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Yuutou 🍉 @yuutou.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

my websites journal has been updated! a really long dark vent. ill include it here in screenshot form. i talk about my experience in the touhou community and being on the receiving end of blatant misogyny cw: rape, pedophilia, abuse, suicide, self harm yuutou.nekoweb.org/journal.html

june 20th, 2026

PLEASE NOTE: this specific journal entry may contain upsetting content. warnings for mentions of rape, pedophilia, abuse, suicide, self harm. this is a vent piece

touhoufest, huh?

what used to be something i really wanted to go to turned into a name uttered in an under-the-breath curse a year ago. i wanted to attend to see all of my friends gathered in one place to have fun, but even without participating it became one of the most isolating topics of my life. im really frustrated with the fact that theyre just letting a man who covered for my abuser stay on their staff. it was probably the last nail in the coffin for me staying in the touhou community as a whole. and the nightmare continues to be ongoing

for the uninformed, that man's online username is spaztique. youve probably seen him around, both literally and metaphorically. he helps with walfas-related groups as well as the walfas station wagon. this is a man that devalued me into the dirt and was one of the people that introduced a bias towards me that othered me from belonging to a community. all of that has already been addressed on my bluesky.

ive talked about him plenty enough, but thats not why im here typing this today. spaztique is just one of many cogs in a machine.

youve probably noticed that ive become a little more averse to being social or open over the years. i talk less, freeze up in vcs, stumble over my words. the experience im going to talk about is the reason for that.

the touhou community, at large, is one of the most creative spaces ive ever seen and participated in. theres fangames, fan art, fan music, cosplay, merch up the wazoo. its this dedication that inspired me to pick up a pencil and learn to draw when i was eight. i was a part of the community space for 15 years as a result of me discovering it so early from niconicodouga memes and MAD culture. it was my creative muse for the longest time. i left this space a year ago barely being able to remember any good as…

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 27/03/2026

patchouli knowledge from hit game allusions 2

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 18/02/2026

anyone know that one manga that has this like these two girls with one having an egg on their head amd the other a mushroom

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 06/02/2026

blame the universe for giving me too much fun stuff to do instead of studying

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 26/01/2026

Spot Late 🍴🍴🍴🍴🍴🍴🍴🍴🍴🍴🍴🍴🍴🍴🍴🍴

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 26/01/2026

abi abery dot bee sky dot socl

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 26/10/2025

where's dunkin donuts

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 21/07/2025

ZELI CAUGHT DYING TO CIRNO

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 09/07/2025

ina baku mori

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 16/05/2025

@aviavery.bsky.social you gave me like 30 notifications when i opened the app 😭

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 01/05/2025

sakuya touhou is awesome

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 01/05/2025

i can't with this game "once upon a time, three happy birds lived in a warm and lush forest" RAAAHHHHHHH LET ME DEAL WITH THE ORDEALS OF WHITE IN PEACEEEE bongbong can only solo so much..

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 27/04/2025

osage

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 19/04/2025

go watch the project sekai movie it's absolutely peak

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a girl with blue hair and black bows on her hair

Alt: the miku who cant sing

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wren✨🌈 @eggtempest.bsky.social · 18/04/2025

saw the project sekai movie!!! rlly loved it :') #prsk_FA

hatsune miku from the project sekai movie sitting and sadly plucking a flower with text overlaid reading "i'm alone no body care me"

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 05/04/2025

bloopy public execution april ninth ‼️‼️‼️💥

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 10/03/2025

cooking something game is beatblock btw

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 09/03/2025

MIKU DAY TODAY (3/9) shoutout to the goat virtual idol 39 WOOOOOOO

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a picture of hatsune miku with the words happy miku day on it

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zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

ok thats better but still TERRIBLE

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 24/02/2025

my dumbass playing this on brutal for the first time yeah OKAY

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rice @ricedeity.online · 21/02/2025

miku sheeh

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 17/02/2025

what the fuck

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 10/02/2025

OH MAI GAH

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 09/02/2025

undertale red and yellow makes me feel like im playing undertale red and yellow for the first time!

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 09/02/2025

BRO

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 05/02/2025

shoutout to project diva mega mix for helping me find vocaloid bangers 😀😀😀

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 31/01/2025

playing balatro GOT A NEGATIVR EGG!!!!!!

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 30/01/2025

coughs brutal p-2 p-rank will be my best challenge

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 30/01/2025

you stole me!!! waaaahhh

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 30/01/2025

Here it comes

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 29/01/2025

Blue

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 26/01/2025

i have gOT to play undertale red and yelowa i heard theres YElloW ion there

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zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 25/01/2025

kaanaolko

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 25/01/2025

coughs i think "be gone" is the bane of my existence

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 25/01/2025

shoutout to brutal difficulty for making gabriel's second boss fight actually a challenge

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 20/01/2025

massive win for zelly nation

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 19/01/2025

miku miku oo ee oo

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 18/01/2025

how does this even happen

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 16/01/2025

hiw fo i stop forgetting vout this site

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a pixel art of a person with a cat 's head in front of an explosion

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zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 16/01/2025

foxes foxes on the wall who's the uh kanako of them all

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 11/01/2025

i wish hatsune miku was real

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 10/01/2025

don't play roblox on March 18 !!!!!!!!

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 05/01/2025

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 01/01/2025

clover year

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 31/12/2024

i need to use this site more

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 30/12/2024

i love tenebre rosso sangue!!!!

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 30/12/2024

9 layers

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 29/12/2024

oomf placed a bed in the twilight forest thinking it would explode

zeli @zeliii.bsky.social · 25/12/2024

i beat v2 first try 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁😁