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Zaverro

@zaverro.bsky.social
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Tale of a last ember, frozen in the depth.

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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 22h
Yeah it does! It feels very relaxing back then~
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
Old Archived vid from 2020...
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
Even when time change, people change, places change, and everything change. There is one thing never change... Memories. They always stays as they are...
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Hii, I did not expect anyone to read this and give good wishes... But thank you, really. And wishing good things for you too🙏
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
I... always stayed here... If you could see me from the sky... Or see my messages... I keep my promise... Gab...🥹
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Things change, time flew, memories fade, and the world keep moving forward.
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
God... forgive me... grant me strength to go through it all....
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Staying positive kinda hard... Lots of things happened today... And letting my mind off of things.
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
The longing persists. Chest feels tight. Heart keep bleeding. And tears never stop. What more should I hold onto...?
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
Survived for another day. Should I be happy? Probably. But... More burden to bear... Can I take it? Will I make it through this time? Time will tell, I guess...
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
God, please forgive me... I've tried...
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
My eyes hurt... And my chest feels tight since yesterday night... Honestly, I don't know what to do anymore...
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
"I know that nothing holding me back now..." "Why would I still clinging onto that... words...?" "I honestly don't understand..."
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
"I'm gonna be honest. The urge to leave it all behind was really strong, buddy. Why should I still holding onto it...?"
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
"Hey... You did giving me the thrill to live. You should be proud. And I stupidly promised to this..."
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Or I already succumbed to my illness back then that nobody knows. Not even my family.
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
But now? None. If I didn't do it for him, I wouldn't do it to myself until now.
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Sure... It plagues me since Highschool. Back then I still have someone to lean on and shared my burden with.
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
If it isn't... Heh. I wouldn't be here already.
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Just trying to distract myself to focus solely on things I targeted. And hopefully it will get better...
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
I... have no idea...
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
Need to get used to these feelings, I guess... God, give me strength if I truly must tread down this path. It's a long walk. Cold. Empty. Blant. Colorless.
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
Fell into the same exact deep-dark-pit, again... idk anymore. Just take my soul away. So tired. 🥀
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
The moment I got home, as I already expected it. All the dam breaks. Again. Yep. Fun. Heh. Horray? maybe? Yep. I'm pathetic. A coward.
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
Sure, putting it on my usual mask. Happy go lucky and be merry. Though to be honest it was indeed fun. Good food, great friends, nice accompany, and catching up on life and things. Not without a cost... That I'm all too aware, as usual.
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
Just yesterday, come into highschool friend gathering party. Didn't expect to meet "Him" there... And, uh... Things were a bit awkward for me, but as I always did, swallowed everything from myself that came up from the past and act like nothing happened.
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
Is it too much...? Am I asking for too much? Cross this body, rip my heart, and just... burn it. I don't need it.
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
Wanted to numb all this aches. Kill all of the thoughts. And just... be in a world of silver. For a... peace. with myself. once again.
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
Can't help but always think, what can I offer to them? Is it enough? Don't want to drag them down with me... They deserves so much better. Cause they really do.
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
Stupid of me to hoping for something that never come... Thinking if it would be better if I leave it all behind...?
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
Wear my heart on my sleeves all this time only to understand that I was the one hurting myself... Hoping for a change that never comes...
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
It's really cuttee~ 🥹
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
Thank you for the beautiful art, Rayynnss😭🙏✨
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
Thank you, thank you, thank youu😭🫂🙏✨
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
Aaaa this is soo goodd😭🫂 Thank you so much Senpaii🙏✨
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
Cuuutteee! 🥰
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
Lmao~ don't get distracted vitus!~
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
Great Time with Senpai Rex and friends!
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
Aaaaaa really good Senpai Rex!~ 🫂
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
Ohmygosh! You did the art on that silly convo for real🤣😝 and it's soo cuutteee🥹
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 27/08/2026
Daydreaming of an another life when everything stays the same as before... Sounds stupid, I know.
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 06/08/2026
... Still here... I guess...
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
Am I deserve this...? If I have to go through this, perhaps let it just be only me and end with me. If this is my destiny, then please... don't make others hurt the same way. Please...
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
How long should I endure this...? I want to sleep... I want to feel peace... I want to be free... Why it feels impossible...?
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
How much more should this tears keep flowing out...? Is it not enough...? It would never enough, isn't it...? Why not liberate me... from all this?
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
I'm so tired with all this. I know that I was nobody. Didn't need to be in constant reminder. What should I do...?
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
Insomnia... as usual... I didn't surprised. These panic attack always come at the worst of time. ...sigh... God... please forgive me...
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
Why can't I end it... my own way...? Why... Why... Why...
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
I want this pain to end. I seriously want it to end. ...should I just stab the knife to my chest? I'm exhausted with everything.
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Zaverro @zaverro.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
To be honest... I was expecting that at some point. So I shouldn't be too surprised by it. But why... why it still feels hurt...? Why... the pain keep sticking to my chest...?
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