

Messy sketches of the characters is those I'm close to. Zephyr the drake, antiheat, moridoll and Cobalt Blue.

Messy sketches of two friends Aerten and Ferin.

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

I realise i haven't posted more of my post-it note practice. I have actually been keeping up with it every lunch break.

Two messy Sketches of Zellox Erif. First is a shot from above looking down at her from behind. Zellox has clearly noticed whoever is watching her from above and is giving a serious side eye with her hair blowing across her face, framing the serious looking eye.
The second is an incomplete sketch of her looking down seriously with shadows over her face, hiding her eyes... might try that second one again on its own in the future. Not happy with it.

Two messy bust sketches of Zellox Erif. The first on the right with her looking deeply tired with large bags under her eyes and lightly messy hair. The second with a rare front-facing Zellox looking serious and glaring at the camera.

A rare Human form Zellox. This time choosing to "show her scars". She is holding up her Right arm to show the strange scar that starts suddenly on her forearm close to the elbow and stretches up her forearm before fading to normal skin. Barely seen is similar strange scars on all her fingers and the burnscar on her palm. Most visible is the large burnscar that covers her right shoulder, neck and stretches up the right side of her face, across her ear, almost reaching her right eye but missing her mouth and nose. There is two scars cross across her chest one following the line of her sternum and one going right over the midline of her heart. The final one barely visible (i ran out of room) is on her abdomen a firey line across her abdomen that almost reaches the whole way across.

A messy sketch of Zellox Erif catching a bullet in her teeth.

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

So I've been trying to do regular drawing practice on postit notes in the 20 minutes I'm not eating at work on break. I've always struggled with Zelloxs face shape and proportions so i figured this would be good practice. Mostly expression practice. Thanks Pitohui for the idea. Hope i can keep it up

3 Messy sketches of Zellox's head. First tilted up in an afronted expression, second is her upsidedown grinning with her fair falling down and 3rd in breathing fire.

2 messy expression practices of Zellox. One looking to the left woth half lidded eyes and grinning like she's looking lovingly at Regaila. Second is her poking her tongue out in disgust.

Messy sketch of Zellox's upper body giving a 1000 yard stare. Reliving some trauma or dissociating.

2 messy sketches of Zellox. One with her tilting her head in annoyed confusion looking right. The other looking left grinning cheekily like she told the funniest joke to her and watching people react.

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 17/03/2026

Managed to do alittle post it note expression practice in the 20 minutes i wasn't eating on break at work. I always struggle with Zellox's head shape so i figured trying to get into the habit of doing regular practice would help.

A post it note with sketches messy of 3 different expressions of Zellox Erif.

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Antiheat @antiheat.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

Late night garying session.

Seven people in a 'Den 108' channel, all named Gary, aside from one being named Kamen Rider Gary.

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Antiheat @antiheat.bsky.social · 09/02/2026

Oh, we're all off Discord now. I use Witchhazel now. Lindworm doesn't let you stream your screen. Paprika is actually a foreign surveillance app. Dude, send me your Dingo. I can't sign up for Jester Plus. I don't like the UI for Cabinet's mobile app. Just toss me your Spork. We're on Spork now.

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 10/02/2026

Canceled Discord Nitro until such time as they take back this ID/Face scan, Monitoring messages with AI, Teen by default bullshit. Why discord is trying to kill itself is beyond me. Who is making these decisions? Do they want to kill their platform? SO many people will leave for this.

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 03/12/2025

Streaming INFRA again after so long with @zephyrthedrake.bsky.social. Documenting crimes against OSHA with my pet drake in the backpack. www.twitch.tv/zelloxerif

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 24/11/2025

Beyond Nothing, rests Everything. (An artpiece based on the story being told of Zellox in Sanctuary LARC. TW: Gore.)

Splitting the piece in two is a black gloopy line. Zellox (A blue dragon woman with a red ponytail) is stretching to reach through the dark mass a look of desperation on her face. Her arm on the other side is dissolving the further past it gets. Down to muscle then bone then dust. She is reaching out to Regaila (A tigerwoman with black hair and blue metal arm) but doesn't reach her. Regaila unaware of her struggle.

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Antiheat @antiheat.bsky.social · 03/11/2025

-duet- Decided to make a new profile picture render. Been doing my best. Thank you to the friends that have been keeping me going. ::)

A black-and-white cropped shot of a singular anthropomorphic raptor with two different sets of eyes. They are wearing a scarf and a coat of some sort, as well as a visor atop their head. They have a slight smile.

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 19/10/2025

Streaming No I'm not Human. With @antiheat.bsky.social and @zephyrthedrake.bsky.social. Hoping to finish of this game. Where we let survivors into our house but trying not to let in evil Visitors www.twitch.tv/zelloxerif

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 31/08/2025

New Video! Jazzpunk with @antiheat.bsky.social and @zephyrthedrake.bsky.social. Very funny game and spies. We were all laughing alot. Check it out! youtu.be/zQiH4Ob5R1E

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Funniest game about Spies: Jazzpunk

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Antiheat @antiheat.bsky.social · 26/08/2025

-veilmire looming- Friends of ours have been writing stories that take place in the world I'd created! Taking on extradimensional threats, kicking ass, taking names... Been amazing to see people take joy in creation. I don't know what to say, other than... Thank you. You guys make it worth it. 🧡💙

A group of anthropomorphic misfits look up at the purple, shadowy sky above a cyberpunk cityscape, bright pink lightning fraying overhead.

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 17/08/2025

I got a what?! I logon to the VRChat website to see if someone it on VR and i get hit with this gutpunch. I can't believe it actually been 7 years.

