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Teachers, parents, and society makes young people think that if they want to be successful they have to get ahead of everyone. And when the young people get into the workforce they'll realize they got the same job as the people who didn't do all those things.

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ZAEC @zaec.bsky.social · 25/10/2023

I read manga and webcomics almost every day... movies or series I watch once in a while. I prefer watching movie reviews on youtube, I guess watching more would help me with composition I've only ever done storytelling in writing

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ZAEC @zaec.bsky.social · 25/10/2023

no it's just that I'm really bad at storyboards I draw one or two and I don't like it so I give up also I have a really really hard time planning things out, I'm the type to just go straight in to the final product

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ZAEC @zaec.bsky.social · 25/10/2023

bruh omg I was trying to rig cloth and no matter what I did it felt so rubbery... after a bunch of failed attempts and asking for help I finally got something that looks decent... WHY ARE PHYSICS SO HARD!

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ZAEC @zaec.bsky.social · 25/10/2023

I have a storyboard class in school and I dread it so bad because I've tried storyboarding multiple times in my life and I've always failed Hopefully looking at thumbnails will help me figure it out

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ZAEC @zaec.bsky.social · 25/10/2023

I think I can do anything and be great at it and when I'm presented with reality it makes me hate myself so bad

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ZAEC @zaec.bsky.social · 25/10/2023

ur thumbnails are so cool and clean

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ZAEC @zaec.bsky.social · 25/10/2023

I want things as long as they are low effort preserving my identity to be studied by people 1000 years in the future looks like it would take too much effort, so I'm not gonna dwell on it

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ZAEC @zaec.bsky.social · 25/10/2023

who would keep my server running after I die... no one... so I guess my legacy will indeed just die with me

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ZAEC @zaec.bsky.social · 25/10/2023

how did people back in the day just have their own websites? why does it cost money now... is the cost just services offering security? could I still make my own free website that would be online forever? many questions

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ZAEC @zaec.bsky.social · 25/10/2023

MEOW!! MEOW!! MEOW!!!!!!

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ZAEC @zaec.bsky.social · 25/10/2023

Wow how did I end up here

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ZAEC @zaec.bsky.social · 25/10/2023

but last time I went on a vacation outside the country with my dad I was 6 years old... I did go to france with my grandpa when I was 11, because his wife worked there, so I guess I'm luckier than others... Last year I did end up going to LA alone. The best 2 weeks of my life

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ZAEC @zaec.bsky.social · 25/10/2023

we were a family of 7, me and my siblings were in private school, pretty sure I wouldve understood. Though I *was* a bit bitter when as soon as the kids moved out he and my stepmom started going on vacations... I get that without the kids there, they could treat themselves

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ZAEC @zaec.bsky.social · 25/10/2023

my dad didn't tell me how much money he made until I was in high school because he was "scared I would ask for more things"... my dad made good money, but he made maybe half what my friend's parents made, so I think I wouldve understood lol

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ZAEC @zaec.bsky.social · 25/10/2023

I wish I could say I became anxious about money ever since my cat had to go to the ER which cost me thousands, but really I've always been anxious about money. maybe it's because when my parents would argue before the divorce, they'd talk about money

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ZAEC @zaec.bsky.social · 25/10/2023

even though I'm financially stable I'm still anxious about not having enough money I have enough money to pay school, to pay for transport, and even to give myself $300 in spending money every month. but I always feel like I have to make money in case something happens

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ZAEC @zaec.bsky.social · 25/10/2023