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@zarasu.bsky.social

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Zar @zarasu.bsky.social · 27/05/2026

#tgcf #myfics #pbp Check out my new hualian story Peach Blossom Prince! 🌸No ascension and Hong-er grew up in the palace AU 🌸Prince/servant romance 🌸Xian Le trio and royal family dynamics archiveofourown.org/works/856262...

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Zar @zarasu.bsky.social · 17/04/2026

🌸Let me take you into a world of spring, of happiness and tragedy, of desire and family, and most of all, of things that are fleeting.

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Zar @zarasu.bsky.social · 01/02/2026

Check it out if you're looking for identity shenanigans, angsty yearning and hualian being insane for each other! archiveofourown.org/works/677148... Here's a snippet from the last chapter:

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Zar @zarasu.bsky.social · 13/01/2026

#tgcf #myfics #hualian Today is my birthday, so you all get the next chapter of Perchance to Dream, in which Banyue and Ke Mo finally talk, and Pei Xiu has to take some responsibility. This is the second to last chapter, enjoy! archiveofourown.org/works/677148...

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Zar @zarasu.bsky.social · 09/01/2026

#hualian #myfics I posted chapter 7 of my hualian fic Perchance to Dream, in which they go down into the Sinner's Pit, have a heart-to-heart, and start untangling the mystery of Banyue. archiveofourown.org/works/677148...

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Zar @zarasu.bsky.social · 13/08/2025

#tgcf #hualian #myfics Chapter 3 of Perchance to Dream is out, in which Xie Lian ignores all glaring signs pointing towards the truth in favor of giving San Lang smoochies. archiveofourown.org/works/677148...

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Zar @zarasu.bsky.social · 18/07/2025

#tgcf #myfics I posted the first chapter of a new #hualian fic, in which Xie Lian makes up San Lang as his imaginary friend! archiveofourown.org/works/677148...

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Zar @zarasu.bsky.social · 07/07/2025

#tgcf #myart #XieLian One sketch of Xie Lian at the Small Shop of Chance Encounters!

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Zar @zarasu.bsky.social · 04/07/2025

#pbp #tgcf Another snippet of the long #hualian fic im writing on, peach blossom prince!

“If I might remind you that it’s still me making these decisions.”

Xie Lian clicked his tongue. “I’m going to spend most of my free time with him anyway.”

His father was starting to turn red from all the back talk, but Xie Lian’s mother put a hand on his arm and leaned close to look at him with a pleading look and whisper something into his ear. As his father listened, he slowly lost the angry flush and finally leaned back with a heavy sigh. “Oh well, alright. We can use all the servants we can get for Xie Lian’s wedding anyway.”

From the other side of the table, a choking noise came and Hua Cheng set down his teacup, holding his hand in front of his mouth. “Excuse me, his what?”

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Zar @zarasu.bsky.social · 28/05/2025

#tgcf #hualian #peachblossomprince A little scene from my long hualian fic that I'm writing on rn, Peach Blossom Prince, in which Hua Cheng is Xie Lian's servant. Cw for hualian having no healthy boundaries..

Xie Lian stared up into the shadows pooling in the crooks and crannies of his bed’s ceiling and said, “I don't know if I–”

Like, is what he meant to say, but that wasn't quite true. It was more accurate to say, “I think I fear who I'm becoming.”

Next to him, Hua Cheng turned towards him, half his face hidden in the sheets, and looked at him with his dark brows furrowed attentively. “What do you mean?”

“This… greediness,” Xie Lian said hesitantly. “The selfishness and the jealousy. I've never felt like this before, certainly never acted like it. I was taught that these aren't good qualities to have, that good people aren't greedy or selfish or jealous. And yet, you keep encouraging me again and again.”

“I like it,” Hua Cheng said softly, his eyes dark and melty. “I love it when you take what you want, I love it when you wanti. And if the thing you want is me, how could I not encourage you?”

Xie Lian covered his eyes with a hand and groaned. “You're not a thing, though, and I shouldn't treat you like it.”

With a rustle, Hua Cheng suddenly sat up and swung his leg over Xie Lian to sit on his hips. He leaned forward and took the hand lying over Xie Lian’s eyes into his own. Finally, he lifted it to gently kiss the thumb.

“Why not,” he asked, “when being your plaything, your treasure, your possession makes me the happiest I've ever been? By all means, Your Highness, possess me selfishly, jealously. Rage at me if I talk to other people too nicely and I’ll fall to my knees and gladly beg for forgiveness. Shackle me and I’ll only tighten the chains. There's no need for respect between us.”

He seemed to interpret the resulting silence and Xie Lian’s wide-eyed expression the wrong way, because he abruptly changed tracks. “But if Your Highness is afraid…” From one second to the other, something about him became predatory and he dragged a hand from Xie Lian’s belly to his chest to watch with greedy eyes how the soft flesh dipped under his fingertips. “I could be the one taking, for once. Who could blame Your Highness for submitting to my advances if I push you so boldly, barely leaving you a choice? If I cornered you in dark hallways to take my pleasure, if I forced you–”

Lightning-quick, Xie Lian reached out and grabbed the hand on his chest. “No,” he said firmly. “I won’t have you take all the blame for something we both want. If you want to… to be the one taking, then we can do that. But only with my permission. I won’t allow you to turn yourself into a villain to relieve my guilty conscience.”

With his next breath, all the predatory tension left Hua Cheng and he turned small and uncertain. It wasn’t hard to tip him over and spill him back onto the bed.

“You don’t dislike what we’ve been doing, then?” he asked quietly.

“No,” Xie Lian answered and grabbed his wrist, holding it tightly and securely. “No, that’s the reason I’m afraid, don’t you see? I like it way too much.”

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Zar @zarasu.bsky.social · 28/01/2025

Finished my last svsssaction prompt for @xuexiao.bsky.social with some codependent dd qijiu! Hope you like it, that was a lot of fun<3 archiveofourown.org/works/62568367

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Zar @zarasu.bsky.social · 25/01/2025

#tgcf #myfics Wrote a short sweet AU about older general Hua Cheng meeting seven year old prince Xie Lian and having a conversation about healthy coping mechanisms (haha just kidding). archiveofourown.org/works/62482699

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Zar @zarasu.bsky.social · 29/12/2024

#professorlayton !Spoilers for Unwound Future! Gift fic for @/nebulousboops with some Clive&Flora sibling moments, hope you enjoy! archiveofourown.org/works/61768558

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