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 16/08/2025

The finalle of the Who's Lila playthrough is out. Here is where it gets the most meta and where we 100% the game. Most importantly we finally get the true answer to the question...WHO IS LILA? youtu.be/AtvIeMShZ9Q

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We will answer the Question: Who's Lila Part 2

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 10/08/2025

It has taken me like 4 months but I've finally released a new video! youtu.be/MPvJnHDh2-s

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Am i Lila?: Who's Lila Part 1

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 02/08/2025

I finally finished the second thumbnail for Who's Lila. So the next two videos aren't far away. Thanks to @antiheat.bsky.social for Dithering Zellox so that i could pull off this effect. Screenshots of the game were used for most of this. I just drew Zellox and edited it together haha.

Zellox is stepping out of the game window to talk to the ingame portrait of Lila directly and yell "WHO ARE YOU?!" at her. The back section of her is styled like the game so that she appears to be stepping out of the screen.

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 29/07/2025

Artfight attack! Revenge for the great piece Pitohui did of Regaila. I've finally caught up and am now at a 50/50 ratio of attack and defense. Made up for being sick. artfight.net/attack/12444...

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 26/07/2025

Genuinely teared up writing this. You can do your own. if you like. memories.undertale.com

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Jon Munitz @jonmunitz.bsky.social · 24/07/2025

Germany gave people €1,200/month no strings attached. They kept working, slept better, switched to better jobs, and even gave more to others. Turns out, when people aren’t drowning, they swim further. #UBI doesn’t kill ambition, it frees it.

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 25/07/2025

Holy shit pitohui attacked me in artfight! Look at my girl! Regaila Deeps in human form. mostly hehe Look at those tiger teeth. Love the pose and perspective. Looks ready to leap at someone and Zap all the badass lightning. I love how people make her metal arm still kinda organic looking. Its peak.

Regaila in human form crouched low ready to pounce.surrounded by lightning magic arcing through the air and the floor. Lightning swirling around her Metal arm. Teeth having shifted to sharp tiger teeth.

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 14/07/2025

Bested bositive for bovid.... First time in 5 years. Fuuuuuck! On my days off too! Fuuuuuck!

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 03/07/2025

First Artfight attack for this year for @lullabyashes.bsky.social at their character Barachiel, a messenger Angel. Even angels rest and enjoy the sunrise. artfight.net/attack/93338...

A 4 armed and 4 winged angel with a fur mane and instead of a head is a floating orb framed with 2 twisting archs and blade-like feet. They are holding a message in one hand and are crouched on a rooftop leaning around a chimney to watch the sunrise over a beach.

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 02/07/2025

I've been pretty bad with drawing all year so far but I'm going to try and do as much as i can this artfight. artfight.net/~ZelloxErif

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 01/07/2025

For once i actually succeeded in working on and almost finishing a piece 2 days in a row... although i have barely slept in the last 38 hours so does that really count? Who's Lila thumbnail almost done. Just the final touches.

Zellox appearing stepping out of the screen and of the game who's lila and yelling who are you at Lila's portrait.

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 01/07/2025

Started work on the thumbnail for Who's Lila yesterday. Gonna try and do more today before artfight.

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 26/05/2025

It is my 4th anniversary of starting HRT. It is great being able to like my appearance, feel like my emotions are real and being able to cry normally.

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 21/05/2025

Thank you @zephyrthedrake.bsky.social for updating my vrchat model for Zellox. She looks so good now. The list of improvement is very long. Much more professional than my old model that i made. She looks so natural and fits me so well. Thank you so much for all the hard work.

Updated Zellox Erif model. Holding a fire in they're hand against a stary sky background.

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 20/05/2025

Next Video I've been working on is for a game called Who's Lila? I drew the thumbnail for part 1 and then @antiheat.bsky.social painstakingly MANUALLY Dithered and pixelated it to make it look almost exactly like the games style. Incredible First is my art, then the edit. then the art reference.

Zellox the blue dragon girl with red hair looking directly at the viewer with a look of shock in a portrait on the right side with the game title "Who's Lila?" on the left

The same as the first image but edited by Antiheat to be monochrome, dithered, pixelated and shaded in the same style as the Game "Who's Lila?" With part of the games cover art on the left like a red string board.

Lila's Portrait. Art reference from the Game "Who's Lila?"

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Antiheat @antiheat.bsky.social · 09/05/2025

Finished the final revision of my novella, Old Wounds. Many thanks to @zelloxerif.bsky.social for helping through editing rough patches of the story, and to all those who've supported me. Now that it isn't down, it's available both on my FurAffinity & my Sanctuary Discord. Thank you so much! 💙🧡

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 27/04/2025

Streaming Little Misfortune with Antiheat and Zephyr. Should be fun! I know little about this game but i know Anti has played it. www.twitch.tv/zelloxerif

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 13/04/2025

Finally gonna try out the elden ring DLC. Shadow of the erdtree. Ready to get my arse kicked for not playing for ages. www.twitch.tv/zelloxerif

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Blindly stepping back into elden ring for the DLC. FInally

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 09/04/2025

Finished streaming death standing to @zephyrthedrake.bsky.social in discord and holy shit. I cried so hard. Truelly a Masterpiece. Playing the directors cut with zephyr was the best idea. Given our current times. A game about bringing people together and survival and hope in bad times is important.

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Zephyr ΘΔ 🔞 @zephyrthedrake.bsky.social · 08/04/2025

Just got done watching @zelloxerif.bsky.social steam the entirety of Death Stranding to us in discord, and holy shit, that was incredible. We CAN NOT wait to see what Kojima has in store for the next game. Absolutely recommend from me. I didn't think I would be as interested but i was hooked early.

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Zellox Erif @zelloxerif.bsky.social · 14/03/2025

Part 1 for #Signalis is out. After months of stuffing about its finally done. Go check it out! Here is the intro as a taste. youtu.be/BxkLFm3Y4bE

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